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Tuesday, February 3, 2004
Oh man...
I am currently having an unstated war with my bro...in fact I'm not totally sure what started it,maybe coz I find his self-righteous it's-past-midnight-so-I-have-auto-right-to-the-internet attitude annoying.Or perhaps he has to have an opinion of everything in his attempt to dictate what he finds acceptable to watch on tv/read or even to do.But who can forget trying to tell him an "amusing" story about something silly that happens but he has to go and say "What a dumbass,they soo deserved it!!" in a cruel tone. Sure I tried saying it was an accident but his response is to...repeat the previously stated statement,it's all very well saying that about me(I can take it),but when he says that about my closest friends,it really gets to me.
Anyway,the first thing I've done is hidden his phoneline cable and played dumb while he tries to figure out where it is.I suppose he tried to get back at me by threatening to leave me stranded at a bus stop if the bus drops me off late.
How ever when I did accidently delete the saved password.that.that.that *----*----* wouldn't tell me what it is and said "You deserved it for being so stupid!!"in a laughing way to top it off...grr...as you may notice,I can get online,but still,I don't know the password.
One more thing to feel bad about,my bf..lately..he's done nothing wrong at all,but when mum said "you're young,what do you know about love?"..it struck me as true,I personally don't believe in 'romantic love' so what am I doing?!Sometimes I tend to think of him more as being a wonderful friend whom everytime I'm with cheers me up or even if I'm happy has me even more happy.
I know I should tell him,or maybe it's a phase,so I shouldn't tell him..I'm not sure anymore.
But what I do know is the fact I'm about to be killed by his sweetness and generosity...I feel so bad if I say the slightest hurtful thing. |
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