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Thursday, December 9, 2004
The beginning is in the last post
As soon as I entered I felt my fate would be different. From the moment I stepped in I walked an odd path. I tried to find a seat away from the Principal however the rest of the group had found their seats, hurriedly I back-tracked, barely placing my bag under the table. It was sticking out. Everyone else's was placed neatly under. That sucks.
The Principal started softly, asking if we had considered what our "decisions" mean. By chance she spoke to me first, directly. I couldn't think so I couldn't feel nervous about meeting her icy coloured eyes. I resisted the instinct to smile, as to maintain the proper somber atmostphere. I just nodded.
Her words held no meaning anymore as we turned our heads tenfold hawkingly towards the next person being spoken to.
I then had a crazy feeling people might hear my thoughts if I tried to think too hard.
A few phrases made it into my attention:
"serious"
"Have you talked to your parents?"
"Any reason I shouldn't sign this?"
And "torrendous". Wha-? THat's not a word.. is it?
It was a mistake, unneccessary to place myself in this situation and i tried weakly to consider the events of the past year that had intertwined to my reason for the choices made.
"IDIOT!!" I blinked. I blinked, wondering if anyone heard my harsh thoughts.
Done with the lecture. Done with the analytical looks. I turned to the Guidance Counsellour.
"I wish to with draw my application."
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True story.
I really do have a very large principal (to put it euphemistically) and a really funny looking Guidance Counsellour. I decided this was such a momentous occassion that I wrote it down.
It describes what I felt, or lack there-of about withdrawing my application to university next year. I had the stupidest reasons for wanting to apply so soon so don't ask me about it or I'll glare -_- Next year, I'll be yr 13/form 7 (however you might understand it) at the top of the school and will be enjoying my last year of the education prison facility ^_^
In response to several queries Coca Cola's Christmas in the Park is basically an event they have every year which has many performances from the local bands.
And yes.. My Principal actually said "torrendous." |
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