Wednesday, January 26, 2005

   Here are several days worth of updates..

Okay, so I haven't been able to get a stable internet connection yet, so I've sat around and typed this up and waited until I could get some internet so I could just quickly paste and post ths :P Anyhow, I feel kinda bad for not being able to comment when I do visit people (which I have been) it's just that I'm in such a hurry so without further ado I shall continue on with this pointless ramble. What has yours truly been up to? Obviously not spending as much time online as before. However what I have been doing, is go to a party and felt pretty good about not drinking, for once. That was nice. Instead I watched everyone else get drunk and was reminded just what a horrible drunk one particular friend is. She was either completely happy or completely angry, and well, mostly angry than happy. Or perhaps both at the sametime if you can imagine that. So as the sober one I looked out for her and made sure she didn't try to walk a very long, lonely, dark road out in the middle of the WAPs (countryside) to get home. And to make sure she didn't talk about things she shouldn't be ie, her sordid story of the exbf, to some unfortunate person who doesn't need to, nor should know. And to try stop her drinking anymore after she got alcohol poisoning ie, puke. The latter didn't work out too well and I just sorta gave up on that part. Aside from the drinking that everyone was doing, I finally got a chance to try out Sing Star, which is quite interesting. Funnily enough, I could beat some of my friends (when they were sober), the ones that had had singing lessons. That was goooooood... Also, I went to a Chinese New Year celebration.. it's not really CNY yet though... it's not really until February... although I don't really care, since I don't get any red pockets anyhow. My relatives all live in HK :( There was a silver lining. In fact a green one. I finally got paid my $50 from mid last year (I had forgotten about it, actually I thought I already got paid for it) for some cartoon design I did. ... You want to know what I designed you say?? Eh heh.. I drew two cartoon condoms. That's not something you forget easily though. And I thought they were quite cute for what it was worth. It was for an awareness campaign and was supposedly printed in various newspapers and such other appropriate media. Eh, oh well, I got paid for my 15mins of work. Which brings me to the grand total of $140 of the needed $600 that's going towards my need for an ipod. Meanwhile I'll be taking my practical driving test on Wednesday, so if I pass.. which surely I would right? I mean, why would't I? I haven't driven over anything I shouldn't have and I haven't run into anything that I wanted to ^^" not that there's anyo--er thing that I would want to run into. When I do get my license I can finally go places, see places I've already seen, drive myself places I've been driven to before, go where I always go!!! On my own of course ^_~ that being the key difference. The only draw-back being the high fuel prices. Damn them, damn them to their hellish little pond of viscious money grubbing ways :( hmmm.. *looks down to think for a bit* If I were really smart I should be able to type Chinese on this key board. hmmm... what does that key do...? *presses it* *screen goes blank* 0_0 aw crap, phew.. for a moment there I thought that key turned off the computer XD that would've been bad, everything I've typed on this page would be gone. It's strange though, next door I can hear my dad watching a movie about how HK came about under British rule. The strange part being that the British guy speaks with a Scottish accent. *sigh* so I'd better not keep you any longer, I swear if you managed to read and understand every word I'd have about 10 people asleep in My O. u_u" All good things must come to an end, but only to start again later. In about a week school starts again. --------------- That was then --------------- Now I'm flipped off, or not in fact. I'm just too tired to be. Every year I tell myself I'll grit my teeth and take it without a single tear. Every year I manage to break that promise somehow. Darnit, it's not even the end of January and I've cried out of frustration. I'm flipped off, I mean.. I was flipped off because my dad was late and made me two minutes, two fugging minutes too late for my drivers test and I had to forfeit the NZ$88. I didn't even have a fugging chance to fail the fugging practical driving test. [insert desired swear words]. Now I still have to fugging rely on someone else to drive me around. I'm just going to stay home tomorrow and tell my friends I can't go out because no one can drive me. And I don't want my brother to drive me, because that would be illegal since he doesn't have a full license yet. However that wouldn't have been a problem if it wasn't for that stupid stupid stupid stu-pi-D-ness!! So in my pathetic way I've spent the afternoon trying not to start crying again, which is rather difficult since I stop.. then somebody talks to me.. then it starts again *sigh* I know dad was sorry, and it isn't his fault the car didn't start. Sorry doesn't make me feel better though :( never really did.

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