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Birthday • 1991-11-27 Gender •
Female Location • transexual transylvania Member Since • 2007-11-04 Occupation • professional muff diver Real Name • Megan
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Favorite Anime • I'm not as hardcore as I used to be. I still watch things that catch my eye from time to time. Soul Eater, Ouran High School Host Club, D.Gray-Man, Fruit's Basket and anything Final Fantasy related.
myOtaku.com: megzican
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KFC or Bust5501 (1:10:33 AM): I FOUND JESUS AND HE BESTOWED UPON ME A HOLOGRAPHIC DARK CHARIZARD *holds up card* *congregation gasps and cheers and faints and commits mass suicide*
uh oh.
Not agaaaaaaaain.
If that's not an amazing specimen of male idk what is.
argh.
I've managed to piss everyone off.
My mom thinks I have a ~hormonal imbalance.
I think she's full of shit.
I've just been really emotional lately for legitimate reasons. LikeDavidLikeDavidLikeDavidLikeDavid
He tried to go back with Lacey and she denied him and he's pulling the "IM SO AWONE BAWWWWWWL COME S MY D MOOG" and I'm like "LOLNO."
basically. Only I have the gift of making depression sound hilarious. Dani hates me still. Wtf ever. I feel like she just threw our 983592345 years of friendship down the toilet. She sure brushed me off and moved on quick. Some best friend I was. Psh.
SORRY AGAIN TO BELINDA SINCE SHES TECHNICALLY YOUR BLOOD AND FLESH AND STUFF...EVEN IF YOU HAVENT TALKED IN FOREVER~~
I guess all good things must come to an end.
AND WHEN ALL ELSE FAILSSSSSSSS
SURVEYS PREVAIL!
WOOOOOOOO
1. Is it cruel to keep a dog in a cage or tied up most of the time?
I think so. I hate when my friends do it. But keeping dogs out all the time is just as bad as keeping them in doors all the time. Dogs need time to just run.
2. About what things are you most selfish?
Love. I'm a greedy sonovabitch.
I'm also greedy with attention and pity. All the bad stuff.
3. Do you have a dream that repeats again and again? What is it?
No. Just locations in the dream.
4. What makes you feel secure and safe?
Music. No lie. No matter what, music has helped me from so many things. Crying like a bitch helps too.
5. Are you able to keep secrets? Is it hard for you?
Believe it or not, I'm pretty good...unless I don't like you.
6. Is there anything you constantly worry about?
I'm probably one of the most neurotic and paranoid people you'll ever meet. So yes. I do. I get horribly distracted when it happens too.
7. What makes you feel important?
Achievements and recognition. I'm pretty human and selfish. That I'm not scared to admit. Love from people important to me makes me feel important too.
8. Why do you feel that you are trustworthy?
I don't know. I've learned that being untruthful always ends up bad. I've dug myself out of a lot of holes because of my big mouth.
9. Are there any rituals you do everyday? What are they?
I sacrifice nine cows to the Nightmother while forcefully raping my neighbor. I also cut myself and use the blood to write out a message to the gods.
That was all heavily sarcastic.
10. What makes life worth living?
The people you meet, things you see, and the places you go. I'm such a corn ball.
11. Are you camera shy? Why/why not?
Hell no. I'm always like:
TAKE MY PICTURE ME NEXT OMG TAKE MY PICTURE CHEEEEEEEESE :D :D :D :D
12. Do you/would you allow your pet on your bed? Even if they shed?
Duh.
13. Do you fear looking older? Why/why not?
I really don't care. When I get old enough I won't care what I look like.
14. Live to eat or eat to live?
The latter.
15. Do you have any allergies? If yes, what are they?
a lot of shit that I'm not gonna list.
16. Have you ever been hospitalized? If yes, what for?
all of the bones I've broken.
17. Have you ever traveled out of the country? Where/why not?
Nope. Lack of moolah. DD:
18. What do you think about pornography?
THE BEST TIME WASTER IN THE WORLD.
19. How do you feel about people who wear (real) fur coats?
It's gross. I couldn't do it.
20. Do you believe that most people are trustworthy and honest?
No. Everyone has a hidden agenda.
21. Do you believe in ghosts, angels or aliens?
Yeah. It makes life more fun.
22. Were you ever teased when you were younger? (How did that make you feel?)
Oh man was I teased. I had a mole and I was socially awkward. I couldn't play sports and I cried all the time. Then I grow up and pwn everyone with my art/creative writing skills. OWN'D.
23. What are your top five goals for your lifetime?
1. Don't panic.
2. Make someone happy. Genuinely.
3. Find a man that I won't grow tired of.
4. MEET ANDREW MCMAHON
5. Not fuck up.
24. Are you ever able to fall asleep with the lights/TV/radio on?
i listen to my ipod when I feel sad sometimes.
