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Sunday, April 10, 2005
Bored
So I'm just really bored I just got over a cold and it's my day off. I want to talk to Lizz but she probably doesn't want to talk to me. I sense break up soon and then a couple of days of Matthew Perry movies, a late night call of begging to her, and than a couple of days of sobbing before my buddy Nik decides that I need to go crusing for chicks with him and Adam. And while driving around I'll just keep thinking of how much I really do love Lizz and wonder what I did wrong. I'll probably get another girlfriend but the whole time think of Lizz and then the new one will probably break up with me because I'll say her name at the wrong time. So basically I'm fucked. I'm going to post a song and call it a day.
U2
War
"Like a Song..."
Like a song I have to sing
I sing it for you
Like the words I have to bring
I bring them for you
And in leather, lace and chains
We stake our claim
Revolution once again
No I won't, I won't wear it on my sleeve
I can see through this expression
And you know I don't believe
I'm too wrong to be told 'exactly who are you'
Tonight, tomorrow's too late
And we love to wear a badge, a uniform
And we love to fly a flag
But I won't let others live in hell
As we divide against each other
And we fight amongst ourselves
Too set in our ways to try to rearrange
Too right to be wrong, in this rebel song
Let the bells ring out
Let the bells wring out
Is there nothing left
Is there, is there nothing left
Is honesty what you want
A generation without name
Ripped and torn
Nothing to lose, nothing to gain
Nothing at all
And if you can't help yourself
Well, take a look around you
When others need your time
You say it's time to go
It's your time
Angry words won't stop the fight
Two wrongs won't make it right
A new heart is what I need
Oh God, make it bleed
Is there nothing left
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Wednesday, April 6, 2005
WHERES MY WEEZER C.D. AND BUDDY HOLLY GLASSES
Good news I have a job and I started yesterday!!! Yay! Okay now that I've got that out of my system, it's coming closer to movie time everyone. That's right summer is right around the corner and I can't fucking wait. Just saw sideways at the $1 theature the other day and after paying off some debts with my first paycheck I'm going to go see the Amnityvile Horror. Sorry the orginal is a classic to me so I hope they did it justice. Then comes the Revenge Of The Sith, okay fuck Star Trek I'm a Wars kinda of guy. Okay don't fuck Star Trek because Picard and Q are pretty fucking cool. Alright I'm going to go now before I prove even further how much of a geek I am.
Peace Love Dope
Mick
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Tuesday, April 5, 2005
One more thing......
For all my faithfully departed out there I now have the comments up so you may all enjoy making snide remarks
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Ginger Root Tea and Hallucations
So I've been sick for the past three days and what a joy that has been. Last year when I had the flu I hallucanted that I was Grant and the civil war was taking place on my bed. This cold made me hallucenate that I was the President of the united states. Fun.
So me and Lizz are still in a rough spot and it really sucks balls. I noticed that when you are in a relationship with someone that you truely care about and you hit a rough spot, all your friends want you to break up with that person instead of help you to get out of the rough spot. I managed to amaze Becky's fiance though. When he found out that I haven't had sex since November I think he saw a white collar around my neck and a Bible in my hand. So that's life around here for me. Ohyeah and I got a job with Diamond Shamrock so I'll have cash once agian!!!
Peace Love Dope
Mick
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Thursday, March 24, 2005
To rise from my ashes like a Phoenix. To sample the finest wines and spit it back into the face of my enemies.
