|
myOtaku.com
• Join Today!
My Pages
• Home
• Portfolio
• Guestbook
• Quiz Results
Contact Me
E-mail
• Click Here
OtakuBoards
• MissWem
Vitals
Birthday
• 1987-10-23
Gender
•
Female
Location
• New Zealand,Ak
Member Since
• 2003-09-16
Occupation
• Summer Girl Friend
Real Name
• Gin and Coke
Personal
Achievements
• Greening my site
Anime Fan Since
• Does it matter?
Favorite Anime
• I'm not sure
Goals
• Maybe get an apprenticeship...
Hobbies
• Painting pictures, painting models, painting in my head...
Talents
• I bet I could have an anxiety attack on command.
|
|
|
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
I feel soooo stupid....
I have never, in my entire 6 month long relationship with my bf (it's our 6 month anniversary too), ever had any real problems (ie, arguments)
Whoooa...and guess what both of us feel like shit, he thinks he was [explicit language] and doesn't blame me if I hate him and want to dump him. I felt like I was being strung along and as if he didn't care.
When I found out what he was thinking I started laughing (good/bad thing it was a text on my phone)...I feel utterly stupid.
Classic...
But you know what the scary part is? I woke up in the middle of the night, lastnight because I had a nightmare that he and I were arguing. The details aren't clear but my parting words was about calling him immature. Then he started to ignore me and refused to answer, I told him quietly (in a defeated voice) "Fine, why don't you prove it to me that you're immature and just ignore me..." he did, I stared for a few moments...hoping...then I just turned and left down the darkened stairs. I woke up then, with the same feeling that you have when you've come fresh out of a heated argument.
Want more coincidence? I dreamt I had an argument with my brother the same day we had the rather questionable confrontation...
Other than that my teacher wants me to go see the counsellor..pff, like I need one, but she insisted so I'll go so she feels better and I have her off my back. |
Comments
(1)
« Home |
|
