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Thursday, October 14, 2004

   *WARNING* none of todays post are for the faint of heart
DAMN CRAP AND TO HELL WITH IT ALL.... i just had a long and explainitory post all written and i deleted it...... anyway lets see if i can remember it.... recently i have been a evil violent kick... the urge to hurt things, big and small. i have wanted to rip still beating hearts from living creatures and watrch the blood flow down my arm. to slowly torture the everyone till the were willing to kill them self to escape. i want to see the blood dries and hard around me and have the crushes white bones, the twitching pink muscles, and the pales lined brain in my hands around my body. to seee feel and taste the death the hatred and the fear in ppl. my night time self the one in me that can not stand the day that love to roam the night was awoken. with no way and part of me screaming in side i have done nothing on these urges but to draw a little blood here and there. now i am trying to repress it with stage blood and mass carnage movies... it may be working... if it doesn't i am going to drain some of the blood from my hand to calm my nerves and lock myself in my room til i am forced to leave. i feel that i can destroy my room in peace and that with lack of human contact even if i can not stop the want i can repress it again. sorry for scaring you and any pain i may cause in this time. and to all those evi lppl out there that feel the need to hurt something i found a very basic game for you...http://www.mindistortion.net/games/painomatic... try it it helps
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