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Tuesday, February 13, 2007

   Valentine's Blues
so it's the day before valentine's day so probably no better time then now to write this.

Well Valentine's Day for me has always been what I'd like to classify as a Hallmark Holiday. Basically a holiday created by the corporations to cash in on from the general public. You'd think this would just make me ignore the day completely but that's not really the case.

I always seem to get majorly depressed during this time of year. It's happened the last 5 or so years and this year is no different. Except for the fact that I feel like I'm more depressed then usual. At the moment I'm putting it possibly down to recent events, see 2 posts below. I think if that had been different then I might have either accepted the day for once, or have just watch go buy with no depressed feelings. But seems that for me it isn't going to be the case. I just really don't know what to do.

Oh I've also done a bit of late night drinking again while sitting at the comp. Not today but a few days ago. Anyway here's a poem I came up with that same night after the drinking.

Our souls soar amongst the whipsering winds
Time seems endless to us
A neverending cycle in which we exist
The good we recieve out numbered
By that which is bad
How is it that we allow time to cycle
Events repeat that have happened before
10 year, 20 years, maybe 100, even 1000
Before we see it reoccur again
But it's a common thing
One which we cannot easily ignore
The pain and sadness of loss
The feeling of being an outcast to society
These things never change
Hurting more each time they happen
Happiness is short lived
Only to be crushed again
I sit here wondering what I have to do
But soon I stop caring
Soon I just accept it's the way of life
I'm not supposed to find happiness
But rather am to remain sad
For eternity as the cycle repeats itself
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