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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

suclusion is an answer... but is it the best
right now i am thinking that if i can just stay away fom everyone i would get better. i would stay away and start to feel better so i would try and go back to talking and playing. but i always end up feeling worse before it's all done. everyone keeps telling me "i just want you to be happy" or " i just want to help". well guess what YOU ARE NOT HELPING, STOP IT! the only thing that is doing is letting me know i am lettin you down by not being the old me. stupid selfish bastards. i could lock myself up and and never come out. then i wouldn't have to del with ppl then i would not have to worry about how things were going and what anyone wanted. i hate it. i had final egun to eat and smile again. damn it now i am right back at point one. why the hell won't life let me be and were the hell are all my bff's? why does everyone seem to be only a fair weather friends? all i can seem to do is cry. maybe it is the best answer. i could just curl up in bed under all my covers and never get up.
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