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Female Location • A broken paradise in a shattered reality on a desolate planet in a bleeding galaxy in a dying universe Member Since • 2006-04-07 Occupation • Leader of the Suicide Butterfly X-Squad assassin team for Mercury Force by night, but by day I'm a lowly college student... Real Name • Excel
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Achievements • Defending the galaxies from Organization X...Getting into college...Finding the PERFECT man (sorry, ladies, he's mine now, and I'm not giving him up!)... Anime Fan Since • um...9th grade... Favorite Anime • Saiyuki, Hellsing, Angel Sanctuary, Naruto, Fruits Basket, Fullmetal Alchemist, Bleach, Trigun, Death Note, Yami no Matsuei, D.Gray-Man, Chobits, Ergo Proxy Goals • ...To take over the universe!!! And to get a AAA on DDR... And serve Lord Mercury...To own a retarded fish...AND COMPLETE THE ENTIRE SAIYUKI SERIES!!! XD Hobbies • drawing, getting on people's nerves, licking my friends' faces, and other stuff..AND FLYING!!! And obviously defending you UNGRATEFUL humans from Organization X!! DDR is fun... Talents • I draw...I can fly!! I have the ultimate power of annoyance... And I can kick X's butt!! >.< DDR is fun...
myOtaku.com: Mercury Dragon
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Well, this is just a quick update. I'm single again. I'm NOT quitting and moving back home. Aaron broke up with me again before dinner. I just wanted to scream, "FUCK YOU!!!" in the cafeteria lobby, but I didn't. I broke down and started crying, and I said, "Whatever. Bye," and hung up on him. He called me back, and I ignored it. Then I called him back cause he said he wanted to talk. So basically, I'm fed up with all the drama shit he's putting me through. I feel like a yo-yo. Up one week, down the next. I need a real man. The good news is, his mom is mad at him for it. She really likes me. Anyways, just wanted to fill you in on my oh-so-wonderful life.
Well, I've decided that I don't want to be an art teacher anymore. I want to be a cosmetologist, specifically, a hair stylist. I told my mom earlier, and she said I have to stay until the end of the semester. My dad is furious, I guess. He says that I can quit at semester, but that I've gotta get a job, take on my car payments, and take on my insurance. And to anyone out there who thinks I'm doing this JUST because of my boyfriend, FUCK OFF!!! Even if I were single, I would be doing this. I hate college all together! I don't want to fuckin teach! Don't get me wrong, I love art. But I've changed my mind about what I want to do with my life. I don't see why my dad can't be understanding. Maybe it's because he didn't get a college education. Hell, he got to do whatever the fuck he wanted! He joined the army and became an alcoholic! Then he met my mom, and quit drinking. Neither of them went to college! But they always told me and my little brother we could do whatever we wanted with our lives, so long as we were happy. I thought going to college and becoming an art teacher was what I wanted. Within the first three weeks, I've become overwhelmed, and I'm not happy anymore. I want to quit, go back home, go to the local vo-tech, and get my associate's degree in cosmetology. I then could become a hair stylist, or a skin care specialist, or whatever else falls under "cosmetology". The point is: Why are they so pissed just because college no longer makes me happy? I don't even wanna go home this weekend. I don't want to see them. I don't want to talk to them. I don't want to listen to what they have to say. But I'm gonna go home anyways. I'm gonna try to avoid them as much as I can. That will be very hard, considering I still LIVE with them. My grandma told me before I came to college that there is no shame in dropping out and coming back home if I couldn't do it. Well, it's not that I can't do it. It's that my goal has changed, and no longer includes college. Therefore, going to college is a waste of time. And this means I most likely won't get to start vo-tech in the spring semester either, seeing as I will probably have to pay for that all on my own. It will take 53 weeks (2 semesters and a summer term) and $1680 to go to vo-tech, plus another $500 for books. Seeing as I will have to pay my insurance and car payments, that's a lot for me. So I'll have to have a full-time job. And I wouldn't be suprised if my dad made me start paying fuckin rent when I move back in either. So now, either way, I'm not very happy. I hate college. I just wanna go apeshit and destroy everything in the dorm room right now. Well, everything on my side, anyways. Mantha wouldn't be very happy if I destroyed her stuff. Whatever...I'm gonna get off of here before I break down again...
Well, I have changed the theme to Naruto. Please be sure to view my video. I worked hard on it, and GOSH DARN IT I WANT FEEDBACK!!! You can also find several of my other videos on YouTube. Just view one, and then hit "Other Videos from this user". Yep yep. I made my avatar too. Sadly, I cannot make animated avatars. I wish I could, but I don't have the program, or whatever.
College is still inhaling vigorously. A lot. I'm definitely gonna see what other job I can get with a Bachelor of Art degree. I hate the education class I'm taking, and I want to drop it. Also, I'm planning on transferring closer to home. I can't deal with being so far from home. And if you don't believe me, you try living 3 hours away from everyone you love! Its torture...
