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myOtaku.com: Mercury Dragon
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Sunday, April 13, 2008
Emotionless...
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Mood: ...
Music: 3 Days Grace "Animal I Have Become"
Yep, I feel so emotionless right now. I don't know why. I really have no reason to feel this way. I think it may be because I've drifted away from God. I'm tired of feeling this way. You see, I drifted away from God over the summer. The guy I was dating wasn't a Christian, and he didn't like church. He somehow managed to talk me into some things (which will remain undisclosed). I went to a youth revival for a week, and one night I got back close to God. I mean, I was bawling my eyes out, I was thanking Him, and I was getting the forgiveness I needed. Well, when I came back, I fell back into that rut. That guy broke up with me during the first week of school. I realized what a jerk he had been and started trying to get back straight with God again. I prayed that God would show me that decent guys do exist, and that love wasn't dead. He answered that prayer on November 18, when my current boyfriend asked me out. Daku is so wonderful to me and I love him to death. Yet, I still haven't gotten back close to God. Over the winter break, the pastor at my church preached on forgiveness. He said that God won't forgive you if you can't forgive others. Well, I'm finding it very hard to forgive Aaron. I hate him for everything he ever did to me. I don't mean dislike, I mean HATE. I can't forgive him! I mean, I want to so that I can be forgiven, but it's proving so very hard. I ask those of you out there who do pray to please pray that I can learn to forgive Aaron. I'm tired of feeling empty and emotionless. I want God back in my life for good.
Well, if you read this far, thank you for not being offended by my beliefs. Stay classy, Otakuites!
Excel¤~
¤~~They call us "holy rollers" and what they say is true; if they had the Holy Ghost, they'd be rolling too~~¤
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