Hey everybody! Just got out of court like 40 minutes ago for having a contest between my car and a ditch. The ditch won and hurt my poor tire and pride. Me and Lizz have hit a rough spot and my job hunt continues as I still work on my now multiple works of writing: A poetry book, a play, a novel, and a nonfiction book on how women are protrayed in reiligon. The nonficition book is going to have my actual name on it unlike the rest. That's right folks the college dropout is writing books, looking for a job, turned to a diet of coffee and cigerettes and has his trusty phone buy his side just in case his girlfriend finally calls. Pathetic, I know but hey, I'm still trying to have a positive outlook on life no matter what. In fact once I get a job and some money ahead I'll be moving once agian and this time into a place of my own in Manitou Springs. See in the past as you can tell everytime I came to a bump in the road I would fold for a couple of days and then bounce back up out of this fog of depression and self loathing. Now though I have adopted my old saying once agian, that you might remeber if you went to high school with me: Fuck em' all and screw the rest. Insomina and multiple watchings of Fight Club in the wee hours of the morning have resurrected Miquel Cremeans once agian, from the ashes of some poor slob that was leading down the road of becoming the lead singer of some whining emo band. Not anymore though, now sarasm, crude humor and the love of Rock and Roll has crept out of it's docile state in the recess' of my mind. So beware all you rich fucks, you government hound dogs, you pop groupies, and you english whores. I'm baaaaaacccck
Peace Love Dope
Miquel Anthony Cremeans
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005
I know a month late and a dollar short but Happy New Year!!! Glad to say that I'm still with Lizz and very much happy. I'm going to visit my buddy Bryan in the summer. And I'm about to move with my buddy Chris to a apartment. So I'm actually truely happy. Muther Fuckin amazing. Congrats on Becky getting engaged and I better be invited to the wedding damnit!!! Well good news everyone, I'm writng agian so watch out for a book by Leim Dove (my pen name) coming in the next year or so.
Peace Love Dope
Mick
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Tuesday, December 7, 2004
Sleepless Nights and Forgotten Dreams
I'm tired and I can't go to sleep how bout that? You want to know why? Because I'm afraid to go to sleep, me afraid of sleep! I almost killed a man over something stupid a year ago and I'm afraid to go to sleep!!!! Why you may ask? I'll tell you why my little droogs. I've been having nightmares that wake me up and I don't remeber. And if they don't wake me up, my grandmother does because I was yelling in my sleep and hitting my bed, it'd it great!!!! So Lizz knows more of me than anybody else in the world so I go to this love of my life and the same things been happening to her but she remebers and I don't. It's bullshit!!! I swear she drives me nuts but, I love her so what are you going to do. Ladies and gentleman I think that I have finally hit the edge of what was my sanity and jumped off face first. I'm not complaining oh no, it's just that I want to sleep. A good night's sleep would be real horrorshow, real horrorshow indeed.
Mick
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Hey People
Okay so long time no post and I know I know I promised not to disappear like this but hey I've been busy. I didn't even remeber this page until Becky reminded me I had one. Alright so where to begin. Eris was a flake ,and by that I mean that she had a boyfriend she neglected to tell me about, so there I was standing with a dozen of roses in one hand and a pack of Camel Smooth mint cigerettes in the other feeling like the village idiot at her doorstep. So what I do? well I threw the pack at her ran to my car and beening real pissed off and not paying attention I got into an accident. that's right lades and gents the Mick's good old 89 pontiac bonnevill by the name of Layla is dead and gone. Now replaced with a 2000 Alero with white leather interior. Whoopee do. Alright so on with the love life story. After the Eris incident I got involved with this chick that I meet outside of 7-11 by the name of Cassandra. She was from New York and an ex-crack addict that fuckied a married guy behind my back. three Cheers for the eighteen year old virgin Catholic yeah. So Now I'm with this young lady that I meet in High School By the name of Lizz. Okay let me put this simple for my fellow hopeless romantics out there: She's fucking awesome. I can talk to her about anything and admit things to her that I couldn't tell to others. We like the same music, that is a big plus. She's a yankee fan, the only true drawback (I'm a die hard Red Sox fan.) So out of the llove live and into the questions. If Becky's so happy with this new guy of her's how come everytime I talk to her and the subject is about him she looks like she's about to fucking weep? Another thing that maybe a woman could explain if a guy is single why do you turn away but when he's in a relationship you turn back to him? werid. One last thing to all my internet buds that have missed me: I'm sorry I haven't talked to you all I haven't forgotten about you or paranormal.com. I love you all like family how could I forget about you guys. Linds you know I love ya the most so why I forget about you most of all. So smile :). I have returned.
Mick
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Sunday, September 12, 2004
Here's a change
So here's a change for some of my followers: I'm happy, no god damn joyous! Why is that? I have fucking date on friday and not with my cheating ex-fiance neither. No with the one the only Eris. Now I know what you are all thinking: oh no, no more pathetic almost emo-kid-sounding post! But don't worry I'm sure I'll keep you entertained.
Mick
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Thursday, September 9, 2004
So I went visited my ex fiance yesterday. I really have treated her unfairly and I relize that now. I really want another chance with her but I'm afraid to ask. I'll tell you guys what happens.
Mick
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