Thursday, November 9, 2006

   PASSION!!!! ORO SANCTUARY!!!!


Omoidaseba haruka haruka
Mirai wa doko made mo kagayaiteta
Kirei na aozora no shita de
Bokura wa sukoshi dake obiete ita

Natsukashii iro ni mado ga somaru
Mae wo muitereba
Mata aemasu ka
Mirai wa doko e demo tsudzuite iru n' da
Ooki na kanban no shita de
Jidai no utsuroi wo mite itai na

Nido to aenu
Hito ni basho ni
Mado wo akeru

Omoidaseba haruka haruka
Mirai wa doko made mo kagayaiteta
Kirei na aozora no shita de
Bokura wa itsumademo nemutte ita

Zutto mae ni suki datta hito


Fuyu ni kodomo ga umareru sou da
Mukashi kara no kimari goto wo
Tama ni utagaitaku naru yo
Zutto wasurerarenakatta no
Nengajou wa shashin tsuki kana
Watashitachi ni dekinakatta koto wo
Totemo natsukashiku omou yo

Aozora no shita de

OR



In you and I there's a new land,
Angels in flight.
My sanctuary. My sanctuary Yeah.
Where fears and lies melt away.
Music inside.
What's left of me.
What's left of me now.

I watch you fast asleep,
all I fear means nothing.

In you and I there's a new land,
Angels in flight.
My sanctuary. My sanctuary. Yeah.
Where fears and lies melt away.
Music inside.
What's left of me.
What's left of me now.

My heart is a battleground

You show me how to see,
that nothing is whole and nothing is broken,

In you and I there's a new land
Angels in flight.
My sanctuary. My sanctuary. Yeah.
Where fears and lies melt away.
Music inside.
What's left of me.
What's left of me now

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Tuesday, November 7, 2006

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!
I got FF XII !!!! it b awesome!!!!!! not sleeping to night just playing!!!
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   God
GOD ROKS!!!!!!! I NO HE DOES!!!!
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Monday, November 6, 2006

   oh yah....
im alive!!! Dad just made me do my sisters extra credit home work... i can stay on!!!
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   silly rabbit!!!

lol
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   Report card >.< *shakes fist*
math......C
spanish...A
art.......A
science...C
gym.......C
history...B
english...C
2.7
ok if your an average student. but my dad thinks im Exceptional. so i cant get C's... until this years now he wants to tell i have to get ALL A's... is that even possible in high school?!?
i might not be on any time soon... ill be grounded... so goodbye... for now... ill probably stay up and post at like 12:00 at night...
truly me... forever
-Memory-
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Saturday, November 4, 2006

   my dad...
my dad is horrible... my mom went to conneticut to start out our new life... everythings been fine for the last week... but now today he just yelled all day... then mom called and he just yells at her... i caled her 5 minutes after the call with dad... and she was just crying... she wouldnt stop... im the family "councilor" when dad yells or is drunk... he just fights and yells. and mom comes to me... she has a degree in social work (but has never read a word of any of her counciling books. i have though) i help her get through it... but it happened more and more often and now ive grown to hate my dad. i want him dead... I am a typical mammas boy! so when dad yells at her i get furious!!! ( I yelled at my GRANDMOTHER when she insulted my mom.) today when i heard dad made mom cry... i-i attacked him...now my arm really hurts... but my Heart hurts more... i cant take it... i want away from him... i want him gone... Forever....
-nick-
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Friday, November 3, 2006

   *cries*
My mom went to conneticut to get our house started for when i move.... so i said its cool... she left. one and a half weeks ago. im only now really sad... i want her back... any idea how to make the pain stop a little?.......... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
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Thursday, November 2, 2006

   grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
grrr. grrr grrrrrr grrrrrr!!!!
grrr!!!!
why am i angry??? I DONT KNOW!!!! GRRRRRR....!!!!! no i know.....
My sister broke my PS2!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!! ive had 5 in the last
year!!!! i cant afford another
one!!!!! i live in poverty...... so
I H A T E M Y S I S T E R ! ! ! !
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Wednesday, November 1, 2006

   god...
its 12:45 at night... i cant sleep!!! i normaly rely on my stash of melatonin... an herbal sleep drug... but im out!!! moms in conneticut till i move in two months and again its 12:46 at night!!! dad cant go get me some!!! God...
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