Monday, April 25, 2005

   a happy little poem I just made up;
Come with me, far away.
To a place where we can play.
Hold my hand and speak my name.
The end will come to this game.
So come with me to wonderland.
You cant deny your feelings.
Follow the jester to everland.
Where nothing has a meaning.
In spite of your efforts you follow your trance.
Dance, my puppets, dance.
To the violin of hate and doubt.
Come to rott you from the inside out. So follow the jester, follow the bells, follow your happyness and pride.
All that is spoken all that is said, all those faulty truths are lies.




plah thats the wost thing I ever wrote....







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   test
this is testing to see if my coustomation worked
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Fun?
Todays fun, is today fun? I dont know was it... Im in love... Really, not really what is love.
lol
I know what it is... Like its like this;
Billy I love you! No matter where you are Ill never forget you Ill never not love you.

And Im not jokeing either... If he ever signs up for this thinger.
any way. Hmm, what to type what to type...
You know what I dont get.. Popularity. Im not popular, Im not a nerd, Im not classified under anything but I dont get it. Why does every one have to like you. Heck I never liked myself untill I realized that Im stuck.
This is a long post. Hey what if I decided to make my text a pretty color and add a bloody post back ground.. I think I will.
Can some one give me a hug?
lol
I love JOHNNY THE HOMOCIDLE MANIAC.
And angel sanctuary. U know what sucks tho its impossible to get all the books... cuz the book stores never have all of them... Im like missing one. God darnit...
did you know in an insane assylum their torture methods where harsh and creul for instance:::
the one operation they did was they would shock you in the head 4 times until you where completly dazzed and numb and then they would pull your eye lid up... Shove a pencil like device in right above your eye ball ram it through the flesh and through your skull into the brain and then they would cut all these cords and brain lobes appart so you had no emotions, feelings or personality

The end.. Comments? questions? you know what to do...

Im off to see the meat grinder the wonderfull meet grinder of all.
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Sunday, April 24, 2005

   Some one tell me;
Some one tell me a story,
Some one smart and wise.
Tell me the story of beazlebub,
The name I should never have spoken.
If some one could tell me I would be gracious...

thanx
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Saturday, April 23, 2005

   IM SO HAPPY (finally)
Our gaurd won schoolastic group A championships! after standing there at retreat for an hour and a half I guess it was worth it.
And the black eye just makes me have to use less make up!!
*crosses legs in full lotus position* Ah young grass hopper but you will learn in time.
Did you know the manga's and Anime's NInja ressurection and Ninja scroll are odly disturbing.. But I love them.. I like how satan comes out of that chick at the end then kills people by chopping them in half... But his hair looks too much like sesshomarus (sp?) if you catch my drift. Cept its blue. And It shows him nude with out any anatomy (sp?) so hes basicly an it if thats right.
Um does any one know what Im talking about?

Well Im off to see the meat grinder the wonderfull meat grinder of all.
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   tired...
Hehe!!! Hmm I wonder what its like to die... Though I dont want to die, I want to know what its like.
I wonder what its like to be some one else... To see how they see every thing, like you have a perspective, whats theres?
I Wonder how other people think.
tee hee
Oh god no Not this, I have another
6 hour guard day today...
We go on at 9:08 pm, and guess what retrete isnt untill ike 11...
Thats a late night. then tomorrow Im going to help out at a soup kitchen with my church group.
This is going to be fun?
Really, well no... But hey thats alright...
My face itches...
Welp bu bye.
Im off to see the meat grinder the wonderfull meat grinder of all.

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Friday, April 22, 2005

   Uh
Guess what! Today I had a 6 hour gaurd practice... Whats with that? I dont know but heres the best part. I got walloped really hard in the face now the whole left side of my face is swollen, If I smile only the right side of my mouth even moves much. My cheek is red. My eye is squinty and blood shot. Around my eye is black blue and red! hehe... People were confused there cuz I was kinda teary eyed and yet I was laughing like some one told a funny joke hehe.
Um.. About this Emmiys-new-to-myO
Being called a New person is kinda weird for me... seeing how I figured out the site, figured out how every thing works, and have been on this thinger for a few days.. *sniff* but all my friends are on it, which makes me happy...
Stevebrnx: lol,you`re really happy today
Hehe
Cant you tell!
(talking bout the style of site)
IxHavexFallen: i choose mine randomly but all the blood makes me thirsty... ^___- lol
Um now what... I dont know... I say we talk to houstan... again.
Houstan- NOO, my name is Bob
Me- No mine is
Houstan- yours is emily.
Me- its jinjitzu
Houstan- you just said it was Bob...
Me- I did?
Bob- You did?

That is confusion
I am Jinjitzu merciless follower of God.
Im off to see the meat grinder the wonderfull meat grinder of all.
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Thursday, April 21, 2005

The story of Lucifer and Damien, or part of it
Blood makes me happy, it makes me want to touch it taste it, blood so much blood. Death what I urn for.
Im being dead serious too. Dead, death ahaha no pun intended ^ up there...
Who wants to join me? we can rule the kingdom of hell together, satan we can overthrow, for he himself shall be defeted by only god...
Did you know satan had a son, 'Damien.' He was also cast into hell... Born an angel.
Um tee hee not like I know the story of this stuff no-o not me...
Hey case, hey new person You kick @$$ and rock my soks.
Im off to see the meat grinder the wonderfull meat grinder of all..
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   *sniff*
Talk to me Im bored, Or I will repeat the Rhyme of Jinjitzu!
Im sorry Im just really bored. I havnt figured out any thing to do, Ive been role playing all day, came home have gaurd practice for 6 hours tomorrow, and my Brothers an @$$ when his friends are over. hmph.
So my day how it was yesterday...
blah.
Im off to see the meat grinder the wonderfull meat grinder of all.
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   Guess what
Im In school! Typing this right now
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