myOtaku.com: Mew Wem

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Birthday
• 1987-10-23
Gender
• Female
Location
• New Zealand,Ak
Member Since
• 2003-09-16
Occupation
• Summer Girl Friend
Real Name
• Gin and Coke

Personal

Achievements
• Greening my site
Anime Fan Since
• Does it matter?
Favorite Anime
• I'm not sure
Goals
• Maybe get an apprenticeship...
Hobbies
• Painting pictures, painting models, painting in my head...
Talents
• I bet I could have an anxiety attack on command.

myOtaku.com: Mew Wem

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Monday, May 17, 2004

Muahahaha!!!

What better way than to scare the living daylights out of my dad than to ask him to teach me to drive. ^.^

It was cool~~

I admit I’m not the best driver (give me a break, it was my first time out) but I don’t think I’m all that dangerous. Of course what bothered me was that I was incredibly calm but dad sorta interfered with my “inner peace” by being overly jittery and pulling on the clutch every time he got too nervous..

I mean, really… is it totally necessary to pull the clutch if I don’t stop straight away?

Or is it totally necessary for me to pass a parked car with two metres between us?
In fact, is it totally necessary to grab the steering wheel to make sure I pass the parked car with two metres between us? What ever happened to worrying about oncoming traffic?

I suppose the only part that was unnerving was when I first get into the car and he expects me to reverse out of the drive way onto the road. It didn’t make much sense to me, considering people normally learn to drive by going forwards first. So I drove around a bit travelling at a maximum of 20 km/hr. Although managed to sneak up to 40 at one point. Did three, 3-point turns. Then I went onto a semi-main road, then back home, since the car was running out of fuel :s

You know…that was fun…I think I ought to do it more often >:D
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I got really bored last night and decided I would try to learn to write in short hand. It’s a real bitch to learn, so a six word sentence I wrote took me about five minutes to do.

But it’ll be really worth it if I can do it fluently. Think of the possibilities *.*

None of my friends would be able to read my diary and when I get into Uni, taking notes in lectures would be a breeze *.*

...kewl…
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Oh yes, before I forget, congrats to Godel for being the first person to get the random punctuation test in the entry prior to the last one.

Um….a prize….right….*does the thumbs up* Good job! *cheesy smile*

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Sunday, May 16, 2004

noo....please....don't make me...I beg of you...nooo

Bloody freaking goddamn idiotically bloody shitty hell!

Three!! Three stupid ball dresses in the space of 7 days!!!?

If you're wondering what I'm on about it's the fact that my friends have made me try on that many dresses for a ball I'm iffy about going to. I'd be more inclined to go if I had a date, which I don't have, so I don't feel much like going.

Plus I just don't enjoy wearing dresses.

Despite the fact that a guy did ask me to go, but there's the minor detail about him being in Malaysia while I'm in New Zealand.

So, poo poo, no one is making me go if I don't feel like it.
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Today was pretty fun, I went out with a friend I haven't seen since for about 3 years. She's the longest lasting friend I've ever had, considering the fact that I've known her since kindergarten and we've never gone to the same school before, I think it's pretty cool ^^

We took some rather, insane sticker photos and I satisfied my obssession with drum mania by having a game.

Man, do I love playing drum mania, funny thing is I've never had a drum lesson in my life..lol..no matter, I'm not thaaat bad at it.

I also happen to love playing dance dance revolution. And pool. And air hockey.

And...am I rambling a bit?
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My only annoyance is that the CD player next to the computer doesn't work anymore, so I'm stuck listening to the radio. It's not so much that I don't like listening to the radio but have you ever had one of those nights (or several nights) where on four different channels it's all complete rubbish?

All the crapholicest music ever, right now...crap that so mean T.T

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Saturday, May 15, 2004

Absolutely dying with excitement...

Boring... bored... boredly ...bore ... bores

I'm bored.
Ich bin langweiler.
Je suis ennuyeux.

So for no apparent reason, I'm just rambling.

I suppose if you'd like to prove your great linguistic skills have a go at punctuating the sentence below so that it makes sense. It's like an IQ test question. I can't remember the exact answer though...oh well...

"that that is is that that is not is not is that it it is"

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Thursday, May 13, 2004

Mona Lisa Smile

Terrible movie, but the line that struck me the most "she's smiling, but is she happy?" struck me as too true.
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Okay…Godel is right, Windows Me sucks. A lot. The exact same crappy thing I’m using too.

