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Tuesday, November 1, 2011
10:38pm
Infections are awful. Two days fever, upset tummy, sore, lumps, headache, chills, dehydration, and almost passing out but.you still have to take care of baby. Does dad help? Yeah every other time baby wakes up and only under protest. He hurt his thigh and butt, but only on one side. Not bad enough to not take off with his boss to cut wood and help Jim with his truck, for free, so he had someone to smoke with. Then he gets home and suddenly its so bad he us going to die. What had I told him earlier, rest let the muscle relax. What had he told me, no you have to walk it off. Then last night I make a deal with him I will watch baby so he can rest and relax his leg, like he should have earlier, and I can rest today and he would watch baby. So just getting over sickness me watches cranky, not sleeping from 12am to 2am, and 5am to 9am baby. 9am dad wakes up against his will cause he gets a phone call. Still takes dad over an hour to take baby only for him to come in and tell me just as I am falling asleep "sorry but he is going to help his boss cut more wood. This way we can use the fire place this winter, cut down on the year bill." I don't care about the heat bill. I got a good paying job and dad is working every now and then. Besides that fire place leaks water in the eain, has at least one birds nest, and is definitely not safe to use. I have told dad this dozens of times, doesn't seem to sink in. Have had others tell dad, still doesn't latter. I would rather have sleep and a horrible bill, the no sleep and a good bill. I don't get to sleep during the day cause still cranky baby. I think baby is having a growth spurt because he is eating twice as much, figity, and cranky. I remember growth spurts the ache so that would explain figity and cranky, also he would eat more if growing. Grandpa does awesome and offers to buy dinner, gets the Chinese I want. Then as I am cleaning up what do I hear, why doesn't dad get a job where you did? You shouldn't work, moms should raise the child dads should work. What old thinking. If I want to work and have dad work that is up to me no one else. So dad is upset I make more then him, grandpa thinks I should stay home with baby, both are always complaining about us having no money they should be happy. In the mean time here I am raking care of baby all might long cause dad might work tomorrow and actually get paid for it. If he doesn't he will still be up before 7am and watch baby all day for me. Yeah right. He is going to end up doing the same thing as today if he doesn't for money. He needs to get used to working and taking care of baby at night anyway for when I am working. O get out of the shower and he is upset and cursing cause baby is up but not eating. Calm down if he is awake, upset, and not eating it's something else and you just have to work it out, I do. He needs to get over it and just deal. I do so much already, letting him go hang out with friends, not asking him to do much in the house just watch baby some so I can do it. I just need to get a regular monitor so I can carry it around, and do things on my own. I'll have to gave him show me how to close and open the pack and play so baby will have a safe place to gang out in the sun because even with a monitor I baby just leave him on the couch. Oh well, I have to do what I have to do. But I'm not going to give dad so much special treatment anymore, no more money for smokes, he smokes to much anyway, no more sure go to friend house, or yeah I'll watch baby tonight if you let me get some sleep during the day. Dad helped make the baby, time to take responsiblity and grow up.
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