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• A broken paradise in a shattered reality on a desolate planet in a bleeding galaxy in a dying universe
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• 2006-04-07
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• Leader of the Suicide Butterfly X-Squad assassin team for Mercury Force by night, but by day I'm a lowly college student...
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• Excel

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• Defending the galaxies from Organization X...Getting into college...Finding the PERFECT man (sorry, ladies, he's mine now, and I'm not giving him up!)...
Anime Fan Since
• um...9th grade...
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• Saiyuki, Hellsing, Angel Sanctuary, Naruto, Fruits Basket, Fullmetal Alchemist, Bleach, Trigun, Death Note, Yami no Matsuei, D.Gray-Man, Chobits, Ergo Proxy
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• ...To take over the universe!!! And to get a AAA on DDR... And serve Lord Mercury...To own a retarded fish...AND COMPLETE THE ENTIRE SAIYUKI SERIES!!! XD
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• drawing, getting on people's nerves, licking my friends' faces, and other stuff..AND FLYING!!! And obviously defending you UNGRATEFUL humans from Organization X!! DDR is fun...
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• I draw...I can fly!! I have the ultimate power of annoyance... And I can kick X's butt!! >.< DDR is fun...




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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

   So Confused...
Ok, so Aaron has been trying to get me to go further than I am willing. I have gone a little too far with him, and it seems like he only wants me for sex. I love him with all my heart, and I don't want to lose him. But this morning I told him we need to back up, and that I'm not going that far anymore. I was so scared he would break up with me, but I told him anyways. He hasn't yet. He just said ok. He said he wouldn't do that anymore. But then when I told him I loved him, he didn't say it back. He just said ok. I'm scared he's gonna break up with me tonight when he calls, or when I call him. But whatever happens, happens. I've felt like a dirty whore ever since we went that far. I'm tired of hating myself. I cried myself to sleep last night over this, but I know I'm making the right decision. Please, if you believe in God, pray for me. I prayed over it last night, and I told God I wanted to come back to him, no matter what the cost. Just pray that I can be at peace, and that God will do His will in my life.




Excel¤~


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