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myOtaku.com: Memento mori
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Tuesday, February 24, 2004
Ok I want you guys to know I'm not thinking about killing myself ok? OK. Now since I don't have the time to visit I decided I'll visit everybody that visits me. Sounds fair right good. So I'm off to make my rounds.
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Thursday, February 19, 2004
 Annoyed
With my net down I don't have the time to visit everybody and that annoys me so. But hopefully it will be working before the end of the month. I so want to make me visits but I don't want to leave anybody out so I'm ging have to wait.So happy days to you all.
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Wednesday, February 18, 2004
I'm ok
My is mom is crazy and I don't care anymore. But I'm doing fine. So my net is still down just leaving a post to say that I'm not dead. I'm a buddhist so if i do something bad i can try again years from now.
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Thursday, February 12, 2004
17 Suicide Attempts
I'm feeling angry and morbid so I'll run you guys through my 17 failed suicide attempts.
1.I tried to choke myself with my shoe strings.But I passed out before I died.
2. I took a whole bottle of Advil. It tasted good but I just woke up in the morning.
3. I tried to hang myself but the knot came a loose.
4.I took 8 Goodies but I just threw up afterwards.
5.I cut my wrist but it wasn't deep enough.
6. I took sleeping pills and sat in the tub but when the water got in my nose I woke up
7.My mom gave me pills to take when I she found out I was trying to commit suicide and it didn't work.
8.I took 7 barbiturates and woke up like almost 2 days later.
9.I tried hanging again but broke the ceiling fan.
10.I stuck a fork in an outlet but I got a small shock.
11.I took like 3 or 4 exstacy pills. I tripped out so hard. It was fun but I won't do it again.
12. I tried not eating. I made it for 4 days.
13.I tried shooting myself, but the gun and no bullets and I didn't know where my mom keep them.
14-17 I'll post later.
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Die
I hate my fucking life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So with this said I'm going to move in with my dad. I don't want to but I have to. If I don't I will kill my mother and my brother. I wish I was never born and I wish I was dead. I hatwe them both. She always takes up for him even when he's wrong. My mom is a bitch! And a hypocrit. I can't deal with this shit anymore. I'm so fucking angry. So tonight I'm packing my shit and I'm gone.
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Wednesday, February 4, 2004
 Sick
I've been very sick lately. The only good thing about that I didn't have to move yay. I have been on the otaku lately because something is wrong with my internet at home and I haven't been to school in ages but I came today because I didn't want to get behind on my work.So I going to try and get some visits in.
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Friday, January 30, 2004
 Moving....
I might have to live with my dad for awhile. So I won't be on the otaku that much, although i haven't been lately anyway. But to tommorow I'm going to visit all of my friends like i normally do.
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Wednesday, January 28, 2004
 Quiz
I'm going to make a quiz about what murder weapon are you, and soon as i can stop playing the sims theme park. it's so addictive. I so glad i didn't download the sims or you guys would never here from me.
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Tuesday, January 27, 2004
 Hooked
I downloaded Sim Theme Park and I'm so hooked. I can't even play on neopets and do my homework and visit the otaku. HELP ME!!!!
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Monday, January 26, 2004
...b....o...r....e.....d....i....a....m
I'm so bored at school. Someone kill me now.
I'm so bored. So since I have nothing else to do I would love it if you would tell me how you would put me out of my misery by killing me. (Please be grewsome)
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