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Wednesday, March 31, 2004


   tsk tsk...
I'd like to say I have better things to do than to make fellow students think I'm a little more than just weird, but I don't.

Some may remember, my teacher had me sent to the counsellor despite me not believing I needed to go. So as a result I missed an entire lesson of maths.

Anyhow the two girls in front ask why I wasn't in class. So I said I got sent to the counsellor. Not go, but was sent. Naturally they take it in and reply "ooh" as understanding as possible, with the judgemental thoughts that I've got issues. Then human curiosity takes over and they asked why I was sent there.

I looked at them for a moment, meaningfully and said "...because I'm a bit psychotic" They stared, eyebrows raised. So I smiled and said "no, I'm joking, really. I'm actually more likely to be a psychopath than psychotic."

Yes there is a difference, in one of my earlier entries I outlined what a psychopath is like, and you don't really want to be mixing with them...

But one girl wasn't sure what I meant, except that I must be mentally unstable and so had decided not to enquire further.

The other one, is in the same social science class as me, therefore she knew exactly what I meant by both those terms...so I got a really shocked look. She then turns away and mutters something about one of the signs of a psychopath is animal cruelty. I say "heeey, I did use to do that..not anymore, but did..."

Then she looks at me shocked, again "really? What kind of things?"

"well, nothing. I'd rather not say, but I did. Use to." I had the look that I was serious but honestly realized that it was something that shouldn't be talked about.

She did not know what to think of that...

yea, I must be weird. But if being a psychopath means you're still wetting your bed as a teenager I think I'd be inclined to be a tad anti social and may feel that other people deserve to die...I dunno, maybe.

Oh well, life's short. Can't hurt to have some fun along the way.

Although I must say I did refrain from wagging school on Tuesday with the one group. However I will make it up this weekend by getting drunk with an second group then going to lunch with a third group the next day with a potential hang over. (yes I know. Three completely different sets of friends/groups I can go out with. None of which cross over)

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