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myOtaku.com: Meaganu Karusonu


Sunday, March 26, 2006


   pot ruins lives!!!
OMFG I AM SO PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm super against drugs, pot, alchol, cigs, etc. but most of my friends are potheads. They all know I hate it & that I will NEVER do it. I f***ing hate it 'cuz no one respects me. Every1 gives me a hard time because my Jake used to be a pothead. Jake used to be really messed up but he got better. Well yesterday Jake told me his secret that he had been from me for a while. He started smokin' pot & cigs again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you know how much that hurt me?????????????? He PROMISED me that he quit. In fact, we even made a pact, I don't hang out w/ Matsutsu [an ex-bf who tried 2 get me 2 cheat on Jake. He also just got out of a mental hospital] and Jake doesn't do any of that crap! He lied to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not mad @ him, I'm just really disappointed. In 1 week we'll be dating for 6 months, that's half a year!!! I even more mad at myself for trying to change him!!!!! When we first met I knew he was a pothead & I tried to change him by making him quit. I hate myself. Now he feels like shit and so do I. He's the last person I ever want to upset. I love him for who he is and not who I want him to be!!!!!! I HATE POT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I fucking hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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