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Sunday, October 30, 2011
5:14am
Morning, here I am wake. Had to feed the baby, now I have to get ready for his next feeding. Hopefully soon it won't take as long. 30 to 90 minutes sleep every other hour. I don't know how I function in the day. Honestly not very well. Would be easier if dad would just help. Not like he is getting to much work right now anyway. Grandpa tried to warn him there wasn't much construction work in the winter but he took offense to the statement. Now he is cranky cause he us stuck in the house and cause we have no money. He wants to smoke but we really can't afford it. I ok'd him smoking yesterday cause Spencer needed help, what with having to help with is cousins funeral. So dad walks to cash in our change and buy a pack. Then Spencer doesn't even show or get back to anyone. Call your brother dad says maybe he wants to smoke. But he had his own baby and he isn't working so no money for him. Although quoting cause sister in law got s better job then him is silly what with her not starting until today. At least she got the job she wasn't cut out to be a stay at home mom, to lazy, and we can car pool to work when I start in a few weeks. Taking car of baby will ne hard while working, for both me and dad. In the mean time dad is upset that I will be making more money then him "I should be the provider," he whines. Well we need the money and you where whining about having to get a second job too. And grandpa is all you shouldn't have to work he should get a second job, but I will make more at this job then he will at a second. But I can't let them know how I feel cause heaven forbid I gave an opinion, that just makes both them more moody. Half way done getting ready. Goodness I am so sore, tender, and tired. I love baby to death. I am always thinking and worrying about him. But being a mom stinks.
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