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Thursday, October 14, 2004

   demented free verse 1
the spellin and linking is bad, also evilish....

nothingness invelups me. no emotions. in one way good. a calm no hate no anger. in another way bad. a low no love no happyness. why do i have these moments. moments when nothing not me not the world, nothing matters. is it that i am under so much diress or is it a prevew of what is to come. will it end this time. these instances grow llonger grow closer together together. does this mean that one day they will not end. pain and happyness both gone. they only thing that lets me know that i am still alive is a tingle and fludder in the pit of my stomache. it that my emotions trying to come back. if i help them break loose what emotion will surface first. what will i do if i let them all loss. could i end these moments if i stopped hiddin myself and my emotions. but if i did then how would others see me. would it break the carefully formed image i have made for myeslf. would the world still love except me if i let it all out. the times i slip they get scared so if i was to just let go what would they do. i worked and trained to get exceptance to get love. does that mean that it is all fake. what are my options. to hold back and lose a of myself. then i could always let go and lose all i have worked for. i can make no choses. maybe there is another way. maybe if i had someone to help.
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