25. What color is your toothbrush? Did you get to pick the color?
IT'S GREEN AND YES. :D :D :D
26. What chore do you detest the most? Why?
ALL OF THEM. D: WHO LIKES CHORES?
27. Do you think you read too much or too little?
a healthy amount.
27. What role does art play in your life?
:] I think everyone can answer this for me.
28. What are your three favorite board/card games?
RISK, LIFE, AND DISNEY MONOPOLY.
29. What crazy thing have you done in the name of "love," if any?
oh my god. Whenever I follow my heart I get myself in trouble.
30. Do you like it when friends are comfortable with dropping by unexpectedly?
I LOVE IT.
SOMETHING THAT MADE MY NIGHT.
KFC or Bust5501 (9:36:39 PM): is it weird that sometimes i randomly start singing that journey song everyone knows..
KFC or Bust5501 (9:36:46 PM): i dont even like the song THAT much..
KFC or Bust5501 (9:36:52 PM): but i am singing it right now..
spiders abundant (9:37:06 PM): lol kier listens to journey
spiders abundant (9:37:10 PM): at obnoxious levels
spiders abundant (9:37:12 PM): and Im like
spiders abundant (9:37:14 PM): D: STOP.
spiders abundant (9:37:31 PM): what song though
spiders abundant (9:37:43 PM): they have like 3 songs that sound like they were written for commercial use
KFC or Bust5501 (9:37:54 PM): just a small town girl... living in a looonely world..
spiders abundant (9:37:59 PM): LOLOLOL
spiders abundant (9:38:00 PM): AHAHAH
KFC or Bust5501 (9:38:04 PM): that one =[
spiders abundant (9:38:13 PM): that would be awkward if anyone just randomly started singing that
KFC or Bust5501 (9:38:18 PM): she took the midnight train going aaannnyyywheeeeeere
KFC or Bust5501 (9:38:27 PM): idk why i do it..
spiders abundant (9:38:36 PM): lololol
spiders abundant (9:38:39 PM): oh my god
spiders abundant (9:38:41 PM): LOL.
spiders abundant (9:38:46 PM): I find this strangely hilarious
Setsucon was amazing. I had so much fun. I got a gothic lolita headpiece for 10 bucks and a "I want a seme" shirt. I got a few other irrelevant things too. The highlight was the Parody Kung Fu and the Masquerade.
Other than that I managed to piss off my friend Danielle since she wanted me to mold MY plans to fit hers. (Sorry Belinda, since she's your cousin and all. She's just being difficult at the moment.) I was taking her for her birthday and I was going to surprise her by renting a hotel when she told me that we had to take her back at 7:00 which means we'd have to leave around 6:00. I sarcastically called her a hoe and now she's "royally pissed off" at me. It's whatever. I'm not mad at her, but if she wants to be mad at me go for it. I don't feel like fighting with someone over something so silly. I really don't want to say much more about the situation.
I go back to school tomorrow and I have my last two midterms to do. Geometry and French. My hardest ones. D: D: D:
I've been ignoring David because I want to pull away as fast as I can. This weekend I really remembered who I am and what I stood for. I'm not the type to date. Ever.
I need to dye my hair.
It's losing its red-ness.
~MOOG.
Edit~
Belindur's survey.
1.What's your favorite number and why?
I like 8. It's always been my lucky number.
2.Is there anything on you besides skin and hair and clothes right now?
I don't think so. Maybe some left over paint or eyeliner.
3. If you could change the color of your eyes, would you?
My eyes are so black. Seriously. They suck so hard. I'd change them to blue. Blue eyes are so pretty.
4. How many times in the past 2 years has your computer crashed and the entire memory wiped out?
ZERO. :D :D :D :D
5. What is your mother looking for right now?
She's actually being quiet.
For now.
6. At this very second, which song do you think applies to you most and why?
I love Belinda for using the word Feminazi. <3 I am a hardcore one.
"I'd Be More Interested if You Were Already Spoken For" - You Me and Everyone we know
7. If anyone--and I mean ANYONE--could become president, who would you nominate?
Andrew McMahon only because I'm a fangirl.
Though seriously?
PETER PAN. I'D BE YOUNG FOREVA~
8. What was the last rumor somebody started about you?
Oh fun fun. That I'm a boyfriend stealing slut who fucked a boy that shares the same last name as a sheep's stomach.
9. Is it snowing as you're typing this?
It could be.
10. What are your thoughts on myspace?
annoying but amusing
11. Is the letter X overrated?
especially in the emo community.
Im leaving for Setsucon soon. It's sooooooooo fucking cold.
SURVEY?
