Sunday, March 25, 2007

   Its been awhile... and you probably dont want to know... This may take an hour or more to read....
So wow its been a while, I didn't mean to wait this long before I posted... man do I have a story to tell.

We'll start with work.
Work: I got a job, at Target, on Colerain Ave.
I worked in the food service depeart ment, you know, the popcorn, the pretzels, the fking pizza... (it sucked)So all this random crap happened, and then it got kinda better. So I'm quitting. Why am I quitting:
A month ago I put in a notice that I needed X- day off, and just recently they got back to me saying no.
We thoroughly discussed that my hours are 8-15 per week... this week combined with last week is a total of 54 hours... um, not good!
They kept chainging my time on me... not good either. That and the GSTL (guest service team leader) that I HATE justbecame the new food service TL... so
Thats a summary of past events : P

Now we move on to Home:

So my mom decided she's having a midlife crisis, she feel's she's not in controll of her life, but she is in controll of her hair. So she went out and bought a blue wig... which you can see on me, here:

http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v230/dragonflyer44/Me/

Anyway, today was my aunts b-day, we went to her house, and when my other aunt saw my mom she bout had a heart attack, and she physically assulted my mom. Great. As if we needed more emotional trauma.
And by the way, I'm depressed, insomnic, inlove, broken, selfish, failing, sick, tired, and afraid.
So yea.
There's some seriously bad case of PMS thats going arround the world lately. I dont know if its LBSCBDO or what but... its wreaking some serious havoc.

Since I cant think of anything else to say about life we'll go on to school... boy is this one good:

So I already told you the stephen/amy situation. And by the way she now has a job, a car, and a boyfriend... see... told you she was a sybuccus.
Anyway. Stevin, (still trying to get over her) who btw drinks, smokes, and stones, has emo issues to a much greater degree than me yatta yatta.
Anyway, he introduced me to his bff Will (also his secret gay lover (bi )etc/)
Will and I clicked right away, and I was SO excited when Steve brought him to school : D wow we clicked. And you know, both of us are dealing with shit etc etc. so we've been talking and we really want to know more about eachother. For the first time I've like opened up, and he's opened up to and its all like omg wtf etc. So then... Stevin confesses his love for me...
I dont know what to do, and I still dont.
Will and I like e/o but then all of us are trying to get over screwed relationships... amaising no?
Will has a past love that he's dealing with, I'm dealing w/ Drew, and Stephen (Steve) is dealing w/ Amy (but on a much smaller scale thank god).
So... yea...
then I find out stuff about steve, and me being SxE- Core
this aint looking good folks.

So it gets better.
Stephen's last day of school was last friday.
He didn't show up, : ( (he's going on an internship, so technically he's still a student, he's just not at fitton anymore...)
Yea... its almost like loosing someone close... not good ><
So... we discuss stuff like wanting to die, cant stand living anymore. Oh dont worry we're not going to kill ourselves or anything, no I wouldn't do that to you. but, we still talk about broken walls, and stuff... Its all very emo really...

So eventhough there's more, a bit more, This really summs it up...
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