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Monday, September 24, 2007


   You Lucky People!
I'm tired of people talking
about how bad their relationships
are or how they think they need
someone. I know I have never been
in love. AND DAMN IT I WANT TO KNOW
WHAT IT FEELS LIKE! Anyone who
has experienced love is so lucky.
All I want is to have someone
near me that I could have
those memories with...

It isn't fair... I mean, yeah,
I go on like I'm freaking fine
about it. Don't get me wrong, it's
not like I'm lonely... it just
seems like guys want me for one
thing... and they usually get it.
Well, some do... I'm not a whore
or anything like that.

I mean, I've never felt like I
was every truely in love. I just
wish that I could find a guy that
I can have those memories with...
when I'm actually with him...
not just friends. Hopefully my
new standards will actually
be a good thing.

Why do I have to be the one out
of all of my friends who never
has the boyfriend! Why can't I be
the one that a guy wants? Don't
get me wrong, I can get a guy's
attention... but it's the wrong
type of guy! It's always the guy
that wants one thing!
...i give up...
All I want is to feel loved,
like someone actually cares...
Why do I have to always feel like this?

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