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myOtaku.com: Mercury Tiger
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Monday, August 27, 2007
Life Can Really Blow
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Yeah, so as you can already tell, I'm not in a good mood. And the funny thing is... I DON'T KNOW WHY! It seems nothing ever turns out right. Yeah, I shouldn't have anything to complain about because my life is better than somebody's right now. I just don't feel like the same person. Ok, I feel like I'm the same person I was like 4 years ago... before I got my life right with God. I slowly slipped back into who I used to be. I mean, I feel like I'm not me right now. I have been doing things lately that I thought I would never go back to. You might ask me why I just don't go back to God and make things right again. Well, I want to but there's also a part of me that wants other things that are ungodly.
I mean, I make mistakes... as well as everyone else does. But the problem is that I know that I'm doing these bad things but I don't want to give them up. It's so confusing. I don't even feel like I can talk to God. I know He'll forgive me but I know that I will end up doing the same thing again. I know some of you guys have been there and back before. Heck, I've been there several times and back. I just don't know what I'm going to do just yet. WELL, I'm going to go for now.
Toodle-oo!
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