myOtaku.com: Meaganu Karusonu

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Birthday
• 1992-08-05
Gender
• Female
Location
• United States
Member Since
• 2005-05-05
Occupation
• 8th grade student, model, actress, babysitter, hippie, student council reporter, FCCLA chapter pres, GORGEOUS, amazing, attention whore
Real Name
• Meagan mother fucking Carson

Personal

Achievements
• I was elected FCCLA Public Relations [FCCLA is Family, Career, and Community Leaders of America.] my 1st year & my second I was elected President. =) I'm also 1 of 18 students from our entire school who is in student council, and I've been modeling/acting
Anime Fan Since
• since I was 9
Favorite Anime
• Inu-Yasha, Fullmetal Alchemist, Ranma1/2, Here is Greenwood, Maison Ikkoku, Samurai Champloo, etc.
Goals
• world domination! MWHAHAHAHA!!! lol jk
Hobbies
• drawing; singing; playing video games; reading; hanging out with my friends, going to FCCLA events, modeling, acting, & much more [being awesome]
Talents
• I'm really smart and I'm good with public speaking

myOtaku.com: Meaganu Karusonu

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Sometimes we have to give up the ones we love.
My avatar has a real meaning to it. That's a picture of my first love Matsutsu. We meet in 2004, dated in 2005 for about 2 months, and are still friends to this day. I know that 2 months isn't that big of a deal, but I had serious feelings for him the first time that I'd ever met him. He was my best friend, my lover, and my hero. He stopped me from killing myself. He was there for me. He made me so happy. We had to break up b/c he was about 2 start going 2 high school & I was about 2 start the 7th grade, & some rumors were going around & I get pissed off & we got into a huge arguement & the next day he broke up w/me. We still liked each other & I didn't get over him until it had been 6 months that we'd been broken up. He vandilized the school I go 2, got caught, was thrown out of school, went suicidal, cut himself all the time, went to a mental hospital, & he got out in like January. I was so worried about him. Everytime I hear people talking smack about him I chew them out, even if it's Jake.
Matsutsu is one of my dearest friends, but he had a mistake. A couple of months ago he kissed me & I didn't stop him. I felt like I was cheating on Jake, so the next day I told Jake. Jake already hated Matsutsu, so that just made it worse. After that Matsutsu was always there. I went to the movies with 7 guys [it was for my friend Johnny's b-day & all those guys are my close friends] & Matsutsu was there & Jake wasn't. I'm such a bitch because even though my boyfriend for half a year hates my ex I still hung out with the guy. It really started to bother Jake, so I told him that I'd stop hanging out w/Matsutsu. Matsutsu kept on telling me that he loved me & I told him that I loved Jake so we stopped talking for a while. Matsutsu called me last week & said that he was going 2 come see me. I told Jake. Well, Matsutsu picked a bad day to come over 'cuz that day Jake was over. Man, was it awkward! We sat there for about 30 minutes w/nobody talking & Jake was glaring at him the whole time! When Matsutsu went outside to call his mom I talked 2 Jake & I promised him that I'd tell Matsutsu that I can't hang out with him anymore. And so I did. =.(

The point of this is that Matsutsu is very important to me & I and to let him go to make some one else happy.
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