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1990-11-26
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2005-03-31
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having fun?lol
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alyssa
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quit drugs, trying
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Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
Monday, April 11, 2005
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foamy is hott!!!!
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Friday, April 8, 2005
just me
no one cares bout how i feel
some days are good others unreal
im gay, im stupid, im ugly, or fat
somethings always wrong with me
parts of me always lack
im sick of living up to people want
so i just gave up and didn't care
cause im me and thats all of me thats gonna be there
-BYE ME ALYSSA
Stuck!!!
She looks at you
She stares into your eyes
She is filled with so much anger
That is building up inside!!
She cant escape
Shes stuck alone
Trying to find
the way out of this life
but there is none that is
possible except the place inside!
-BYE ME, ALYSSA
YOU THINK...
You think Im lyin but Im telling the truth
You think Im cryin but im laghin at you
You think you love me but you really don’t care
You just keep on messin with me
It looks as good as you think
You think im pretty, you like wat u see
You aint gon git none as far as it comes to me
You think you got it, but its just a skeem
You think you love but you really don’t care
You think you read me, wats inside my head
You think you are smart and that u understand
But u don’t and I will tell you why
cuz you think you love me but you really don’t care!
-BYE ME, ALYSSA
if i had a man
id treat him like a king
if only i could find somebody
who also loved me
we would make a perfect couple
we would make a perfect match
forever our love would last
someday i hope youll find me
or mabye ill find you
either way i wish
we would find eachother soon
we would have that sexy romance
hancuffed to the wall
you bring the whipcream in a bottle
and ill bring my tounge to your balls
ill listen to your secrets
and then ill tell you mine
i just hope you wont tell anyone
cause with secrets comes with time
i hope you wont be ashamed
to walk around with me
holding my hand tell everyone
that im you baby
-BYE ME, ALYSSA
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Monday, April 4, 2005
!!!
IM A
I LOVE FAERIES
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how cute
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I adopted a cute lil' poison fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
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They don't know me
they all think they no my heart
so they think they can judge
but they dont even see me
they just pass by like im nothing
i dont know where to go at night
i am lost in the middle of my own fight
i am stuck at the bottom of the whole
i dont know where i am
i dont know why they torture me
they think its so funny
they dont know who i really am
so they just look and laugh again
they think its so funny
like i have no heart, no soul
no love, ya there is a whole
but what i really want is for a patch to appear
its lonley up hear
you dont know what what it feels like
to go home at night
go to sleep crying
have sad dreams
dont know where to go
i am just stuc with no home
with people who think they know me
but they dont!
-BYE ME, ALYSSA
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the sexiest women!!!
who is better looking?????
catherine zita jones or angelina jolie????
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Sunday, April 3, 2005
i had a pretty good time!
i went to atf (aquire the fire) and it went better than i thought! i kiked it with my 2 girl friends, 2 boy friends, and had alot of fun with another boy at the end!(dont worry nothing big happened)lol, the music was good, the preaching was good, and they did these skits that were funny, but really stupid! bye the way it was 2 days and 1 night, the boys had to sleep outside with there sleeping bags and the girls got to sleep in the bus! it was hella funny but mean all at once! neways, i only got 3hrs of sleep, and i had 2 energy drinks the first day so i was so hiper and it was hella funny. u should have been there i was beeing hella stupid and stuff but it was funny.neways yeah....
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Friday, April 1, 2005
aquire the fire
i dont kno wat it is but my school is going to it. it costs alot but its all good... i am going to buy energy drinks and have hella fun! yay! lol, wat is the best time u have had?
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Thursday, March 31, 2005
when bad things come out good
i have been through alot in my life! i was 13 and i had sex, did drugs, and so on! well one day i decided to skip school and throw a party with some of my friends and some older guys. so u kno the story right.... well i got really messed up, and some people came that i couldn't control, they were smoking in the house and doing stupid stuff, so neways i am supposed to call my mom everyday when i get home from school but i forgot so she got really pissed! and then she came home to see that i forgot about my empty mint can with weed crums in it! i am smart...lol, she finds me at the school kissing a 18yr old guy and so she takes me home and finds out that some valuable jelewry had gotton stolen! my step dad yelled at me telling me he was gonna kik my a** and stuff so i ran away the next day. while my mom caught me that same day and she took me to a mental house because i told her i would kill myself if she made me go home! 2 weeks... then i went out and to a christian private school were i was a little "hard core rocker chik" and after a while i loosend up and found that my friends werent really my freinds so i stoped all of that one day in chapel and became a christian.... i still smoked pot but i was lowering small bits and peices next thing u kno all that made me a stronger person! i still go to the same school unforturnately but i stopped all the cutting, drinking, and smoking,,, yeah for me, lol.... there u go the story of my life. my philosiphy is all things, good and bad, happen for a reason. something always comes out good!
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