I’m typing this up in Microsoft just in case the damn blue screen with the deceitful message of “An unexpected error has occurred however the computer may still be able to run normally. Press any key”

-__-”

I haven’t really updated for some time because, well, I haven’t had the time. Plus I haven’t really felt much like it.
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Then there was the thing about my Grandmother dying yesterday morning…all the way in little ol’ Hong Kong.

And well…er…no one, dare offer me their sympathies/condolences because I simply don’t want it. Why? When I heard my dad telling my mum this morning I had to suppress the urge to smile and chuckle with glee.

Heartless.

But she was manic-depressive as a result she suffered extreme states of emotion and some delusions. There’s really not much that’s worse than your own father believing the hallucinations of a crazy old lady over his own children. Of course, I don’t dislike her half as much as my brother, but still…she was a bother.
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hmm…I really would love to say that things are going smoothly…I suppose in a way it is. But if I hear my social science teacher ask me “how’s it going?” once more in that ‘I’m genuinely concerned’ tone I might just split.

Seriously…how well can things be going when you’ve watched a close friend kill herself little…by little…for the past four to five freaking years til there’s nothing left but a hollow smiling mask of what she once was? That I feel a strange emptiness during gaps of laughter between friends, which only serves as a reminder to me, that’s what she feels all the fucking time. So much that she’d do anything to stop it, to feel something other than that…anything, even kill herself.

I’m just plain frustrated. Nothing more. And no matter how much she asks me and how much I may smile back at her there’s nothing that I can do to help my friend. The funny thing is, my friend could be described as a walking psychological disaster. Some of her problems are bulimia/anorexia, depression, self-mutilation, alcoholism, smoking, dependent on males and suicidal tendencies. What more could a person ask for?

Being sent to the counsellor was useless. There was nothing she had told me that I didn’t already know/try. The worst part: She only confirmed to me that there is little I can do but wait, and hope. Absolute lameness.

I’m sorry. This was probably rather depressing to read, but I just needed to vent it off.

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Monday, May 10, 2004

Modus operandi

hmm...well, there's not much to explain in terms of the title since for some reason that's the only thing I can think of.

Anyway, two of my friends dragged me out during the weekend to try on dresses for a ball that isn't until July 28th.

There was a perfect dress. Exactly a size 6. Exactly fitted and exactly the desired style. HOwEvER...it was $400.

I'm sure in any currency that's probably a fair bit for a dress. *sniff* and it was so pretty too.
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Other than that I'm going to apply at Warehouse Stationary for a job.

And if I can manage to write a CV I'll apply at Electronics Boutique and Central Park(Both gaming stores).

Who the hell would want to work at a place nick named Pak'n'Slave?(for the real name, just take out the 'l').

Not only is it a crappy place to work it's a crappy supermarket that pays minumum crappy wage for crappy jobs. It's just so crappy it's crappy!!
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Oh well...I'm gonna go study for my assessments now. Would you believe? A movie review of "Mona Lisa Smile" is an assessment? HA!

Take care now, bye bye then ^-^

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Saturday, May 8, 2004

She smiled when I gave her the present.

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Thursday, May 6, 2004

Okay, I must be crazy or hell bent on torturing myself. I'm sure you guys know that I'm making flowers for my mum. What you don't know is that it will consist of 64 individual, pink (in various shades), which are made from paper 2x2cms. I am insane.

Apart from that after one day, I've done about 40 of them and they're berry berry pwer-ty.
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Yesterday I didn't get to bed til about 12 since I was seeing a play called 'The Glass Menagerie' with my English class. Strange, I know, to go on a class trip at 8 o'clock at night at University to see a play.

Anywho, it had a cast of 3 people and Tom Wingfield was cute ^^.

That wasn't the point of my night.

What was important about my night was that for once. I was genuinely happy. Because I was at the University. It was nothing short of wondorously beautiful to be in. Lived in, littered, dark, peaceful and free... After that I couldn't stop smiling all the way home.

It's not easy to explain but it felt real...okay, I'll stop now. I'm starting to feel corny >_>
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It was incredibly anal yesterday. I kinda went spastic on my two friends for going on and on about those guys in physics.

