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Tuesday, October 25, 2005


It feels great to be home...
OMG I'M HOME FINALLY HOME!!!! Well, I have been home I have just been away from the MyO so long...it feels great to post again. I finally have time now because I have A LOT to say lol.
Well, before I tell my stuff...How have you all been doing? I have been way better (I'm going to start my stuff now lol).
If you haven't been reading my posts (not a lot of people have...oh don't worry I understand with school and all and not having enough time to read posts and all. I am very sorry about not being here *bows*) there was this girl that I really like yuo can say I almost loved. Her name was Jaci. She is an awsome artist and has her stuff on Deviant art. Well, one day I decited to go check my Deviant stuff because I had a little time and I hadn't checked it in a wile...Well, I saw that she had posted a journal (its likethe MyO posts). I was reading it...it was called "Boys...boys...boys...
It told about her boy problems and I would never would have guesses I was one of them. I took her to her Home comming dance and well I guess my breath stank. lol I laught at it and thought to my self where is this comming from...I guess my breath killed all the feeling she had for me...I was like WTF!!! how would having bad breath do that??? That told me that it was going to go no where with her anymore. Then I read somthing I overed looked.....
She said that I can't draw...That it was a good effort but I couldn't draw and that she has had guys like me before like her so she was cool with it...
By this time I was super pissed and I wrote a little journal of my own about her...It said that I thought she was too childish and that I was going to ask her is we could be friend anyway becuse she was too childish for my taste...She is but I though if she hung out with me a little more that she would mature a little bit more and stuff. Well she sent somehing back that a little 13 year old wold do..."Well that was a friendship test and you falied it with flying colors". I had 2 things going through my mind at the time: 1: Thats just what a immature little girl would do...2: What the F***k is a Friendship test...
I had no idea that they where around. I mean I didn't study for it and I didn't know they handed out PhD's in Friend testarey lol.
I beleave that the reason she did that was because I turned the tables on her. I made it like she wasn't dumping m but I was dumping her and that made her mad. The other thing is that she said that mad me think like "why the hell did I fall for this girl" was..se said that I over reacted and that she is afraid that I might hit her. WHAT?! thats lame. 1 I would never hit a girl I'm to much of a nic guy to do that. and 2 I'm the type to not go to violence to solve my problems. So I was done but to make her look like an ass I wrote another jouranl...tell her that I loved her (I did but...noy now lol) and that is she wanted to shake hands and but this woh;e thing behide us it was fine with me. That is how I feel about it. any way that was the thing that made me mad and stuff.
*wipes sweat from brow*...man that was a lot of typing lol.
thats the thing I wanted to get off my chest...I'm sure I'll find another girl; I hope it doesn't take 20 years like the last one lol.
Oh I'll be posted art on Thursday...it already up on deviant so if you want to see it it now its there (just go to te webpage thing on my profile on my page and it will take you to my Deviant art site.
Well, now that thats said and done I'm going to let you go...I'm going to read posts tonight and hopefully get through all the sites (if I dont I apolagize)
I will talk to you all later...bye and oh I hope you all have a greath day tomorrow. later...

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