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Thursday, October 14, 2004


Life sucks when people know things they shouldn't know.
Good God, life sucks. And today was an especially sucky day.

I found out that Rachel told her boyfriend (Hunter, whom I do not especially like or trust) that I like Morgan. (Or something to that extent.) I was extremely confused as to how Rachel could have told Hunter, because, to my knowledge at the time, Rachel did not know that I like Morgan.

So, naturally, I ask her if she told Hunter anything about me, and she says yes. And then at lunch, I find out that she did, in fact, tell Hunter that I am bi (because I like Morgan). And that made me mad. Because she isn't supposed to know.

I ask her why she told him, and she wouldn't tell me. And that pissed me off even more. But, I did find out how she knew: apparently, I told her one time us Fearsome Foursome were over at Morgan's house. Morgan was asleep, and I was probably drunk on coke and extremely tired. And I apparently said "I like Morgan as more than a friend" and then fell asleep. But I have no memory of ever saying this. Probably because of the drunken-ness.

Bah. Thank God I finally pestered her enough to tell me that he ASKED her and she told him. She said he asked, "What was that deal at lunch?" But I have no idea what that means. And her mother made her sign off AIM before she could tell me.

Argh. It's not a nice feeling knowing someone you don't really trust knows information that should be a secret. And that should never have left Rachel's lips. Some friend, huh? YOU DON'T TELL YOUR BOYFRIEND EVERYTHING. Even if he ASKS, tell him to DROP IT. He doesn't have the right to know. And you don't have the right to tell him. IT'S PERSONAL INFORMATION, DAMMIT!!

Okay, I'm better. I'm just extremely pissed off at Rachel. But I promised I wouldn't hurt her. So I can't. And I won't. I'll just have to have another little chat with her to find out more on the little conversation she and Hunter had.

Wish me luck.

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