So they apologize and try to talk quietly (incredibly unsuccessfully) but the first thing she mentions is about me...??!

I mean, what the hell....I told her I could hear her and she got all apologetic and said "well, it's only because I care about your feelings" >:/

Lame. Absolutely lame, so the other one just tells her to stop it.

Now they think I'm freaking jealous because one has a wonderful boyfriend and the other has a guy chasing after her.

I really do need to get into University. It's a place where people actually DON'T TALK in class.
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oh yea, for social science I told the teacher that I would bring a cocoa bean (I was lost for ideas okay..>_<"). I said that you'd need to crush it and add heaps and heaps of sugar and other things to make something nice like chocolate. I'm not an easy person to get to know in person. Online, eh...I suppose.
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That's mostly my rants...now to get back to the little 2 by 2 pink flowers in multiple shades.

Btw, how do you guys like my slightly colour modified page. I think it looks mucho better than before

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Tuesday, May 4, 2004

*fakes a laugh*

I'm just not the cheery person I use to be...

For my social sci class I'm suppose to bring a food item that best represents my personality.

Not an easy task. My friend had a really good idea, she's going to bring a chocolate covered almond: "Unassuming on the outside, but nutty on the inside."
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I got really pissed off last night with my door. After many years of having a detatchable door knob (by no deliberate intention) I got sick of the blue tack that was barely holding it there. So I grabbed the glue gun and stuck it on, and now I don't have to worry about it falling off
^.^

However after removing the blue tack I found it smelt like vomit
x_X bleah

I suppose it's no surprise, it's been that way for a number of years now...

EDIT:Btw, could someone tell me how to write 2003 in roman numerals?

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Monday, May 3, 2004

And my life is filled with fascination.

okay. I thought of something cool for my mum.

I will......make......her ...................................................................

FLOWERS!!!

okay, it's kinda cheap since I do that for all my friends as it only cost about $5 to make.

So I decided, instead of making a boquet of roses, I'll make heaps of little random flowers and stick them in a frame to look like a picture. The bonus is that it's a 3D picture of flowers *raises eye brows suggestively*

Does that sound good?
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*sigh*

Rather tiring going to school. Seriously, it's so boring that, if I were given the chance I would go through the entire day without talking to anyone.

But no. I can't. Because there are those strange people I'm surrounded by called friends. And if I don't talk or at least give them the impression I'm content they start asking me if I'm alright. I suppose I should be glad someone cares...but I somewhat follow the creed "treat others the way you'd like to be treated." Hence I don't really care about them right now so I don't expect that back....

I honestly wish I had some fascinatingly randomly funny anecdote to share. But I don't.

Although...my mum was prancing around the room last night. That was funny.

She was trying to show me what she learnt from being dragged into Chinese Fan dancing lessons XD

Come to think of it, I've seen my dad prance before too. I hope it isn't hereditary :s

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Sunday, May 2, 2004

uh....

Well....I had a bunch of brilliantly intelligent topics to talk about here but by the time the computer started up and I got to the site I've completely forgotten all of them.

So I hope you guys don't mind if I ramble about a few random things.

There has been an issue that has been following me my entire life. Having and English name. Which just reminds me about a guy who tried to name me "Julia"...why I really don't know. But he was getting alittle too buddy-bud with me for someone I meet once a year.

Getting an English name would be so much easier if someone else picked for me. However, Drusilla and Millacent....er....Godel?Don't you think I have a creepy enough personality as it is?
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Another thing, my computer is sooooo fucking shitty!!

Once I restarted my computer three times because the 'blue screen of death' came up three times!!

Incredibly annoying, just then when I was about to start updating I restarted once.
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I can't actually remember what I typed in my last entry but I wanted to mention some other things that happened at the party.

I very specifically remember a scary girl in a pink top. Scary because of how she danced. She was undulating and touching herself and undulating and generally being as skanky as possible...

><"

It was indeed a horrible sight to behold.

Naturally I didn't stay for the entire thing, but by the end of it I was privileged to see people dry hump each other while standing. Plus making-out in a dark foggy corner.

Despite all that, I also remember we got a free game of bowling ^.^ and I won!! *does victory dance*
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OOOOOOhhhhhhhhhhh Crap!

It's Mother's day on Sunday :s

Any ideas what to do for my mum then?????

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