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Monday, July 11, 2005
Hey everyone...
The last post, like i said, was about my feelings on what someone did to me. She got me agivated so i just started writting instead of getting pissed off at her ^ ^...thanks for reading it though guys ^ ^ and thanks for your comments ~hugs you all~
Love you guys lots
Merik Ishida
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Sunday, July 10, 2005
This is just my feeling about someone who i thought was my friend..i dont care if you read it or not.....~Merik
Sometimes I feel like my life is so worthless its not even worth living for…its people like you who make me feel this way. Its people like you who have made me this way. You’re a catalyst. You live to destroy people. You live to destroy me. Your like an infection. You eat your way from the inside out. You will be my death. Remember that and never forget it you stupid sadistic fucking bitch. You’re like everyone else in the world. You make me sick and you have since I returned to this god forsaken place….this hell….
You think what your doing is the right thing…you think you’re protecting me. You’re not. You’re controlling me. You interfere in my life. Its sickening. Its annoying. What I do is what I do. If I’m going to make a big mistake, let me make it. And don’t say I told you so. In order to be the person you think you are you have to be understanding, NOT an BACKSTABER!
Because of people like you, I don’t trust anyone. I will never trust anyone. You are no longer a “friend” to me. You are one of those I hate. One of those I despise. I will always carry the scares that you have inflicted upon me.
I have five slashes…not all of them were for him you know. One of them is for all the times you have hurt me mentally and emotionally. Bet you didn’t know that huh. All those times I was the extra person when you and Sherri fought. That’s all I was right. Some one for you to run to when everyone hated you. That’s all I am now still right….like I said you aren’t a friend. You use, you hurt, you conquer….that’s your motive….
Like I said, I’m not angry that you were talking about me…but I am hurt. Hurt so bad that I can never trust you. Though, I think you broke the trust barrier a long time ago..
I must ask this question of you though. Why is it you get mad at me for suck tiny things, when it is I should be the one who hates you for everything? You’re a druggie. You use pot. Its gross, its disgusting, it will be the death of you…. Why I give a shit… I really don’t know.. But you see… I disapprove.. But I don’t interfere….
So long…. And rot alone……….. in the depths of hell….
Merik Ishida
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Saturday, July 9, 2005
QUESTION!!
Question:
> A woman, while at the funeral of her own mother, met this guy whom
she
> did not know. She thought this guy was amazing, so much her dream guy
> she believed him to be just that! She fell in love with him right
> there, but never asked for his number and could not find him. A few
days
> later
> she killed her sister.
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> Question: What is her motive in killing her sister?
put what you think the answer is and PM me if you want to know the realy answer ^ ^
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Kon
Why won't you die
Your blood in mine
We'll be fine
Then your body will be mine
i love that ^ ^
have a good day ^ ^
ill post later
oy
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Thursday, July 7, 2005
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If tears could make me pretty....I would be beautiful....
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Wednesday, July 6, 2005
Feel the Wrath Of mEEEE
My name is: Merik
I was born on: Nov. 25.…Turkey Day…O.o does that make me a turkey? o.O
I am a: dead person
My hair color is: Brown
My eye color is: Brown
My shoe size is: 8 1/2
My ring size is: 7
My height is: 5”2...5”3.…SHUT UP IM SHORT! >.<
I am allergic to: Assholes
I live in: the ground
My bed is: Spend my entire life
One thing I know for sure about the opposite sex: Most of them are assholes…
I am glad I'm my sex because: I don’t have lift heavy things XP
My best friends are: ………MY TOES! =^ ^=
My favorite pajamas are: whatever clothes I fall asleep in XD
A perfect kiss is:……………uhhh…….
The last three CDs I bought are: umm…I don’t remember >.<
Last song that made me cry was: Blurry Eyes by L~arc~ en~ceil…I was so happy I finally have it ;_;
I could not live without: anime, internet, umm……my toes….
