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Monday, January 3, 2005
i get to bored
i have been working on this one. neither the picture of the words are mine. it is part of a song i like. the picture i just added the boarder to and the words.
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Saturday, January 1, 2005
a new day, a new year
it is now 2005. i am not in the celebrating mood. i don't want the year to change. closer and closer i draw to the future yet in my heart and in my head i grow more confused and more scared. things draw to a close and things start a new.i will try and make the best of this year.
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Thursday, December 30, 2004
no morning posts
i am back to being a night person. i have to get out of thta before friday or waking up to go shopping is going to kill me. things have ben going alot better now that x-mas is over and i think in one way or another everyone is looking forward to schol starting over on the 5th
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Wednesday, December 29, 2004
^_^
is so going to start stopping by sites again. and i know i need to get off my butt and look for the song that i need. i did alittle but gave up.....
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004
what do you all think?
yay? or nay?
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Monday, December 27, 2004
............help?
ok i could use alittle help. i wanna change the site totally around but i can't find the music file i want on the web. i need good sites to look for it onand can't find any. anyone have any good one cause what i am looking for ties the whole site together. then again if i could remeber what the stupid file type was....
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Thursday, December 23, 2004
i over slept and aside from some random moment i am feeling rather good. there are a few ppl that i am going to avoid cause hey are not helping me any. anyway yesterday we were planning on going to the movies down town and wanderig for a little bit. we did get to go because nikki's momm has gone on a power trip. we were only allowed out for her to take us home and pick her mother and her mothers boyfriend up some food. but oh well it's not raining today maybe we can try again
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004
damn damn damn
| ok so i have been whinning again and after the same arguement with the smae person again i decided that my famly past and looks are off limits to him. i do not want him to constantly telling me that i need to move or hide or run away. any us arguing about my looks gets no where cause he is as set at i am hot sexy whatever he decides to use at the time as i am that i am not. on the plus side i have discovered what i am getting for x-mas from him and am now to tired to even care what i or anyone else for that matter feels. it's only one and i could be asleep before my head hits the pillow. |
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004
suclusion is an answer... but is it the best
| right now i am thinking that if i can just stay away fom everyone i would get better. i would stay away and start to feel better so i would try and go back to talking and playing. but i always end up feeling worse before it's all done. everyone keeps telling me "i just want you to be happy" or " i just want to help". well guess what YOU ARE NOT HELPING, STOP IT! the only thing that is doing is letting me know i am lettin you down by not being the old me. stupid selfish bastards. i could lock myself up and and never come out. then i wouldn't have to del with ppl then i would not have to worry about how things were going and what anyone wanted. i hate it. i had final egun to eat and smile again. damn it now i am right back at point one. why the hell won't life let me be and were the hell are all my bff's? why does everyone seem to be only a fair weather friends? all i can seem to do is cry. maybe it is the best answer. i could just curl up in bed under all my covers and never get up. |
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Sunday, December 19, 2004
break for everyone
| i'm hope you all have a great x-mas and spend it how you want. some of my friends are traveling, some just sleeping, some with family, and some will be out shopping and spending. i will be sleeping and with my family cause i lack the means to do anything else. |
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