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Birthday • 1991-12-26 Gender •
Female Location • In Yuki Eiri's arms ^_~ Member Since • 2005-02-28 Occupation • I write a lot so... a writer? Real Name • Chuchi
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Achievements • Putting up with the male gender Anime Fan Since • Can't remember anymore Favorite Anime • .hack//sign, Trinity Blood, Level-C, Loveless, GRAVITATION, Kaze to Ki no Uta, Sukisho, Black Cat, D. Gray-Man, Rurouni Kenshin, mewmew power,yuyuhakasho, Shaman King, Pretear, the list goes on and on... Goals • suicide counseler, writer, English teacher Hobbies • reading watching anime, writing, drawing Talents • singing, playing flute, acting, drawing, writing
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Mood: Let's not go there shall we? Listening to: When the Rain Falls
Things had been going too well... How could I have been fooled into thinking it just might last this time? Everything was great. We had a day of silence yesterday and no one except my onee-chan Alyssa believed that I could do it. I did it, I didn't say a word. Things were great with Nate and Heather at the library, we ran into my aniki's brother Chad *thinks* Oh snap that would make him my aniki too... Scary... and had a lot of fun at the anime fan club. I got to see the first 2 episodes of B'tX and even though the DVD wasn't on the catalogue yet, the librarians let me borrow it. I should have known it wouldn't last. Who was I kidding? As I was walking home, a girl pulled out from a side street and as she was turning, stuck her head out the car window and loudly informed me that I needed a serious makeover. I have been trying to look better, to turn myself into someone my boyfriend can me proud to point me out on a beach or somewhere and say "That's my girlfriend!" Yeah right. As if. No matter how hard I try, I can't lose weight, I can't get my hair to behave... The girl was right. I DO need a serious makeover.
And as for my boyfriend... I don't know. Lately it seems... I'm the one who has to say "I love you" first, he won't say it until I have. I'm always the one giving him a kiss on the cheek and he has flat out refused to give me one. He tells me it's okay that I do it, in fact he loves it, but he won't. It wasn't like this before... I don't know what happened... And now I find out he's moving to his mom's house... If that means he's transferring schools, I'll die. I can't lose him, I just can't. I don't know what to do anymore...
I guess I'll stop rambling on and leave you with a video. This is a tribute to Rain and Machika from Immortal Rain, a manga I just got into. The song is the one I'm listening to, When the Rain Falls.
And today's quote... I made. "If the rain came, would it cover up my sorrow? Would it hide my pain-filled tears?"
Sorry for the long post filled with my complaning... Ja...
Mood: Exasperated... Listening to: Gravitation songs I'M GOING TO KILL SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so sick and tired of trying to make this site look nice! No matter what I do, it comes out looking wrong! Curse my limited knowledge of HTML! It was looking too cluttered. Sorry to all who really liked my chat box, I felt the need to get rid of it for a while. I saved the code though, so it will be back. Eventually. Whenever this site starts looking how I want it to! T.T *dies* This sucks. Not to mention I can't find a sufficiently dark and depressing background... It's not that I'm depressed, I just feel like a really dark theme. I'm stuck with this for a while... Please! Anyone who can help... I'm open to suggestions and assistance! No video today, I'm to busy struggling with coding.
Today's quote: "Do you really think that it is a coincidence that a heart is just two teardrops upside down?"
Ja!
*yawns* I've only been up for 3 hours... This is what happens when one stays up all night watching anime. My mom decided to completely change the living room around... again. I'm getting so sick of it. I finally get used to having the room one way and she changes it. But whatever. At least I have school tomorrow so I can get OUT of here. Spending 4 days with my mom without anyone else around is too much. I didn't even really get to see my dad b/c no one woke me up while he was here. I'll be so glad when today is over.
Good things do happen to me though! I get to go to camp this summer because I'm getting a FULL scholarship! All I have to do is 18 hours of volunteer work at the library. So for 2 weeks this summer, you won't be hearing from me! I'll be swimming and playing tennis and canoeing and doing archery! I'm so happy!!!!!!! Okay, video time!
And a quote: "You want breakfast in bed? Sleep in the kitchen."
Ja!
OMG I don't believe it. We were supposed to be getting some snow today with a mix of hail and sleet, so they cancelled school. There is STILL no snow on the ground and the hail has barely accumulated on the ground. There's none on the roads... and they were expecting "plowable amounts!" They could have just given us an early dismissal if they were so worried... Now I have to wait until next month to go to the Cheshire Career Center. Our science class won the class project competition so we get to have breakfast at our high school's restaurant. But now since it's closed the week before vacation we have to wait. We get a day off tomorrow, so I won't get to see my boyfriend again until Monday... T.T Not to mention now we have to make this day up in the summer when I could be at the pool with my friends... *dies* No fair! Okay, I think that's enough ranting. I'm not letting this day go to waste... I'm gonna go sleep some more! Oh and I put up chapter 2 of Dark Past. I'm starting work on my Bleeding Angels fic again... hopefully my writer's block will vanish. Well, I'll leave ya with a vid and the quote for today!
Today's quote: "Out of all the strengths in this world... I'll wish only for this one. The strength to cry..."
Oh joy, the hail has started up again... Now I can't go to the library. Well... sleepy time *yawns* Ja!
