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Vitals

Gender
• Female
Location
• A broken paradise in a shattered reality on a desolate planet in a bleeding galaxy in a dying universe
Member Since
• 2006-04-07
Occupation
• Leader of the Suicide Butterfly X-Squad assassin team for Mercury Force by night, but by day I'm a lowly college student...
Real Name
• Excel

Personal

Achievements
• Defending the galaxies from Organization X...Getting into college...Finding the PERFECT man (sorry, ladies, he's mine now, and I'm not giving him up!)...
Anime Fan Since
• um...9th grade...
Favorite Anime
• Saiyuki, Hellsing, Angel Sanctuary, Naruto, Fruits Basket, Fullmetal Alchemist, Bleach, Trigun, Death Note, Yami no Matsuei, D.Gray-Man, Chobits, Ergo Proxy
Goals
• ...To take over the universe!!! And to get a AAA on DDR... And serve Lord Mercury...To own a retarded fish...AND COMPLETE THE ENTIRE SAIYUKI SERIES!!! XD
Hobbies
• drawing, getting on people's nerves, licking my friends' faces, and other stuff..AND FLYING!!! And obviously defending you UNGRATEFUL humans from Organization X!! DDR is fun...
Talents
• I draw...I can fly!! I have the ultimate power of annoyance... And I can kick X's butt!! >.< DDR is fun...

myOtaku.com: Mercury Dragon

Thursday, September 13, 2007

There Are Moments When I Know It....

Well, there's a guy that I really like. The more I talk to him, the more it becomes blindingly apparent. I actually talked to him on the phone yesterday. The problem is, he's in another state. He did live in my state, but he moved to college. Also, I don't know if the feeling is mutual, but I'm afraid to find out. I've been hurt by too many guys, not all of them were necessarily boyfriends. He's a really nice guy. He somehow knows what a girl needs to hear. And we have a lot in common. It just feels so natural to talk to him, like there's something there...

Oh! I watched a documentary last night called "Thin". It was about women who have anorexia. They would admit themselves into this facility, and they weighed, like, 80 pounds. It really worried me because I only weigh 100. But I don't show anorexic signs. I like food. Junk food, mostly, but its food nonetheless. And I would never even THINK about making myself throw it back up! But I talked to my mom after it was over, and I told her about it, and I think she was a little worried. I just don't want her to worry about something useless like that. She has enough on her mind with my little brother and college tuition and my dad being on the road all the time.

Well, here's another poem. I got some positive feedback yesterday, so I decided I will try to post more poems. Please leave your thoughts. Enjoy!

"Alone"

Searching to find it,
That wonderful feeling,
A lingering gaze,
The playful smile,
Your warm touch,
One last kiss goodnight.
Trying to make rhyme out of reason,
Looking in darkness to find light,
Holding my own,
Alone.
Reaching for a helping hand,
Falling flat on my face,
Stumbling over yesterday,
Waiting for tomorrow.
Hope comes too soon,
Regret comes late,
You have yet to show.
A fleeting glimpse,
An image distorted by rain,
Restores my resolve.
Though I’m tired,
Soaked to the bone,
Dripping and cold,
I’ll find you someday.
This won’t continue,
This hollow feeling,
Through it all,
I’ll hold up.
I’m never alone.

Excel¤~
¤~~My wounds cry for the grave, my soul cries for deliverance~~¤

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