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Saturday, January 28, 2006


   I'm back my loves!
yeah so I've been w/out internet for 3 freakin' months! I know, how sad is that? Well anywho, since then sooooo much has happened. In November I went 2 California 2 see my sister's X-boyfriend graduate from the Marines. Cali is so awesome & the guys are hot. Well, my sis's x-b/f came home with us & 1 night he came into my room & asked if he could lay in my bed w/ me 'cuz the coach is uncomfy, I was half asleep & said yes. I went back to sleep & woke up like 20 min. later 'cuz the creep was touching me, then he stared trying 2 take my clothes off. That bastard tried to rape me, but I ran away. Ever since then I've had the police harrassing me, I get looks, & for a lil while I had 2 go to counseling. I still have flashbacks & I get depressed a lot so my moms looking up so places 4 kids my age 2 go w/ these kinda problems. I hate it 'cuz I feel like there's something wromg w/ me. Don't pity me- I was lucky, I got away.

Something awesome happened. The guy Jake I was interested in well, we became best friends & then I asked him out & he said yes. Jake is wonderful. He's still like my best friend. He reminds me of Sesshomaru from InuYasha & Jin from Samuri Champloo, he's the strong silent type. We've been together for almost 3 months now. I found out that I'm his 1st girlfriend. I'm like the only person he ever talks to. He's been w/ me through a lot of crap lately. Even though he doesn't say much, I know he cares. I really love him.

I look in the mirror now & look back 3 months ago. I have really changed. Almost all my smiles are fake, besides when I'm with Jake. It's mostly b/c of what that guy tried to do to me. I made a new friend, Samara. I met her the day b4 I went to Cali @ the Safe School Summit. She's really kewl. That guy Trent is now a total jerk! He stopped hanging out w/ me & started haning out w/ stupid popular kids. he's in my 4th hour class now & I sit across from him & he's always really mean. It's almost to the point that I hate him. well, that's all the new stuff that comes to mind so I'll se ya'll later in life!

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