Monday, July 2, 2007

   thanks
thank you to everyone who commented on my post below...

i just want to say sorry for gettine so depressed and letting people get to me and also for causing so much drama T-T i do that a lot....

well im working on a story and i think i will try to post the first chapter tomorrow! it a mew story so.... if you want your mew to be in the story i can try to fit her in ^_^ just pm me and ill tell ya what to do lol

thanks again everyone
*huggles and give more cake*
~sammy
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not much to say...
im just feeling anxious right now...i thought about cutting again and i thought about going deep enough but i dont know im just too overstressed right now and i want it to go away! but im not going to it just always seems like the world is against me some how and like everyone hates me
i know you are going to say that it isnt true and stuff but it all just feels fake
im sorry but i dont want to its just that i feel like i have to...

well those are my exact thought right now
writing them out always makes me feel better
thanks always for reading and supporting
i know if i just think of you guys i will find my safe place and i wont do this anymore
i have a problem
and im fighting it with your help
i just wanted to let you know how your friendship and how you just saying hi has just saved my life
if it wasnt for you guys i might have finally ended my life

i just wanted to thanks you and tell you guys that everyday i am alive im living for you

sorry for the depressing post
i just wanted to express my feelings properly
no worries i am fine and i am safe
i wont do anything that will hurt me (unless i accidently run into a wall or something...you know those things....they just pop outta nowhere)

*huggles you all and gives you cake*
love you guys!
~sammy

p.s. please go check out my new art.....i dont like it and im thinking of deleting it but w/e
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Friday, June 29, 2007

   hiya
ok i have to leave really soon but my art hasnt been posting so im going to put it up befor e i leave

here is my entry for blackcatneko's contest



and heres my entry for starry bubbles's contest
sorry it isnt colored T-T



i hope you like them!
bye bye ill be back sunday!
love yall!
~sammy
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Thursday, June 28, 2007

   STRESSFUL!!!!!!!
ok so i have been really stressed lately! im taking so many classes and i already might have to drop one T-T theres just too much work to do! but whatever *sigh*

well i just posted a new piece of art...it should be up soon i hope ^-^

i am almost done with my entry for your contest starry bubbles...i promise ill submit it tonight or tomorrow ^-^

well i will be going away saturday! im not completely sure where but eli said we were going to some kinda carnival after classes ^-^
i prolly wont be on much this weekend i have a ton of work to do! sorry for not updating yesterday (same excuse lol)

well just incase you wanted to know...i hurt my wrist again T-T
lol i hurt it bowling which someone told me that im actually good at bowling....O_O is a 171 average that good?!? i really didnt know lol ^-^ all i know is im better then my friend mimi who is like in love with bowling XD shes so stubborn though...she wont try anything new like for picking up spares lol
oh and if you were wondering (i thought i would brag a little today ^-^ i think i deserve a little bragging =3) my highest score in bowling is a 267 hehe i got lucky =3

well ill talk to yall later!
luff you guys!
have an amazing weekend!
~sammy
p.s. whats a carnival? ive never been to one....lol! =3
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

   they have scanners here!
heee heee guess where i am....
im in class =3 lol we have to bring our laptops to take notes! isnt that nifty =D so we have a break time now and i just wanted to show you my colored picture ^0^



thats the colored image without the weird program thing...

lol they have a weird image fining program here that i was able to convince them to put on my laptop ^-^ its a lot like photoshop but its really downgraded from photoshop....kinda like a photoshop wannabe XD



that with the weird wannabe photoshop =3
eli says that she loves this pic! and that the two of us together is really cure ^/////^ i was like umm..really? and she was like yea and then i was just like ^/////////////////^
lol

1.well do ya like it?
2.i liked the lineart better....i messed it up with my coloring...T-T
3.do you think i sould post it???

well i gotta go hehe break is almost over ^-^ i love ya guys! wish me luck! were baking brownies today ^0^ yum!

~sammy
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Monday, June 25, 2007

   ^^
well umm i promised rabbit starfall that i would have the results up tonight....but first...

well i have changed the prizes up a bit...

1st-colored pic of any two characters OR(possibly and) henshin of your mew

2nd-colored pic of any one character

3rd-lineart pic of any character

everyone else-a thankies pic of mew kittycatchan in her new outfit!

thanks a ton to everyone who entered!

now the results....

1st-Aragorn1014

2nd-rabbit starfall

3rd-emptyhead84

congrats to everyone who won!
in my heart you are all winners just for entering! thanks so much! i really thank you guys from the bottom of my heart!!!!

