Thursday, September 29, 2005

will this make yu laugh?
Alright seeing as youi cant see Earny or the moldy break... um, Im just going to type the paper ^^ good luck

Thoughts with earny:

You know that question;
Do you want to take this outside?
Whats wrong with in here...
Whys it always a black eye?
I know that it turns green and purple after a while.
Why wasn't one language good enough?
Who was the first guy to eat an egg? ...And did he drink it or cook it?
Why are we always trying to figure out the meaning of life?
Whats wrong with just looking it up.
But thats not important.
What is, is what is that little lue fuzzy mold tonm the bread that makes it smell like burnt bacon and radishes and yous wear you can see it staring at you.
Up, It just blinked...
O__O

hehe
Typing class again woo woo... ^^ I got to some not all of your sites.

Hope your not mad at me. tee hee
see ya around buddies ^^
And do me a favor if you want. Go yell at blood mire for me, no reason just capitalize some ranom letters like "BACON!!!" or "LOUD NOISES!!!!!!"
mwahaha num num num
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

yay happiness is back ^^
Thanks len and others for all your advice ^^

It helped me even if I twas just telling me not to wory ^^ hehe I havnt read the comments untill yesterday and I forgot time to reread.

Thanks Love you all lots
Im in school

and now I tell you who Im obsessed. *cough*notreally*cough* with.
JP
AA
SR
OI
NS

haha not really obsessed, but still. I *cough*like*cough* him.
I told every one I'd get over it. haha, no not really. I learned he bikes off ramps and plays guitars and wrote some music. now Im like *drool*dreamy*cough*notreally*cough*

hehe

so I hope you all have a nice day.
As for me, nothing is as bad as it seems. chow chow ^^ XP
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Sunday, September 25, 2005

Please... Laugh at me and ridicule me, this I ask of you
Please... Laugh at me and ridicule me, this I ask of you..

Maybe it will make me feel better.
Or shouldnt I feel better, because I could be being lied to by every one... Every thing i believed in and trusted, that one person, was another!

One of my friends (casum)...
They made me cry today.
And cry I did.
Because today, I found out that another one of my friends (damien), was being acted out by the first (casum.
I did not know this, so I confided heavily in damien. I thought since, he was not in PA, and did not know any of my friends, I thought I could trust him not to tell any of my friends.. he didnt know them. He talked to me and gave me advice he helped me. And I tried to help him. He was kind to me, and I repayed. I thought I knew him. Not just as my other friends, but as some one else.
Little did I know, I was going to be betrayed and lied to.
I feel like I was shot down... I cannot stand lies, I hate lies, I DONT LIKE BEING LIED TO *Cries again*... Thats alll, then damien comes out and tells me it was casum... all along. She just wanted me to ---trust--- her as herself, and she felt I didnt know her know her. Well now I dont know her at all. I dont know who she is. She was my best friend. MY BEST friend.... some one I trusted so much... I listened to.. just like damien, but I told damien things that no one should ever know about... And I told him because he didnt know any one of my friends or parents personally. I told him just things about my family.
Well now its gone.
I cant trust her... I dont feel trust.
I mean she did that to trust me, but now I dont trust her at all..
I need a hug...

Please say something to me please.
laugh at me ridicule me...
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Thursday, September 22, 2005

   dun dun dun
Alright! Im good how are you all!?
its morning here, and I jsut woke up, about to go to school, and finishing up somethings. Yay things.
I dont want to go to school today, I could have skipped but thats not smart so Im goin g ^^.
I have writers blook. lol Almost typed blood.
The last poem I wrote before my mind froze over is:

Lo' and behold!
The gates of heaven,
plastered shut with blood.

Tears of the innocen,
reign down from the sky,
and children's dreams are
ravaged by the demons
that they made.

Hush,
little ones, what is it
That brings you troubles?
Angels whisper into my ears,
Hatred tells me all it's fears.

Golden lillis, Aubrun skies,
You who fancies perfection,
the stranger who envys.
For O' What horrid nightmares,
Arrise, They from unrest.

So, Lo' and Behold!
Glory!
The blood that Condemns
but all in our wallowing pride.

For what Angel will commend,
Their own hellspawn?
What god, will open his arms,
If know that he was but stone?