I THINK SO~
01. What are your nicknames?
Moog, Meg, Moogle, Megzican, Megzoo, Megafuck, Megzy, HAY U GURL THAT LOOKS LIKE PAPER!
02. How do you style your hair?
Straighten.
03. What's new in your life right now?
I genuinely, chemistrically and emotionally am attached to a person of the opposite gender in a natural state and it makes me happy.
04. How many colors are you wearing now?
Alice in Wonderland shirt, Pajama pants, no shoes.
I'm freezing.
05. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
Introverted extrovert.
06. What was the last book you read?
The Great Gatsby
07. Do you nap a lot?
No.
08. If the person you secretly like is already taken, what would you do?
I wouldn't stop anything. That's my problem.
09. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Just myself.
*BAWWWWWWW*
10. What's your favorite dessert?
lol. I don't know. Pudding?
11. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
a few hours, actually.
I'M NOT NATURALLY THIS BEAUTIFUL GUISE.
12. What websites do you visit daily?
Myspace, my email, LJ, MyO, 4chan
13. Do you write fic? What was the last fic you wrote?
I DON'T WRITE FIC. BUT I WANT CASSIE TO WRITE ME FIC. FIC IS GOOD.
14. Do you like to clean?
Never.
15. What's the last song that got stuck in your head?
"HONEY HONEY" BY ABBA.
I'VE BEEN WATCHING MAMMA MIA! NON STOP.
WTF AT ME.
16. What's the last movie you saw?
lol Mamma Mia!
17. Would you enter a relationship with your ideal partner, even if you knew he/she was seriously involved with/married to someone else and would never leave them?
Of course. I'm pig headed like that. Have you been reading my posts? I broke a guy up with his long term girlfriend and I didn't even do anything other than be myself.
18. What is your least favorite thing to do that you have to do everyday?
Live.
ME AND COWNEY JUST JAMMED TO THE MOULIN ROUGE SOUNDTRACK. WE FAILED.
Im in bum fuck egypt at the moment so I can't answer texts from anyone because Verison sucks a cock. Im going to Setsucon tomorrow with friends. It's a rather small anime convention, but I promise pictures of yaoi action.
Im getting the rest of my costume tonight.
Anyways.
Me and my bff Cowney are going to jam to old cheesy 90's pop.
The wind chill is -30.
David and me are not fucking, thank you very much.
He was being really sweet last night though.
There's this kid at my school who wrote my friend a note that said he wanted to lick her vagina dry and I lol'd for about 45 minutes.
I made up the term Morpheus Bootfoot.
Please don't ask what it means, I created it and I don't even know.
I think I want to become a social worker, I signed up to job-shadow one in March. I've been having 4872395345 midterms all at once and tons of midterm review work. Sorry for the lack of posting. Everyone's talking about prom and I feel like I'm the only one who doesn't care.
I watched Mary Poppins last night.
It was amazing.
OMG OMG OMG OMGOMGOGMOMGOMGOM
Full of fail?
I had phone sex with Jenny and Casserole today. :D :D :D It was very hot. I hope anyone who reads this is very jealous and raging.
My friend Spencer just texted me.
at one in the fucking morning.
I love my friends.
CASSEROLE.
THIS IS DAVID
THIS IS TONY
PLEASE WRITE CANON SLASH.
THEY HUMP ALL THE TIME AT LUNCH AND TOTALLY SEX.
I KNOW IT.
EVERYONE ELSE?
IGNORE THIS.
PLEASE.
~lololol
LYRICS
"Does your family have any history
of addiction or succumbing to guys girls like me?
was your father the type to say things right?
or was your mother the type to spend the night?"
"does your conscience keep you up at night screaming out
WE KNOW WE KNOW
WE KNOW WE KNOW
does your conscience keep you up at night screaming out
WE KNOW WE KNOW
WE KNOW WE KNOW"
"cross your fingers
and hope he she doesn't wait up for you
cause my touch lingers
and it will be written all over you
cross your fingers
and hope he she buys all the shit you feed him
cos that taste lingers
when he's gone and you still need him"
"this is dirty water
but its still something worth drinking down
if it can cure my dehydration
from the words you let slip out"
"cause we've got dirty laundry
and we've got closets with hinges that beg
to bust and expose us
for the people in the elevator"
"does your conscience keep you up at night screaming out
WE KNOW WE KNOW
WE KNOW WE KNOW
does your conscience keep you up at night screaming out
WE KNOW WE KNOW
WE KNOW WE KNOW"
- Random parts of the song "I'd Be More Interested if You Were Already Spoken For" by You, Me, And Everyone We Know
I am heaven sent
Don't you dare forget
I am all you've ever wanted
What all the other boys girls all promised
Sorry I told
I just needed you to know
I think in decimals and dollars
I am the cause to all your problems
Shelter from cold
We are never alone
Coordinate brain and mouth
Then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out
I wish I knew
I hope this song starts a craze.
