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• 1986-04-21
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• Melbourne, Aus. Though I'd prefer to be somewhere else.
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• 2004-10-16
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• Student for a little longer. Volunteer. need a paying job
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• Um.. a few academic awards, basketball premierships, a hockey premiership and a few dozen other things.
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• 1999, late starter
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• Trigun (all time favourite), .Hack//Sign, .Hack//Legend of the Twilight, Bubblegum Crisis Tokyo 2040, Bleach, Elfen Lied, Code Geass, Fate/Stay Night, darker than Black, FLCL, The list continues...
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• To write a novel, to get into honours.
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• Acting, Writing, playing Hockey, watching TV, Playing Videogames,eating, sleeping.
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• I'm a decent Hockey player, I can act and if I feel like it can spin a few words together.




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Tuesday, August 7, 2007

so I don't know what's with me at the moment. Well I kinda do. I guess firstly I'm sick. Caught a cold so I'm feeling horrible, coupled with the headache I picked up today and a slight feeling of depression.

So I guess I can explain that last bit and what it means. Well basically as of almost two weeks ago as most of you probably know I got dumped, well probably not badly as some people are. Well I guess most things seemed alright after the initial shock...and a quick cry a couple days later. Monday last week I actually talked to her on MSN and seemed like we were doing fine getting our friendship back on track (hopefully to what it once was).

Well saw here the Thursday after and then again yesterday, but things seem different. Not like they were before. The first day it seemed like she only said a few words to me then didn't take much notice, but yesterday it seemed like she didn't acknowledge me at all. I'm feeling extremely torn right now. I guess it could be me, and I could be mistaken, but I'm generally very insecure and don't want to lose these friendships I've built up over the last few years. In truth I don't think I had real friends till I came to uni, and as a sort of proof I don't contact any of my high school "friends" and don't want to see them.

So at the moment I'm lost. I want her to be happy, if it's better served without me around then so be it. I want to email her something but don't have a clue really of what to say and how to phrase it. My last email to her sounded stupid and that was something I realised after sending it.
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