Well, I've got homework to get. There isn't much else to tell anyways...
Well, I'm in such a good mood! I'm watching WWE Raw, and JEFF HARDY JUST WON THE INTERCONTINENTAL BELT FROM UMAGA!! Um...Anyways, me and Aaron spent some quality time together. ^-^ Friday, we watched Talladega Nights. It was frickin hilarious! "Help me, Lord Baby Jesus! Help me, Allah! Help me, Tom Cruise!" If you haven't seen it, you're so out of the loop! But that was my first time seeing it. Then we started to watch 300, but Aaron's dad and his brother, Doug, kept talking, and nobody knew what was going on. Doug was explaining how Spartans threw babies who weren't perfect over a cliff. Then he told their dad, "They'd be throwing you over the cliff! They'd get one look at those short little legs kickin' and you'd be gone!" Aaron and Doug are both a couple inches over 6 feet tall, and their dad is my height, 5 foot. It's kinda funny. Anyways, since we didn't know what was going on, we took out 300 and put in Blades of Glory. It was funny cause Chazz Micheals was playing the evil wizard in a children's ice show, and he came out drunk and was all like, "Alright, you forest freaks! None of you sons of b*tches try to be heroes!" All the little kids started crying. Doug drove us crazy cause he kept repeating that line. By the way, he's 30. It's really sad. He acts just like Aaron, who is 17.
Saturday, me and Aaron went to J-town. We met my parents at Salsa's Grill, and then we played mini golf. After mini golf, we stuck around and played a game of pool. He beat me at both...
Sunday night, I got to help the pastor's daughter, who is 12, in the nursery. We had my baby cousin Reid, and halfway through service, another lady brought her baby back there. Reid is so cute! He's got these chubby little cheeks. I'd take his picture on my phone, and show it to him, and I'd say, "Who's that baby?" and he'd point and laugh at it. Then after church, I went to Aaron's again, and his dad left us there alone. We watched Family Guy.
Then today, I went back to Aaron's, and he grilled out. It was me, him, and his dad. Aaron is a good cook...
Oh! He's really sweet, too! I asked him, "If you could do anything with me, and you had forever to do it, what would you do?" He said, "I'd get a good job, marry you, and live a good life with you." It was so sweet!
Anyways, I'm going to leave you with a clip. Its the scene where Chazz is drunk at the kids' show.
Enjoy!
Well, today, after Basic Design, I'M GOING HOME TO SEE MY BELOVED AARON!!!
*does Sunshine Dance of Happiness*
My day couldn't be better! Ima go ta his house and we gonna prolly watch a movie or play a game. Either way, we gets ta CUDDLE!!! I so happy!
*note: I had Starbucks Vanilla Frappiccino this morning*
Well, Sniffles wants to see this video, so Ima post it. It's the dating service video I made from our trip to Graceland! I wish I could post the Graceland trip video, but YouTube won't let me upload it. It's too long....So here's the Happy Trails Dating Service!
Enjoy it! But please note that the phone number and web address are FAKE!! If ANYONE tries them out, I'll hunt said person down and do horrible HORRIBLE things to them! Unspeakable things! With a hamster!
Love and Peace!
Excel¤~
Mood: EXTREMELY HAPPY!!!!
Currently listening to: A mix of good love songs.
So, last night, I called Aaron to tell him good luck for the game today. We didn't talk long. Then I called my lil bro, who didn't answer. Then I called Jyushin. Then Aaron sent me a text saying, "I know something." I asked what. He says, "I still love you, and I always will." I said I still loved him too. He said, "Everytime I turn around, I find myself thinking about you." I told him to call me, and he did. We talked awhile, and he finally asked me to take him back. Yes, of COURSE I did, you silly geese! So maybe this time we can make it work....
See you laterz!
Excel¤~
¤~~Love truly conquers all, for one will walk 1000 miles and swim 100 oceans to be with the one they love~~¤
Well, here's the new theme: TRIGUN!!! Vash is so hot...I chose it because, well, it was the only video I had uploaded, out of the 3 nominees. I'm lazy....Tall Man, I didn't list Hellsing because I don't have a Hellsing video made. I will work on it, though. My next theme will be Naruto. Um...Yeah, so the bg pic? I drew one similar to that once, but I don't have it any more because my parents threw it away. I had showed it to my former art teacher, and she was proud of it. She said I did a real good job on the shading. Stupid parents...
Yeah, today in Comp 1, we had to read this essay about...uh...human brain scanning or something. The guy was all like, "Nanobots will be injected into us by the year 2030, and we'll be uploaded onto our own computers. Our consciousness will live on forever!" I personally am paranoid of ROBOTS taking over my brain and forcing me to live in a virtual reality environment! That guy's crazy....Of course, I have this theory that the government already has developed nanobots small enough to live inside us, and they've tainted all of the nation's water supply, and we are being spied on as I type this.