Marmalade Boy theme! *huggles Yuu and Ginta* I started watching it this weekend. I really should finish ALL the other shows I've started though... Mirage of Blaze, Tokyo Mew Mew, Samurai Deeper Kyo... the list goes on and on. I think I've got about 20 different shows started now. -.-' Oh well.
Okay remember a little while ago when I put up chapter one of my story Dark Past on my MidnightRunner site? Well, it only got 2 comments (thank you Cagalli Yamato and InuyashaWindScar) so I want to know if anyone else would read it if I put up the next chapter. I'm still at a terrible roadblock with my Bleeding Angels fic, though I think I might have inspiration to restart it! I have through chapter four of Dark Past but I don't want to waste my time posting it if no one is going to read it. So if you want to read it, tell me in your comment and if enough people do, I'll continue posting it.
Complete subject change... ^^" We had a Holocaust survivor speak to us at school this morning. The times got changed around so my class ended up going down 30 minutes earlier than we should have. That turned out to be a good thing because as the sophomores were coming in, our substitute left and I was able to find my boyfriend and sit with him. I think I would have broken down and cried if he hadn't been there. It was so sad, what happened to him and his family. But thanks to John (who spent the whole time letting me use him as a pillow ^.^) I was pretty much okay. He held my hand and comforted me when I was upset. He's such a sweetheart. *looks at post* Wow this is getting long... sorry! Well, since I'm in school and can't go on video sites (I'll get my account shut off for 10 days and fail Web Design ><) I'll put pictures up instead! ^^
And a quote: "When I'm looking into your eyes, my love, it feels like I'm looking into the heart of an angel."
SO sweet! Well, ja! And sorry again for the long post!
I WAS getting better... but then it decided to hail and I was stuck outside in my SANDALS and no jacket being pelted by hail and freezing rain... Or are they the same thing... I can't think straight anymore. So now I'm back to being sick. Ugh. The good news is we had a 2-hour delay thanks to the buses getting frozen, so I got to sleep longer this morning.
I made a bookmark for myself with the kanji for the words "Be by my side" on it. One of my friend's friends saw it and asked me if I'd make her one and she'd pay me... Now I have a whole bunch of people asking me to make these bookmarks for them with different things in katakana and hiragana and kanji on them. I'm being payed to do what I love! Create things! ^.^ *happy chibi*
Okay this post is getting long... sorry. But I had to put this in... Yesterday I found out that one of my guy friends has liked me for THREE YEARS!!! _-_ He could have said something sooner... Oh well. I'm still kinda in shock from that now... Anyway, I have to get back to work on my bookmarks! So... today's quote!
"A balanced diet is a cupcake in each hand."
xDDDD So right! Ja!
-.- Damn I feel cruddy. And now on top of all the other stuff, I'm getting the hiccups repeatedly! Damn! I hope I don't have them in school...
So... Prince of Tennis theme! Fuji! Though I kept my Loki avatar because he was too cute to abandon after only one week... How do you like it? I wanted to find a decent Ryoma one but there wasn't one I liked. Oh well! Sleepy time now... I shouldn't really even be up this late since I'm sick, should I... Whatever! xD
SasuNaru no likey no watchy kk?
yay! Quote time!
"It's not as though I had lost the ability to cry, it's just I didn't want to see my heart in pain."
Ja!
Well, as you can see by my mood, I'm sick. T.T I feel like crap and I can't stay home from school tomorrow. -.- Stupid Honors classes... They're too hard to make up. And if I keep up the singing, I won't be able to talk tomorrow. >< But at least I got ice cream! When I'm sick, my parents buy me lots of ice cream.
I know, lucky. I've been hearing that all day. ^^"
I think I might have posted this vid a long time ago, but thanks to my onee-chan Kairi, I have the song stuck in my head.
And now for today's quote!
"Do you still want to stay with me even though my real self is not the one I show the world?"
Ja!
~Love is all I need~
Well... I did it. My best friend and my ex are together. I'm so glad that they're happy... But there's a part of me that still really liked him so I'm a little upset. Oh well. I know I'll get over him in time. The bad thing is, I know her well enough to see that she feels guilty about it.
On to another, happier subject! Well, maybe not so happy... The firewall is back up at school so no more youtube for me. T.T Not to mention half my fanfictions are blocked for "inappropriate content." Blah! That is so not fair. Uh oh, my science teacher is coming this way and I'm supposed to be working on my constellation project. Ja! *runs away*
Okay... maybe that's not really a mood but it's how I feel right now! DAMN CRAPPY HOMEWORK! I have two tests later today and it's on my homework so I have to do it or I'll fail... T.T Evil. We have Tibetan monks at our school for the week making a healing mandala. It's really cool watching them carefully make the design a few grains of sand at a time... I'd never have the patience! x.x
It's official... My friend is head over heals for my ex. -.- It's actually kinda funny to watch... I just helped her through a "clothing crisis" as she called it b/c we're meeting him after school today... I was laughing so hard at her freaking out over her outfit. This... is gonna be fun. *insert evil grin, thoughts and laughter here*
Well... since I still have a homework overload... (not like that's anything new) I will put a video and leave it at that!
D N Angel!
Today's quote (kinda long): "When I saw you, I was afraid to meet you... When I met you, I was afraid to kiss you... When I kissed you, I was afraid to love you... Now that I love you, I am afraid to lose you."
Ja!
~Love is all I need~
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