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Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Never sleep never die
I have to say, lately I've had a lot of sleeping issues don't I?
A month or two ago it was a little girl who tried to strangle me in my sleep/dreams (I honestly couldn't breathe) as a result I didn't sleep for 3 days, or fitfully at the very least.
Last post I had an awful dream but then I dream about stuff like that all the time... maybe not stuff like that, but I dream regularly without emotional trauma.
But I'll tell you something really freaky.
The past 2 days I've had sort of hallucinatory type dreams. The first one started yesterday when I was trying to resist taking an afternoon nap (it would've totally thrown off my sleeping schedule) but I eventually gave in somewhat and collapsed on my bed to sleep.
I start hearing a voice, then I realize it's my bf's except he was being unusually angry sounding, trying to insist I do something, practically yelling. I feel him take me by the hand and I'm trying to listen really hard at this point as he was speaking in a rather far-away way. I make out the words "marry me!" at this point I don't think I'm completely unconscious because my lips move and I say "what?" and he says "now!" so I say, "what??? No!" then he sorta disappears.
Then I feel a presence go over me and behind me (I'm lying on my side) and I can feel a hand touching me, right down to the finger tips, it only got mildly inappropriate and the last part I remember was it seemed to make a gesture to move the hair off my neck but then it starts to crush my neck. It hurts, I can hardly breathe and so I do the logical thing, I very slowly, but surely panic.
Did I make it out alive? I hear my viewers asking.
Why, yes I did.
Anyhow, I made a more concerted effort not to continue that nap and went to bed as normal. But the excitement continues...
This morning I was woken up briefly by the phone but as I settle back into bed to finish sleeping I feel something grab my leg through the covers. I look down and can make out an arm gripping. Instead of panicking I had the "eugh, get off me" type of reaction.
What does my bf think of this? He's petrified of ghosts and seems rather convinced I have a poltergeist that's probably a dead rapist that had tried to imitate him to use me.
Am I scared?
No. I'm not scared of ghosts, I'm not totally sure I believe in them and I really don't mind if it one. Though I would like it to refrain from trying to kill me.
Personally I think this may just be the first signs of some horribly disturbing mental disorder I've been harbouring.
Happy picture time!!!
I took this on my phone Saturday night (I'm on the right). I went to town to do some clubbing and drinking. I know, Mew Wem drinking!!!
I had some weird Maori guys stop to talk to me and ask where I was going (I had just left a bar), then they tried to convince me to go in their direction (some of the other ones exclaimed "woah, she speaks English). Personally I was going to humour them a bit but one of my friends came and dragged me away because they creeped her out <_<"
Y'know what I think is the best part about going to town? Not the drinking and the dancing, but meeting new people. |
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