The skys do not open,
to show forth,
For faulty profits lie.
... Lo' and Behold,
the tears that heaven cries.


then my attempt at another story got to paragraph 4 then stopped. IM having trouble lol XP
So Im posting because I have band tonight ^^ and Im going to post on all your sites when I have time, prolly saturday ^^ SO please Stand By and be patient. seeing as I have to go to school really soon, and Im waiting for a new and uptodate post on all of your sites ^^ yay sites.

see ya ^^

MUch love
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

   Poem Poem... Not really. Im back yay back
Class is fun, yay class. Alright, so does any one know the true meaning of rapture. and yes Im back. Woo hoo. Well not for long I snuck in time on the computer in school. Seeing as this is an apropriate site and she told me once, well she told the class that we can go on the net as long as it is apropriate and we are completely done. Usually I look up new words for poems. Not today ^^ I missed you all.
Any way Im in school yay school... I'll talk to you and comment when i get home. Hence home, not here ^^ Im just waiting for sometyhing else to type and this is practice yay practice... not really

HOT guy yay hot guys ^^ XP
Jason Paris
woot yay Jason paris

Almost done waiting for the warmup time to be over. yay warm up time to be over yay keychamps. yay life.




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Monday, September 12, 2005

   Bigger text
yup big text small subject ^^ dont you love me?

good news I have no time to vist or even type this post ^^ see ya
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Sunday, September 11, 2005

Wow
Thats alot of people who responded in a comment... O___O Omg You never usually commented before I LOVE YOU ALL!

Im awake and Guess what I snuck on 20 minutes this time so I can visit and comment. Then IM going to eat food and do home work. ^^

And see if I can sneak in a friend today. lol

Ok I'll change the text to a bigger font Ok?
Because that seems to be a problem. lol so any thing I can do to help.

Yesterday me and my friend went to bike night in landsdale. Yes some people where scary but... there were some f*cken I mean sexy goth guys and Im like "OOO me want one."
lol ^^
except one was scary black spiked hair black makeup with a white undercoat and black bagy pants with chains and black gloves black choker collar, but hjis shirt was mesh and you could see through it, it was hot but he looked like a girl. O__O
his face...

lol
see ya ^^
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Saturday, September 10, 2005

   thanks ^^
all the luck payed off I got like two questions wrong. Thanks.
Thanks for the..

ah every thing.

Too tired to write. 12:43 must sleep... morning then wake up, then another day of band, then home work, tomorrow study, then school...

thats my life ^^ nighty night, I sneak on 10 minutes at the most... love love


Steve is my Vampire lover.

any questions about him will be answered in the next post when ever it is ^^
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Thursday, September 8, 2005

   Please, please I need an opinion on this then.
(vrs 1)
Guess I'll write a love song,
Just may be the last you'll ever read.
guess I'll crumble up this paper,
and hide it just so you'll never see.
Once again, once again..
But this time its just so cirtain,
that I need to be clear in what I say.
Because I never wanted it this way.
(vrs 2)
Your shining face withholds all grace, and Im lost inside your dignity and beauty. Lost in the moment, but the moments passing way to far along. I cant express every thing with in a kiss or a good bye, so what I'll say, I never thought I'd think this way. Once again, this once again, the last again I'll ever say.
(Chorus)
Good bye, farewell, my love, I never wanted it to end like this.
So much is wrong, so much amiss.
Might I never lay my eyes upon your shining face once again, take my hand, and say good bye to me and show me how happy we'd be again...
Might I never lay my eyes upon your shining face, May the clouds never again dance in the glory of your grace, I've taken all this time to realize that I was wrong, and Just maybe, yes just maybe, I wont have to sing this song.
(vrs 3)
No, I will not say good bye, instead, a fine hello will do. Guess I exagerated who I am to you.
but instead of glistening sunshine that shines in those bright blue eyes, I see the shadows that dance beneath your feet as you walk to galantly... Look away , I cannot, but I may never see again, if I look away, I might loose you, and I cannot take your hand... Dont say good bye unless we know it, because I'll say good bye to you... and If it comes down to it, then I wont know what to do. Dont say good bye.
(chorus)
Good bye, farewell, my love, I never wanted it to end like this.
So much is wrong, so much amiss.
Might I never lay my eyes upon your shining face once again, take my hand, and say good bye to me and show me how happy we'd be again...
Might I never lay my eyes upon your shining face, May the clouds never again dance in the glory of your grace, I've taken all this time to realize that I was wrong, and Just maybe, yes just maybe, I wont have to sing this song.
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   !!! AHHH !!!
Alright I got 10 minutes exactly and no where near enough time to visit sites! Im soo sorry, but I got home work galore, a test tomorrow (3rd f*cking day of school and we went through 4 chapters and now having a test)
Then today at 5:30 I have band Im leaving at 5:20
2 hours to do home work, eat, post, change, and leave.

So Im sorry I didnt get to vist any ones sites ^^ i hope you understand.

GOMEN!

^^ love you all
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