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Monday, January 9, 2006


Yay for shcool.....
Hey there everybody! How are you all doing tonight? I'm good. Just got done with some on-line homework for my English Class. Well, school is goin' good so far. I'm liking it so far. I really don't like the getting up early crap but I can live with it for this semester lol. I tell you what though...my classes are dull...It like nobody wants to talk are anything. I'm a social person and like to talk and get to know people...that's why I need out of this school...Its just like high school. I hated high school for the reason that nobody really didn't want to meet new people...oh well...I got my Mom to think about me going to MCC isn't a good idea. I'm getting her to realize that I should be going to Grand Valley. From what I hear from my friends. Its a great school that has very friendly people that like to meet others...not like this crap I have in my home town. I should feel lucky that I'm going to school but I still feel a little down about being here. I like this town but I need out for a bit. To leave and come back a new person.
Oh well enough about that lol. Well, my love life is the same as it has been for the past 2 months. Well, actually you could say 20 years...I'm thinking about not counting Jaclyn (my ex) as a GF. So yeah I'm still lonely...and oh no that girls still hate me this semester like last. Its like with the hell man. I see all these guys treating there girls like crap and the girls like it...Like just the other week I helped my friend Liz with her BF problem. She was like "My BF treats my like crap!" "He swears at me and calls me names". I told her to dump him. "Its hard Matt...I love him". So by this time I'm enraged at how dumb she's being and oh wait...I'm not done yet lol. The next time I saw her (it was like 5 days from me talking to her) I asked her how it went. She said "Oh I told him off but he said that he would change...I'm giving him his last chance...his 8th one.." I said 9th times the charm right? She didn't get it but who cares lol. Well, as you can see I'm still lonely and I know that the right girl is out there for me...she's just talking her sweet ass time to find me lol...but as I see others with there "loved ones" I get more and more down. God I hope this passes soon...I hate feeling down. I was a happy person that loved life...and now I really don't like life and really don't want to talk to people since they really don't want to talk to me...
Well, that's all I have for tonight...sorry if this brings you down or makes you look at me in a sad way...I'm really a nice guy that loves to meet and talk to new people...it just...right now is a very down tome for me...Well, anyway I'm out... I have a request to finish sketching so a certain person will get to see it. later all. I hope you all have a better day then I'm have been having...later.

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