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Birthday 1991-12-26 Gender
Female Location In Yuki Eiri's arms ^_~ Member Since 2005-02-28 Occupation I write a lot so... a writer? Real Name Chuchi
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Achievements Putting up with the male gender Anime Fan Since Can't remember anymore Favorite Anime .hack//sign, Trinity Blood, Level-C, Loveless, GRAVITATION, Kaze to Ki no Uta, Sukisho, Black Cat, D. Gray-Man, Rurouni Kenshin, mewmew power,yuyuhakasho, Shaman King, Pretear, the list goes on and on... Goals suicide counseler, writer, English teacher Hobbies reading watching anime, writing, drawing Talents singing, playing flute, acting, drawing, writing
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Yeah... I'm in science class so this is going to be short. I'm supposed to be looking up events from 1450-1750 for a timeline. >.> *hugs everyone* You guys are awesome, really. I know how I feel isn't true, but I can't help it. I might be bipolar, that's why. I'm not saying I am, but my family has a history of being Bipolar and it could have carried over to me. I'll be fine eventually, this happens sometimes. Anyway, before my teacher notices I'm not doing what I should be, I'd better go. Ja.
I want to know what the HELL is wrong with me! I was almost happy again yesterday, and now I've gone back to feeling like a worthless burdensome piece of trash. I don't know why, or what caused it. When my friends try to help me I just feel like I'm causing more problems for them. *hides from Shia* If she reads this she's gonna smack me again... I feel as though I need to cry, but I just can't. The tears just won't come. I'm sorry... I'm sorry for always being a burden to everyone and causing problems... Why are you all so nice to me?
I know, I know. I'm not useless... ^^" I shouldn't think that way. It just feels that way sometimes. Anyway, I still haven't dome my homework, so this is gonna be a short post. If you have the time and haven't already, (thanks to YugiohYamy, BlueStar101, InuyashaWindScar, IchigoGrl, and Midnight Shadow who have) ould you visit DeathAngelRei's site? I know there isn't much there, but I only got it up for him last night. THanks to all who take the time to check it out! now... VID TIME!
Warning: Massive amounts of swearing... it's Eminem. What do you expect. -.- Anyway, g'night all. ^-^
Well... For some reason, I have no clue why, I'm feeling like I'm useless, like all my friends would be better off without me because I'm just annoying. *sigh* You're all gonna yell at me for that, aren't you... i don't feel like posting anything else, so I'm just gonna leave you with a video. The song is the one I'm listening to, Silly-Go-Round. It's the opening theme to .hack//roots.
It's been a week, hasn't it?! Sorry I haven't been around! There've been catastrophies with my friends and I've been asked to solve them all. >.< I've been so busy... No wonder I'm so tired. There's absolutely nothing going on in my life... besides the catastrophies of course. I now take Web Design, and it's kinda ticking me off that I know more HTML then what they've taught us so far but I can't use it until we learn it. Oh well, at least my teacher's awesome. He's completely crazy! It's so much fun. He even sells candy, but I don't think he'll sell any to me... He's afraid to fuel my hyperness. Anyway, vid time cause I'm tired. Ja!
I just started reading Tsubasa, and I'm hooked! Well, night all!
Not much to talk about really... I finally, after all this time, cleaned my room. (Only b/c if I didn't my mom wasn't going to let me go to the Sadie Hawkin's dance) So yeah... I can finally see the floor. O_O It's amazing! Now watch... I won't be able to find anything b/c I organized it. -_- Anyway, time to leave u with a vid and say good night! Ja!
The song is in Russian, for the translation go to the vid on youtube.
Okay... I'm so wound. Probably the result of having a party in WP that involved cake, fudge (I made it and the cutest guy in class loved it XP), candy, cookies, and soda. The person who broght the Pepsi didn't want the 2/3 that were left, so he let me have it. And it wasn't caffeine free. Hehe... WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
Anyway, that girl I posted about yesterday... she tried to hug me today! I'm like "Don't. Touch. Me." I can't believe after what she said she would try to act all sweet and innocent. Then she says she doesn't care if comes back at all. He "always got her in trouble by making her bike out to his house at night." Umm... it was her choice to go, and I doubt he asked her most of those times. Anyway... For once things are going well. I'm going to Sadie's this weekend and I have someone who really cares about me. And Nate's even being nice to me! It doesn't get any better than this! (unless of course Wolfram appears in this world... *heaven*) Video time!
Talk about an easy way to screw up a relationship. I won't let this come in between me and Andrew, but I can't believe my friend would say this to me! I told her I was with Andrew again, and she told me that his mom says that whenever they talk she's all he talks about and how he can't wait to be back holding her in his arms. He never really liked her that much anyway! She cast him aside as soon as he left and went from guy to guy like they were the latest fad. She said she loved each one of them, but as soon as they acted a little mean to her she immediately yelled at them. v.v My god... I always cared about him, even while I was with Nate. I never stopped thinking about him, but as soon as I mentioned him she's suddenly in love with him again. She doesn't deserve someone like him. He deserves better than her too. Probably deserves better than me... Anyway, the Sadie's dance is this weekend, and I can't wait. I'm going with my friend Becca and her boyfriend. I swear I won't cry this time!!! *crosses fingers* Well, video time!
lol, I guess you are all happy that I'm happy. That makes me happy! ^^" I've now started watching Full Moon wo Sagashite and I love it *bows to BlueStar101* Thank you Shia. Well, I promised I'd put up the poem, so I guess I should. Here it is.
MaryLou,
Your eyes shine like the stars and your hair is long with such beauty. Your voice sweet as your heart, and your loving-kindness is a blanket to my soul. When I am with you, your presence soothes my soul. When we are apart, my heart longs to reunite with you, but what keeps me alive is knowing the next day we shall see each other again. People speak evil against my dear; I stand with a sound mind and heart and defend your honor. I leave you with these thoughts from my heart... I care for you and pray we will be together until the end of days.
Yours truly, Andrew
Eek! Now can u guys see why I love him? XD I'm gonna leave u with a couple of vids now, ja!
~Love is all I need~
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