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• Um.. a few academic awards, basketball premierships, a hockey premiership and a few dozen other things.
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• I'm a decent Hockey player, I can act and if I feel like it can spin a few words together.




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Sunday, November 7, 2004

Is their such thing as love or is it only a crush?
Now this probably seems weird coming from a guy but hey it does happen. I'm one of those people who do believe that it is possible to find love if you're under the age of 21, thoguh I've never had a girlfriend. Well, for me I don't know if I've missed this twice. But I could also have been saved embarrasment.

For this I'm just going to call the two girls, T. and E.

Okay the first girl was in a production with me and getting to know her, I began to get feelings for her. I'm not sure what exactly but anyway. I was going to ask her out one night and so I decided to ask a friend who new her very well if she had a boyfriend. This is how the conversation went:

Me: Hey, do you have any idea if T. has a boyfriend?

Friend: I'm pretty sure that she does. Why?

Me: I was thinking of asking her out tonight.

Friend: Oh yeah I'm positive that she does have a boyfriend.

*Feeling of heart splitting in chest or just a really bad pain around that area begins.*

It seems a bit silly but when I saw her that night the pain felt worse and it was only when I was in a different room that I felt slightly better.

The second girl was my formal date. I was taken in by her beauty the first time I met her and then when I had dinner at her place so her parents could meet me, I found out that we had a lot in common. Now after the formal I talked to her a bit on MSN but she stopped going on after a while and so I sent her a SMS (because I didn't see her often after the formal) asking her out on date. Now this is a conversation I had with my sister about a month after sending the message:

Sis: E. wanted to know if that SMS you sent was asking her out on a date or out as a friend?

Me: Why?

Sis: She said that she would hate to turn you down me down as she considered me a friend. Why, did you ask her out?

Me tentatively: Yes.

Sis: Oh, how sweet. You had a crush.

Me: Just don't tell her. Please.

That's pretty much where that conversation finished. But I got the same painful feeling as with the first girl. Now for a month after the events, whenever I thought of the particular girl I continued to get the same painful feeling. I think that I'm over it now though.

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