myOtaku.com: Mew Wem

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1987-10-23
Gender
• Female
Location
• New Zealand,Ak
Member Since
• 2003-09-16
Occupation
• Summer Girl Friend
Real Name
• Gin and Coke

Personal

Achievements
• Greening my site
Anime Fan Since
• Does it matter?
Favorite Anime
• I'm not sure
Goals
• Maybe get an apprenticeship...
Hobbies
• Painting pictures, painting models, painting in my head...
Talents
• I bet I could have an anxiety attack on command.

myOtaku.com: Mew Wem

Saturday, April 3, 2004

er....I dunno

Strange...lately I have been really...how to describe it....empty.

Not quite, but things that normally make me laugh don't.
Things that normally make me happy don't. Things that normally annoy me don't.

I'm not saying I have no feelings, just not to the extent that I use to. Maybe a tinge here and there but as quickly and quietly it comes it fades just as soon.

It seems as though I'm just going through the motions of school work and friends...

So, so weird. Any of you ever felt like that? When you're hanging out with your friends and even though you're laughing you can feel inside that you're not actually happy.

I don't like to be angsty or depressed like other teenagers (but like others I know I can be) but it's just this annoying pervasive boredom and emptiness that's actually starting to bug me...

On a brighter note, I did start writing a story. Won't say what it's about because I want to finish this one. It certainly won't be novel length but I think it'll be a decent length short story.

Comments (2)

« Home

Anime | How to Draw Anime | Anime Wallpapers

Top of Page