Tuesday, September 7, 2004

   wow looka smiling one this time
So I just got off work and I'm feeling pretty good. Didn't have to work from 10pm to 6am today so I was a little stoked. I'm about to move yet agian. Into my own apartment with my friend chris. 550 a month split two ways, bitchin'. so yeah that's all I wrote.

Mick
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Sunday, September 5, 2004

   Another Day and I'm still breathing
So I'm back whoopee-doo. So I was going to take a chick friend of mine on a date today but that feel though, yet agian. Then I decided to go and hang out with my little Irish mafia and kick back and relax and we did. Then something happened on my long ass ride back home to this apartment I moved into with my grandmother: I started to let my mind wander, not a good thing for a person like me. Why? because it found a nice little area called doubts and ex's. I started to think about Becky and how much I miss being with her and the I started to think about my ex-fiance.... long story short I was crying and the fucking thought of all the shit I felt I did wrong in everyone of my relationships made me throw up. Why? I don't know. Then I started to think about this beautiful young woman I met online (I'd say girl but that would be bullshit) by the name of Lindsay, that I'm going to visit in June, and I really started to think about it. I was thinking: Am I good enough for her. would it really matter in her life if I were to fall of the face of the earth. I mean I know I'm a good guy, but am I good enough? If I fucked up this many times should I really try agian or should I go to the top of a mountian and drive off of it? She thinks that I'm trying to avoid her but I'm not, but if she thinks that of me, is it possible thatshe's having the same thoughts of me. Well this were I say good night and usually sign off in the regular manner but I really don't want to so:

Mick
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Tuesday, June 29, 2004

   Another day another pack of cigerettes
So my gradmother's treatment ends today. Yay! I have two interveiws, one at Spencers at the mall, the other at 7-11. I'm going to quit my job at McDonald's before I get so pissed I'd start to take people's hands into the fry machine. I gotta thank those people who signed my guestbook: Thanks. And yes I will be going home today.

Peace Love Dope,
Miquel Anthony Cremeans

P.S. If this post makes no since to you I'm sorry I am very tired today.
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   In A Better Mood
So I'm in a better mood today. even if my grandmother has to get cancer treatment. I don't care right now. To tell the truth I know she'll make though it. I'm really focused on moving out of house before Sept. First other wise I'm kicked out. But I'm still happy damnit!!!!

Peace Love Dope
Miquel Anthony Cremeans

P.S. Becky oif your reading this, I was reading the back of your picture the other day and I'M NOT A GODDAMN TEDDY BEAR (but you can still call me that). Thankyou for your kindness and coroperation.
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Tuesday, June 22, 2004

   The Woes of a Hopeless Romantic
So i've returned yet agian and have now became a freshman in college. Whoop dee do! You know I could have evry damned degree in the world and still wouldn't know how to understand women. Everytime I try I fall flat on my face and into another bottle. Maybe I should just call it quits and open a viynal record store with two annoying employees and spend my days making top five lists. At least I'll just be depressed, and lonely; instead of pissed sad and lonely. I don't know.
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Saturday, May 1, 2004

Hey Kids
Hey kids I've returned and guess what? I think I upsetted the reason why I came to this site, oh well, whatever it was I'm sure it was my fault. Alright people, prom has passed nd yet agian I have proven that no matter how much I practice dancing I go into river dance mode on the floor. I guess it was just for the best
that I stayed in the hotel bar instead of the ballroom. I wish I could've been a better date as well but circumstances beyond my control prevented that. Well that's what is on my mind today.

Peace Love Dope
Miquel Anthony Cremeans

P.S. How you all like the Green white and orange inspired by the Irish Flag my friends
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Friday, March 19, 2004

Hey, how's all going for everyone out there in cyberland? I hope life is treating you well! My name Miquel, sign my book, send me an e-mail and have a nice day.

Peace, Love, Dope,
Miquel Anthony Cremeans
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