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• 2006-04-07
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• Leader of the Suicide Butterfly X-Squad assassin team for Mercury Force by night, but by day I'm a lowly college student...
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• Excel

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• Defending the galaxies from Organization X...Getting into college...Finding the PERFECT man (sorry, ladies, he's mine now, and I'm not giving him up!)...
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• um...9th grade...
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• Saiyuki, Hellsing, Angel Sanctuary, Naruto, Fruits Basket, Fullmetal Alchemist, Bleach, Trigun, Death Note, Yami no Matsuei, D.Gray-Man, Chobits, Ergo Proxy
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• ...To take over the universe!!! And to get a AAA on DDR... And serve Lord Mercury...To own a retarded fish...AND COMPLETE THE ENTIRE SAIYUKI SERIES!!! XD
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• drawing, getting on people's nerves, licking my friends' faces, and other stuff..AND FLYING!!! And obviously defending you UNGRATEFUL humans from Organization X!! DDR is fun...
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• I draw...I can fly!! I have the ultimate power of annoyance... And I can kick X's butt!! >.< DDR is fun...




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Wednesday, August 22, 2007

"Captive Angel" (C&C Appreciated!)
Chain me up in your desires,
Force me down again,
Keep me locked away.
I am your captive angel, after all.
Cut me with your words,
Stab me with your kiss,
Pierce me with your eyes.
Make me bleed.
In your absence I feel you,
In my mind I see you,
In my heart I love you,
But the pain rises above it all.
Tears well up and spill over.
Time and time again,
I trip and stumble,
I fall over what you do to me.
For every twisted fantasy,
You break my heart again.
But the pain of losing you,
That would kill me.
I'm ever the masochist, darling.
So tell me that you love me,
I know it's very true,
Then pull me down again,
Rip my heart out,
Kill me slowly with your ways.
Keep me as your prisoner,
Chained in your desires,
Forced down by your touch.
After it's all said and done,
I'm your captive angel.

I wrote this last night. I drew a picture first. The picture is of a black-haired girl, head down, kneeling, hands behind her back. She's chained to a post by her neck and her hands are handcuffed, though you can't see it. She's in normal clothes. She has angel wings.
After I drew it, I decided to write down my feelings on my present situation. I wish I had access to a scanner. I probably do, I just don't know it.
To all of you who vowed to pray for me, thank you so very much! It means a lot to have friends who care.

¤~Excel
¤~~The desires of the soul chain the body down and hold the spirit captive~~¤


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