The kind of song that ignites the airwaves
The kind of song that makes people glad to be where they are
with whoever they're there with
This is war
Every line is about who I don't wanna write about anymore.
I hope you come down with something
they can't diagnose, don't have the cure for
Holding on to your grudge
Oh it's so hard to have someone to love
And keeping quiet is hard
Cause you can't keep a secret
if it never was a secret to start
(at least pretend you didn't want to get caught)
We're consentrated on falling apart
We were contenders, now throwing the fights
I just want to believe...I just want to believe..I just want to believe.. in us
Oh, we're so controversial
We are [I am] entirely smooth
We admit to the truth
We are [I am] the best at what we do
And these are the words you wish you wrote down
This is the way you wish your voice sounds Handsome and smart
Ooh, my tongue's the only muscle on my body
that works harder than my heart
And it's all from watching t.v.
And from speeding up my breathing
Would'nt stop if I could
Oh, it hurts to be this good
You're holding on to your grudge
Oh, it hurts to always have to be honest with the one that you love
Oh, so let it go
This is the grace only we can bestow
This is the price you pay for loss of control
This is the break in the bend
This is the closest of calls
This is the reason you're alone
This is the rise and fall
Something fun -
50 Questions You've Probably Never Been Asked!
Are you ready?: I was born ready. First thing you wash in the shower?: It changes every time :O I'm never consistant. What is your favorite hoodie?: I love them all, but probably my hole ridden and old as the hills Taking Back Sunday one because I have so many memories with it. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?: Of course, unfortunately. Do you plan outfits?: Never. I'm very unplanned. How are you feeling RIGHT now?: wishy washy. What's the closest red thing to you?: My cell phone Do you say Aim or A-I-M?: I say it like the word aim. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?: I never remember my dreams. Neverrrr. Did you meet anybody new today?: Yes, actually. What are you craving right now?: TACOS. TAAACOS. Do you floss?: OMG. OMG. OMG AT THIS QUESTION. There's this girl I know who's dentist calls her 'tiger' and asks if she flosses, so everyday I'm like "HEY TIGER, DID YOU FLOSS THIS MORNING?" But yes, I do floss. What comes to mind when i say cabbage?: This old thrift store near my house that smells like one. When was the last time you talked on aim?: now. Are you emotional?(Not emo): LOL. I'M A TEENAGER. ALL TEENAGERS ARE EMOTIONAL. Would you dance to the taco song?: ...of fucking course. Have you ever counted to 1,000?: No. I have better things to do. Do you bite your ice cream or just lick it?: LICK. Do you like your hair?: It's okay. Do you like yourself?: It's okay. Have you ever met a celebrity?: I've shaken Bill Clinton's hand. Do you like cottage cheese?: YUUUUUUUUCK. What are you listening to right now?: Consequence of Sound - Regina Spektor How many countries have you visited?: lol US&A. Are your parents strict?: at times. Would you go skydiving?: shyeah. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?: Probably. For all the wrong reasons though. I hate the man, but he's rich so FREE FANCY DINNER~ W00T. Would you throw potatoes at him?: No. I'd get arrested. Is there anything sparkly in the room your in?: YAH. Have you ever voted for an American Idol?: Actually, yes. For Fantasia that one season. Have you ever been in a castle?: I've been in a blow up bouncy one. Do you rent movies often?: No. I just illegally download them. Who sits behind you in your math class?: Some asshat named Mike. Have you made a prank phone call?: I make them all the time. Do you own a gun?: My daddy does. Can you count backwards from 74?: Probably. I'm actually pretty smart. Who are you going to be with tonight?: ... Brown or white eggs?: white. I'm an egg racist. Do you own something from hot topic?: lololol most of my shirts are from there. Ever been on a train?: no. Ever been in love?: no. Do you have a cell phone?: yess. Are you too forgiving?: I can be. Do you use Chop Sticks?: no. I used to when I was really into that stuff. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?: Fucking her boyfriend and planning her birthday party, but that's just a guess. Do you use ChapStick?: no. I use some shit my dentist gave me. Ever have cream puffs?: That sounds dirty. Have you seen the Butterfly Effect?: Yeah. That movie was like brain rape. What was the last question you asked?: "Does that make sense?" What was the first CD you ever bought?: SPICE GIRLS - SPICE WORLD Boys or Girls?: Both are nice, but romantically I like boys...unless you give me the drive thru or the jellyfish What is your bus # for school?: 11
Im leaving for Setsucon soon. It's sooooooooo fucking cold. 
The wind chill is -30. 
