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Friday, June 18, 2004


   Hey...it's my rational side!! *waves hello*
Okay, now that I've had a chance to sleep on it (or lack of sleep), where I didn't fall asleep til abou 1am to which I was promptly woken up by my alarm reminding me it's 6:30am and should be getting up.

I realized, maybe the situation isn't all that bad. Considering the fact I didn't know Nick all that well.

Anyway, when it comes down to it, I can introduce him as my brother's friend. ^^

I live a twisted ironic life, so I guess I've had to develop a REAALLY good sense of humour and the amazing ability not to even react to some of the craziest things.

My brother finds my life amusing too ironically enough, and he describes it being like a soap opera : /

He's probably some what right. He claims:
-I know a disproportionately large number of Bi-sexuals ('only' 4-5 but I'm sure some are wannabes)
-I know too many depressed/suicidal/unhappy people ('only' 3-4 where 'only' 2 tried to commit suicide)....
-I know too many "OMG!!It's a GUY!!" syndrome type girls (when you think about it, even one is too much)
-Too many people trust me easily with their 'life stories' ie, a girl on my bus, after a sum total of 30mins I learnt that her brother had tried to kill her twice V.V

Now that I look at those figures...he could be right...

Maybe I should give serious though into becoming a psychologist rather than a forensic scientist.
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I accidently deleted my last post:

Oh for bloody dungeons and wagons diablo's christ's sake!!

Can my life not be without irony for once??!?!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

Do you get the point??? As if the day wasn't bad enough =_=

okay...I've almost worked that out of my system, so I think I can put this together coherently.

First off, I've been called, "freak" "retard", pointed and laughed at, stared at and all that stupid stuff for carrying a sign advertising for a concert tonight. I was trying to bloody sell stupid crappy tickets.

As if that weren't enough.

I find out that this mystery escort of mine whom my brother is introducing me to is none other...than...a guy I already know...

Even worse. He's my Ex's good friend.

%$#&@)$@*@#)@(#!!!!!????

Well, anyway, I'll call this mystery guy Nick. Nick talked to my Ex and well, apparently he was telling him to go for it. Being the anime fanatics they are they related it to Full Metal Panic where a similar situation happened and heaps of "cool stuff happened", as Nick so eloquently put it.

Well...Nick didn't tell my brother he already knew me because he didn't want to make Chemistry classes awkward.

Regardless, my brother laughed his freaking head off. I was shaking with the inhumane irony...

Why is it out of a university campus full of people, my brother just HAD to pick one of the THREE friends of my Ex who I KNEW!!!

WHY!!!!!!!

I honestly wondered why my Ex just randomly asked me if I was going to the ball -_-""

I really, don't know if I want to cry or laugh now...

Damn.

I'll probably laugh about this later.

Now I can't sleep.

Anyway, I'm still going to go hang out with Nick this weekend so now it's MY decision whether or not to go.

Oh yes...I just remembered something Nick told me. He said my Ex said HE dumped ME...

*takes a deep breath*

He did a 'fine' job of that. That's is such a lie. I decided to tell people it was mutual...but oh no, he just had to take that path didn't he =_=

Crap...sorry for all the muffled profanities...sorry if I don't make any sense...

But it's just....wrong.

Btw, we're studying "About a Boy", that's actually quite funny.

Ps...how ironic...again

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