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• Jessica

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• 2000 (Freshman year of high school)
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• Become a book illustrator
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• Drawing, painting, sounding smarter than I am, procrastination, and I can lick my nose.




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myOtaku.com: Megumi


Saturday, October 9, 2004

Please, don't read. Me venting= not a pretty sight.
Yeah, I really need to calm down right now. I let my temper get the best of me too often, and I always end up saying the exact thing to make whoever I'm angry at angry at me, or more so, if they already were.

As I am right now, I'm ready to go chew out a few people. This is very unbecoming of me, and I need to grow up and get out of this childish attitude that makes me want to retaliate. I've already said too much.

And all these people keep telling me I should watch out, not to tick off Milkycat anymore (is that a threat or something? Is she going to come beat me up and take my lunch money? An online bully?) or that I'm such a jerk, all these people who aren't involved. Milkycat wasn't even involved. I hate that, how people stick their noses in.

AND HOW AM I THE ONLY PERSON IN THE WORLD WHO SEES HOW OBVIOUS IT WAS THAT IT WAS TRACED? I mean, LOOK at it. Seriously!



*Sighs* It's not even about whether it was traced or not anymore. It's about the fact that the artist herself simply laughed it off, but all these people felt like they had to be a "Justice Crusader" or other such nonsense and rail on and on about how much of a jerk I was for DARING to suggest that her art was traced, even though the evidence CLEARLY shows it is.

See, I'm still being childish. I need to not let people get to me so much. I need to get out of this bitter/angry funk I've been in for waaay too long now. I need to let go, and remember that it's okay if people don't believe me, even if I know I'm right.

So sorry, people, for showing such an ugly side of myself. I don't need consoling comments, or any more nasty ones, I just need to post this, get it out of my system, and move on.
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