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Friday, August 13, 2004
Friday the 13th
I'm not superstitious about days like these.
But at the moment I just felt like saying I'm absolutely loving this really cool song to which I don't know the band name but is cool anyway.
Some of the lyrics include.
"I'm addicted to your punishment. And you're the master, I'm craving disaster.
I feel irrational, so confrontational and to tell the truth again I'm getting away with murder.
It seems impossible, to tell the truth but once again I'm getting away with murder!!"
*starts head banging*
ow...I think I broke something in my brain X_x""
oh well...actually there is something quite stupid I feel I must share.
Basically for and English assessment we had to write a letter to ourself, which was done in February. I got it back today and after reading the first two paragraphs of this letter to myself... I wanted to run outside sobbing hysterically, gouge my eyes out with a fork and throw myself into the nearest ditch and rot.
...I'm exaggerating...a little...I suppose I just wanted to turn pyro and burn it and the classroom down right then and there. Fortunately I didn't have my matches with me today:p
But due to the very personal and sensitive nature of the letter, I can not share...any of it...with...anyone else.
Luckily for me, I wasn't the only one in my class who felt that way. And the feeling was so mutual we decided since it was so embarassing we couldn't share with each other either and that we'd just leave it at that.
I can't believe that was half of the assessment. What a load of sh*t.
I can't believe I wrote that to myself in February, 6-7 months ago. I was full of sh*t.
In fact now that I realize I was so full of sh*t I can't help but wonder if I'm still full of sh*t but just a different kind sh*t so in about another 6 months I'll look back and be embarassed by the sh*t that had possessed me to spout out more sh*t of a different kind to the sh*t before that sh*t!!!...*gasp*
Which leads me to wonder, why didn't anyone notice how full of sh*t I was??? Why did no one care enough to look me in the eye and say "You're f***ing full of sh*t!! Snap out of it already!!"
Maybe they were giving away insanity pills :-/
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