My most treasured possession is: My plushie InuYasha, My baby Edward =^ ^= he so cuuuute ^ ^
What did you do last night?: Annoyed the shit out of everyone online o.o
My skin's reaction to the sun is: ..well….due to meds…I burn and die…..=^ ^=
-I do/do not believe in-
Love at first sight?: Yes
Luck?: no
Fate?: At times
God?: ………
Aliens?: Yeeesssss…..they will come…AND DESTROY ALL YOU PITIFUL HUMANS MWAHAHHAHAHA
Heaven?:…….
Hell?: Yesssssss…
Ghosts?: Yes
Horoscopes?: Chinese one o.o
Soul mates?: ……uhhhh…~looks around~…….I dun noo
-Here's What I Think About...-
Backstabbers?: ~glares~ They’re every where….
One word: Fuck
School?: It sucks ass big time. You have your sterotypes all over the place and people judge you on certain things….its really annoying….its ok in certain ways ‘casue it’s the only way im gonna get to play music and actually have people other than my family hear it ^ ^
America?: It was supposed to be the land of the free….Its not and I don’t really think it ever was…..and G.W is such a total moron…WHO THE FUCK CHOKES ON A PRETZEL!? THAT’S MAD FUCKING RETARDED!
Love?: o.o
Friends before love: ………
My response is: bite me….
-Last time I...
Took a shower: Yesterday
Talked on the phone: last Friday. .~mumbles~ dirty rotten bastard…
Kissed someone: …….3 weeks ago….
Hugged someone:…3 weeks ago…..
Seen someone I haven't seen in a while: why would I want to see anyone anyways -.-
Drove: don’t drive yet
Which celebrity or famous person are you in love with?: Hyde from Laruku
One thing I'm pissed about right now is: Im not sleeping….
The last movie I saw in the theater was: I don’t remember…
The thing I don't understand is: Why men mainly think with their dicks…
The one thing I love about the opposite sex is: Hugs…..
This week I am: ….sleeping…..
This summer vacation I am: Bored, tired, frustrated…...really tired though >.<
-The thing that I'm looking forward to the most about...-
Tomorrow: Sleep
Next summer: Sleep
Next week: Sleep
People call me: Merik, Meriku-san, Epi, Doodle, Dirty Mexican, Bitch, Bithcy One, Stupid Mother Fucker..
The person who I talk to the most on the phone is: Ivan
The person I had the longest on-going relationship with is: …..not gonna say….
The person I have been friends with the longest is: don’t have any…don’t care
The person(s) who knows the most about me is/are: Mom, Dad…umm…my cat….my dog……my toes….KAZU! =^ ^=…I think | _ |
The person who can read me the best is: ……my cat…
The most difficult thing to do is: wake up in the morning
My zodiac sign is: Sagitarrius
The first person I thought I was in love with was: not gonna tell
The one person who can't hide things from me: I don’t know
I have these pets: cats and dog
I wish I was: In Japan….With Hyde *=*
The best shoulder to cry on: …….no one…I don’t cry
I almost died when:…. that’s a little personal …
Right now I'm wearing: Black shirt…black pants
The last person I pissed off was: Meghan
My worst drinking experience was: I don’t drink
The last movie I watched was: Princess Mononoke
The all-time best thing in the world is: AXE!!!
The most annoying thing ever is: Preps and Jocks
I lose all respect for people who: Use people
The worst pain I was ever in was: Not gonna say
My downfall is: being me
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Yessss people
Konnichiwa ^ ^ i bet my pic was pretty scary huuuuuuh =^ ^=
yeah........ummm well....my daddy's birthday is tomarra...and yeah ^ ^
laters
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Tuesday, July 5, 2005
moshi
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oooyyy
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WOOOOT!!!
ok its nearing 3 am ^ ^...im bored....well...here's a weird pic of me fomr like 1 hour ago ^ ^
I AM FREAKY BEWARE!!!
yip...tahts me everynight at 11pm to whenever i wash it off mwahahahaha
ok bi bi
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