Enjoy my randomosity!
I got tagged....
The rules are:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more people are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged. My Randomness
1) I'm paranoid.
2) I start to write stories, then never finish them.
3) I fully intend to find the prince charming of my dreams.
4) My little brother doubles as a pet monkey, simply because he looks like an orangutan.
5) I have a freckle on one side of my stomach, and it is cute in its loneliness.
6) I laugh while I'm watching "Titanic".
7) I now live 3 hours away from home.
8) I love the cut scenes in Kingdom Hearts, Kingdom Hearts 2, and Final Fantasy X.
Now for those I shall tag!
~SNIFFLES of DOOM
~Mercury Tiger
~MorbidSmurf
~captin obvious
~Dragon609
~JD Person
~Inu Yu
~Kcrystal
MWAHAHAHAHA!!!! If I didn't tag you, I'm sorry. I could only tag 8...
Love and peace!
Excel¤~
Yeah...I think I'm gonna change my theme again...Any suggestions? Here's a few choices:
~Bleach
~Trigun
~Kingdom Hearts
~Fullmetal Alchemist
~Naruto
I'm tryin to go with themes where I can post videos that I made. So please pick one of the above. I will not post again until I have changed the theme.
Here's some questions for you to answer, as well. Please, answer them honestly! I would appreciate your answers.
WHAT WOULD YOU THINK IF
1)I Committed suicide?
2)I said i like you?
3)I kissed you?
4)I liked someone you didnt?
5)I was Hospitalized?
6)Run away from home?
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MY:
7)Personality?
8)Who are you?
9)Are we friends?
10)When and how did we meet?
11)What do you think of me?
12)How long do you think we will be friends or enimies?
13)Do you love me?
14)Have i ever hurt you?
15)Would you Hug me?
16)Would you kiss me?
17)Are we close?
18)Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it?
19)How long have you known me?
20)Describe me in one word?
21)What was your first impression?
22)Would you still think that way about me now?
23)What do you think me weakness is?
24)Do you think i'll get married if so to who?
25)What reminds you of me?
26)What would you change about me?
27)How well do you know me?
28)Ever wanted to tell me something but couldnt?
29)If yes tell me now??
30)Do you think i would kill someone?
31)Are you gonna put this on your otaku site and see what i say about you?
Here’s some Cyanide and Happiness… Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
Ok, so I'm still so confused. I've been talking to Aaron, and he's so depressed. He thinks he's worthless. I've been trying to make him see himself the way I see him. He asked me why I was still so good to him, even after what he did, and even though he didn't deserve it. I told him it's because that's how true love works, and that I truly love him. I just want him back. This morning in the church service, I gave all my pain and heartache to God. I put this entire situation in His hands. I know that however this turns out, God will see me through. But I'm still confused. If we love each other, why shouldn't we be together? It just makes no sense. Why do guys have to be so complicated..? I WANT MY PRINCE CHARMING!!!! I WANT HIM NOW!!!!! Well, that's enough....For now....I'll keep you all updated on this....
So, yeah, like, I'm in a better mood for now. Watching clips on Stick Death and reading Cyanide and Happiness really has helped. I had ramen noodles for breakfast today...I couldn't help it! I opened the drawer to get a poptart, and the ramen was just sitting there like, "Hey! Excel! Pick me! I taste of chicken and I come with freeze-dried vegetables! I'm so lonely in here, even though there are 4 other bowls of ramen. The other 4 pick on me! Come on. I know you're cold right now. I'll be so hot and steamy when you cook me. I'll feel good going down your throat." So I ate them. I'm weird...Well, after Basic Design, which ends at 1:50 pm, I'm going home. I'm gonna crawl up into my mommy's lap and--wait, never mind. You don't need to know that I'm small enough that I can still do that. Yeah, I can be REALLY immature sometimes....Anyways, here's some more C & H. If anyone out there knows a person who is mentally handicapped or blind, please don't be offended. This comic was just so cute cause the mentally handicapped guy is skipping along with his tongue hanging out. I can just hear him saying, "La la-la la-la!" Besides, my eyesight is so bad I'm blind without my glasses, and I've got a cousin with Down Syndrome. So it's just a way of laughing at myself really....ENJOY!!!!!
Excel¤~ Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
I'm sorry, Tall Man! The mullet was just funny. It WAS kinda cute on you...Just don't do it again....EVER!!!!
Men Are Total Dickheads.... 
All Is Not Well.... 
A Futile Attempt.... 
Mood Is Improving...Slowly... 
Not Feeling Better.... 
Better Mood...For Now... 