^____________________________________________^
love ya!
~sammy
~YRC~
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   taking a break!
well today as a lot of you already know i am home from summer school! lol i decided to take my friend's advice and visit my familly! lol college classes start tomorrow so i will be in class tomorrow
my summer school at my high school well...that was today...but what is summer school with out at least one absence lol!

well today i think im gonna color my pic below ^///^ i love that pic but im gonna screw it up with my nasty coloring T-T lol

then im gonna get to work on my entry for KuroNeko's contest!

then if i have time imma make a pretty giftie for sayura-chan!

umm...thats about it lol!

trying to find a new background image...i dont know what to put though lol i will find something!

well love ya guys!
~sammy

hmmm i just realized that i had put current mood...then how i was feeling and haha i found out where i got that....sorry for stealing that forever gone ^-^ i didnt mean to

ummm yea bye bye now!
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Sunday, June 24, 2007

   dark mood...
i dont know why but i have been in a kinda dark-ish mood lately....maybe im tired...XD oh well i hope you like the new background....ill prolly change it soon though

well do i seem obsessed? im just wondering cause i seem to be getting obsessed with something... you prolly like with what? well i let the pic i drew today answer you question...



well who might the girl be?....ME! its me! ^///^ i am so obsessed with him T-T i feel like a bad person...

well i got a couple questions for ya! please answer if you like!
1.am i obsessed????

2.do you like my picture??

3.am i crazy?

4. should i color the picture?

thanks yall!
i love ya guys with all my heart and more!
*super huggles*
~sammy
~Yellow Ribbon Campaign~
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Saturday, June 23, 2007

   yay college!
lol so i am moved in! its really big and scary here! T-T i already got lost...TWICE! classes start in tuesday but i am living here to get used to it! ^-^ my roomate is really cool! her name is Eli and she is a sophmore in college! shes taking summer courses and also......she offered to drive me to my high school so i could finish summer school! (our classes at college start at 1 pm latest! so we will be back in time!) wanna know mt schedual? lol i will put it up anyway!

well umm...if you dont go to the end cause there is a link to a REALLY COOL SITE FOR FANGIRLS XD!!!!

well monday...
1:30pm-to 3:30pm-cake deco.
5pm to 6:15pm-veggies and chopping
7pm to 10pm there are activities

tuesday
2:30pm to 4:10-international food
5pm to 6:15-math
7pm to 10-activities

wednessday
same as monday

thursday
same as tuesday

friday (i hate this day XD)
1:30 pm to 3:30-math T-T
4pm to 5:15-international food
5:16pm to 6:55-dinner break
7pm to 8-meat and seafood
then im done lol

saturday (yes i have class on saturdayT-T)
7am to 11am-meat and seafood (we meet for a long time instead for a lot of days)
1pm to 2-math
then thats it

sunday
DAY OFF!!! SQUEEEEEEEE!!!

yea thats my schedual...i will be going home on july 15th so yea...

my parents said no otakon cause of this though T-T this makes me sad but i will still try to convince them!

ok now for the COOL WEBSITE FOR FANGIRLS that i promised you!

http://fangirluniverse.proboards76.com/index.cgi

hehe go ed! ^///^

well talk to you later!
love yall!
~sammy
~Yellow Ribbon Campaign~
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   hi ya!
well im gonna be busy this weekend! why you ask? im going to college! lol no im not a prodigy those people on the news always swoon over....im just gonna take some college level cooking classes! imma packing my bags for CULINARY CAMP!!! so im gonna move into my dorm today! and im gonna have a roommate (hehe i accidently said roommeat XD i just thought that was funny!) well in case you are curious the classes i am taking are...
~advanced cake decorating and pastry techniqes
~seafood and meat (yes i was forced to eat meat again blah...but its pretty yummy ^-^)
~international cooking
and
~vegetable and chping techniqes

and then im taking...
~college level algeabra ^-^ just for an extra credit
(if you ever need math help just ask me ^-^)

i will be going from my highschool to my college cause i stil lhafta finish summer school T-T but after thats done i will be a full time college person! XD so im going to be really busy! but i will bring my laptop and they do have free wireless access! hurray! so i will update later! and i gotta go soon so bye bye T-T i will miss you for a few hours!

ok well im gonna make a list of art trades, requests and contests i still have to do!

....contests!
~Draw Kuro (BlackCatNeko)
~Formal Final Fantasy Characters (Starry Bubbles)
~Mew Aqua...or atleast it was mew aqua(MewMewChoco)
i think thats it...

....Art Requests!
~Mew Pachi (Balck BerrieS)
i think thats it...

....henshin requests~
~Mew Pi-Chi re-visit (Hikarumi)
i so believe thats it...

....art trades!
~Sayako and maybe Rikku(RSRkingdomstars)
~new vs. old style (anime kitten)
~i thought there was another but i forgot...

i am still open on all of these as long as you can be patient...if i forgot anything please tell me!
thanks again!
love you all *huggles*
~sammy ^-^
~YRC~
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