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Sunday, September 5, 2004

   Another Day and I'm still breathing
So I'm back whoopee-doo. So I was going to take a chick friend of mine on a date today but that feel though, yet agian. Then I decided to go and hang out with my little Irish mafia and kick back and relax and we did. Then something happened on my long ass ride back home to this apartment I moved into with my grandmother: I started to let my mind wander, not a good thing for a person like me. Why? because it found a nice little area called doubts and ex's. I started to think about Becky and how much I miss being with her and the I started to think about my ex-fiance.... long story short I was crying and the fucking thought of all the shit I felt I did wrong in everyone of my relationships made me throw up. Why? I don't know. Then I started to think about this beautiful young woman I met online (I'd say girl but that would be bullshit) by the name of Lindsay, that I'm going to visit in June, and I really started to think about it. I was thinking: Am I good enough for her. would it really matter in her life if I were to fall of the face of the earth. I mean I know I'm a good guy, but am I good enough? If I fucked up this many times should I really try agian or should I go to the top of a mountian and drive off of it? She thinks that I'm trying to avoid her but I'm not, but if she thinks that of me, is it possible thatshe's having the same thoughts of me. Well this were I say good night and usually sign off in the regular manner but I really don't want to so:

Mick
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