Sunday, July 4, 2004

   weee........
today is the 4th yeah go 4th. i love holidays i get to go to granny's. we have family get togethers almost everyone comes. mom and daddy don't go and this year i don't think justin will. it is nornal for bud family to show up for only a short time but they will come. going to play with my cousin. my sister will be taking me if she doen't forget. (has forgotten me twice) have to finish washing my clothes. want to were my black clothes. fyi to everyone black clothes i white chest bad.
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Saturday, July 3, 2004

explaining
so everyone has been going through my room recently. my keeps taking thing and she asks is it ok if i take this of course i can't say no then i get lecture so i say i don't care. and that is true i don't care for much. now she asks why do you and your brother always say that. because in essence we don't i reply. now she lectures me on how that is a bad attitude and asks why. what was i going to say because you and daddy's stupid druggy habits have killed us off inside. no because she would lecture me and cry and then i would get yelled at and grounded by daddy for making her cry and telling the truth. so i say we just do. somewho we end up on how i treat my clothes bad and she is all like clothes make you who you are. and i am all like no i could go nude and still be me clothes are just how others lable you. she's like well don't you want people to think you care and i am like if the judge me on my clothes and nothing else they will never no me and the peolpe that do that can go to hell. now of course i get another lecture about how i have a bad attitude. peersonally that is a very good attitude it me i am not stuck up and materialistic but can her stupid druggy ass see this no because she is one of those people that judge based on looks. i hate her so much.
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conspiracy
ok being the paranoidperson that i am i have discovered 3 conspiracies. 1) you never get food that you ordered or when someone is out unless you have already made something. 2)no one ever calls until you don't want them th ie. when you go to bed are useing the phone or computer. 3) the world does not want me to drive. technically there are four seeing as the world is out to get me but that one doesm't count cause that is me being grumpy and really paraniod
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Friday, July 2, 2004

slowly getting better
ok so i had daddy help with my computer now i can sit in my half of the house with the music all the way up and hide out. i am pretending to do laundry were as in truth the likelyhood that any of the clothes that was given to me will ever return from the dreaded basement it nil. next time mom leaves the house i must ransack her closet and steal my clothes back. mom is so much larger then me the thought of her trying to wear my clothes make me want to smash my head til i get amnesia. why everyone steals my clothes i don't know but everyone does. mom takes baby tees *shudder* and dresses *more shudders* justin and daddy steal tees *sigh*. i really need to get out of this houswe before i snap and go on a killing spree. i think that only daddy would live and only if i wasn't totally pissed. i would be so willing to help if i ever got something i want or some chinese food. yes that reminds me candis my bro's gf would have to die as well.
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T_T and ;_ ;
my mom at the moment is trying to teach me how to watch clothes. the think is i have been doing it since third grade that is 9 yrs. i got this down. i really really want to tie, gag her, and throw her into a closet to rot. and then iwill move on to my brother. his dreath would be different him i would slowly bleed to death. now i must retreat into my room and hide away. mom is making lists of chores to complete. seriously she can make a list out of clean the living room and it would be a page (front and back) long. ask shasta (aka tasslehoff17) she has experienced it.
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Thursday, July 1, 2004

have have have to put this
ok so i am putting my nephew in his car seat as my sister is leaveing he is 18 months jusst to let you know. and he does not want in that seat. he fight me the whole time so i pin his arms down and get him in. when he hits me so i can't fasten him i poke is stomache. anyway i am talking to my mom about this as she sit on her bed watching tv. i tell her he will be needing a bigger car seat soon and this is what she tells me "Rachael (sister) will take care of that. soon he will need the sand bag thing we had to use on justin (brother). we had to pass it out the window. i (mom) was head of my class and i (mom) kept telling them (class) that someone was stealing." at that point i cut her off and walked out as she tried to figure out what she said and why she said it. see i tend to change subjects seemingly random but at least i finish a thought and i swear in my weird little head all my subjeects are real and link up. i can't figure if my mom is senile, retarded, or just a druggy. sis and bro beleive the latter. anywho had to put what she said.
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   head banging
hehe my newphew and brother are head banging together to mycd. listening to stone temple pilots. the are one of the ruling bands bow and bang to them. *joins boys* my sister stopped to see if she is to come get me tommorrow. i am getting my permit. i better get it this time or else daddy won't let me get my belly peirced. "i am smelling like a rose," sorry that is the song i am listening to now. oo... it changed, "i am, i am, i am" tomorrow will rock. permit belly chinese and no mom. gtg going to join the boys in head banging.
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   pirates and country
ok so totally bored waiting for pizza (can't have chinese my bro's girl can't eat ie T_T. daddy said he would get me some tommorrw though ^__^) i passed by cmt tring to find something to watcha and i catch johnny dep in his potc form i of course had to go back and see what it was. since when does girls lieing pirates and country music go together. but it was so funny. telling you people you have to see that movie. especially you potc fans.hehehehe it was just so weird and stupid it was funny.
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wahh.... and hehehe....
ok so for some reason unbenoced to me yesterday i was so totally drained i swear it was like everything was drawing strenght from me. so what did i do i lite my prtection incents to guard my room from whatever it was then after i had purified my room i sleep so weel. but in my world there is no way for good things to happen. 1 hours into my nap daddy woke me up. it was midnight and he decided that i was to wash my dishs then so that there would be no more problems with my brother. 10 min. (that is right there was only enough dishs that it took me 10 mins to wash so little grr...) later i went back to my room to sleep and after an hour or so of restlessness finally slept. now i get up and discover that daddy won't let me on my computer he wants me to check the family computer. he is trying aol. i personally don't like. it keeps messing thing up. and i swear if my brother logs onto my name on the computer one more time i will rip his arms off. at the moment him and his girl are making out ion the couch and i am sentenced to wander the kict. parents bedroom and computer room until they stop. myroom being seperated by the rest of the house by the living room. my parents are off to the bank to cash their checks so that we can visit the store and becauser i have been bothering everyone about buying my chinese food because i haven't had any in a month and i want some now. and because with me and my brother we have managed to eat and drinka any and all foods and drinks in the houser. all that we have left is my ramen and i won't let anyone eat it but me XP. it is raining anf lightning and the rain it rejuvanating me. my i love storms. not allowed out side in it since last time i played in the rain i trailed mud and water thriught the halls. gtg. i seem to be typing to fast for the aol to keep up or something daddy loaded onto the computer is screwing it up and it is beginning to bother me.
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Wednesday, June 30, 2004

2 things
1) what the hell is up with my profile. would/could someone explain to me how my birthday change from 4/7/1987 right to 7/4/2018 really wrong
2) my cute little picture is not working wahh. not fair i want it to work.
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