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• 1993-04-01
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• Female
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• im not sure.....*looks around* O.o
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• 2007-03-28
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• i do stuff but i forgot wat that was,,,,(ahhh not the comas again)........(thats better)
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• samantha

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• Captain of the chess team
Anime Fan Since
• Since I met Mimi-chan (DarkDestruction)
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• many many many! way to many!
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• To be able to run with muffins so I can finally feel dangerous!
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• Drawing, Making a fool of myself when I go bowling with Mimi, Chess
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• Drawing(Somewhat), Chess




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Monday, July 2, 2007

not much to say...
im just feeling anxious right now...i thought about cutting again and i thought about going deep enough but i dont know im just too overstressed right now and i want it to go away! but im not going to it just always seems like the world is against me some how and like everyone hates me
i know you are going to say that it isnt true and stuff but it all just feels fake
im sorry but i dont want to its just that i feel like i have to...

well those are my exact thought right now
writing them out always makes me feel better
thanks always for reading and supporting
i know if i just think of you guys i will find my safe place and i wont do this anymore
i have a problem
and im fighting it with your help
i just wanted to let you know how your friendship and how you just saying hi has just saved my life
if it wasnt for you guys i might have finally ended my life

i just wanted to thanks you and tell you guys that everyday i am alive im living for you

sorry for the depressing post
i just wanted to express my feelings properly
no worries i am fine and i am safe
i wont do anything that will hurt me (unless i accidently run into a wall or something...you know those things....they just pop outta nowhere)

*huggles you all and gives you cake*
love you guys!
~sammy

p.s. please go check out my new art.....i dont like it and im thinking of deleting it but w/e
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