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Female Location • In Yuki Eiri's arms ^_~ Member Since • 2005-02-28 Occupation • I write a lot so... a writer? Real Name • Chuchi
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Achievements • Putting up with the male gender Anime Fan Since • Can't remember anymore Favorite Anime • .hack//sign, Trinity Blood, Level-C, Loveless, GRAVITATION, Kaze to Ki no Uta, Sukisho, Black Cat, D. Gray-Man, Rurouni Kenshin, mewmew power,yuyuhakasho, Shaman King, Pretear, the list goes on and on... Goals • suicide counseler, writer, English teacher Hobbies • reading watching anime, writing, drawing Talents • singing, playing flute, acting, drawing, writing
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Yeah... I sure change moods fast... Anyway, the reason I'm so happy is last night out of the blue, my old boyfriend Andrew called me. Two years ago, he went away to a residential school and then I met Nate and broke up with him. Apparently, we were both on each other's mind, and so we decided to give it another try. I'm not gonna get to see him until at least July when he gets out of the school, but I can't wait to see him again. *goes off wondering how he's changed* I have to show you guys a poem he wrote me. I'll probably put it up tomorrow. Anyway, time to go back to The Secret Life of Pizza and try to figure out why in hell I"m watching that... Ja!
Okay, now that that's over with... ^_^" I got a chat box, I'll be on it almost every night if you want to talk. The reason I'm happy is an episode I downloaded a while ago that wasn't working finally decided to work! *squee*
I am kinda upset though, still sad that I got rejected again, and I lost the file with my fanfic in it and all of chapter 8 that I was about to post. Damn! -_- Oh well, I'll have to retype it. T_T And with that, I'll leave you with a video. Ja!
I have decided that from now on, my bg is going to match how I'm feeling when I choose it. Anyway, no school tomorrow! *cheers* I need the extra day off... SLEEEEEEP!!! It's a wonderful thing...
God, nothing is going on for me, so I have nothing interesting to talk about. Well, I guess this ended up being a short post. So I will leave you with a video. Ja!
Well, I get to go back to school today! *rolls eyes* *sarcastic* Great! -_- I don't wanna... There's a dance this weekend that I'm hoping to go to, and then later this month is the Sadie Hawkins dance. *looks at Travis* He will take me! I hope... Anyway... When do you guys go back to school? Are you unlucky like me and are back in it or do you guys get more vacation? *glares at teachers* If I'd known having a week off for Thanksgiving was gonna cause a shortened winter break, I wouldn't have cheered for it. Okay, since I'm rambling, I'm gonna leave you guys with a video. The song I picked out for bbast. *hugs* Thanks for everything Aneki!
Well, it's finally 2007. I hope everyone's year goes great. This is the end of my second year on myotaku and all of my friends have made it worthwhile. *hugs* You guys are awesome. Oh and if you didn't get a New Years e-card please let me know and I'll send it to you right away. I so can't keep track of who I send things to... -_-' Anyway, it's back to school tomorrow. *dies* Damn.. I have homework to finish. *glares at the evil teachers who assigned homework over break* Well, must go. Ja!
I thought I had found the one to give my life to. I promised him my heart and that I would always love him. But if things go on this way, I may lose myself. Every time I find someone, my feelings go unreturned. Things seem all right for a time, but then they all break down. Now I’m afraid that I may be destined to always be alone. On the outside when you see me I may be smiling, but inside I’m slowly being torn apart. My heart ached with the losses I felt after he left me. Lost, I turned to another. But he did not love me either. I didn’t even know if he considered me a friend. Then, my heart chose another. I gathered all the courage I had and told him my feelings, but to him I am nothing more than a friend. I acted like I didn’t care, when in reality I’m dying inside. If I push him too hard, I may lose him altogether and I couldn’t bear that. Even though it hurts so much, I will harden my heart and ignore my feelings for him, if that will mean that we stay friends. I can only tell you that it hurts, tears I thought I could no longer cry, the smile I used to wear now long forgotten, lost in the sorrow dwelling in my heart. My love is buried in my sorrow and I don’t know if I can dig it out. So I’ll start over. I will wipe away my feelings and start anew. Perhaps then I will find that special someone who is for me and only me. I know I am not perfect, far from it. All I wish is that I was who he wanted. but I must not allow my feelings to take over. If that happens I will lose myself. I will be strong, I will not show my pain to him. I know this is my fate, my destiny to always be alone, to never find love. I had so hoped that I could change it. Now I fear I will break down completely. I feel so lost and alone. I go through each day seeing people who are happy and in love and I wish that was me. I should have known this would happen, it always does. I was a fool to think that this time would be any different. I’m never good enough for anyone. I shouldn’t think this way, I know. But it’s so hard to look on the bright side when all you’ve ever known is pain. The pain of losing someone dear to you... it has no equal. I talk to him every day and pretend I’m fine, but it hurts so much.
I typed this last night after getting rejected once again by Travis. *sigh* I give up. Don't worry, it's not a suicide note. Critter said if someone who didn't know me read this they might think that. Well don't worry. Anyways, I feel like putting up some questions.
!-How was everyone's T-Day?
2-Are you stuffed?
3-Can you believe it's already Friday?
Ja ne!
I am soooooo sorry that I didn't post the next part on Friday like I said I would! For that I'm going to post the entire rest of chapter 6 instead of breaking it up again. Hope you enjoy! Oh yeah. This is the part with the bedroom scene, so you have been warned! As my friend once said- I don't write these stories. The characters do things in my head and I put it down on paper.
Chapter6-continued
Kio's POV
When I kissed her, I felt her tense and wondered if maybe I'd read her wrong. Then I felt her relax and relief came over me. I didn't want to do anything she didn't want.
Aya's POV
I put my arms around him and was reminded that he wasn't wearing a shirt. My touch sent shivers down his spine. His mouth left mine and moved to my ear, nipping at my earlobe. I tipped my head back, granting him access to my neck. He moved down, trailing kisses down it. Everywhere he touched felt like it was on fire.
I turned my head and noticed my shirt on the floor. When had it gotten there? I wondered. Kyo's next target spot made me forget all about it.
"Oh! K-Kio! What..." I gasped. He looked up at me, smiling wickedly. The tip of his tongue flicked out and over the nub of my breast repeatedly, sending shockwaves of pleasure through my body. Then he began to suckle on it. I threw my head back and fought against a scream. My nelected breast began to ache. Just when I thought I couldn't take it anymore, he switched to give it equal attention.
"Are you enjoying this?" he asked. I glared at him like No. I'm letting you continue because I hate it. He laughed.
"Okay, okay. I get it." He moved to return to his ministrations, but I stopped him.
"Kio, don't. Someone might hear," I warned. I walked out the door, clutching my shirt to my front.
"Soubi? Ritsuka? Tori? Are you here?" I asked. A white piece of paper caught my notice. I picked it up and read the note written on it.
"Dear Aya-chan and Kio-kun, we've gone to see a movie. You and Kio have the house to yourselves until around midnight. See you, Tori, Ritsuka, and Soubi."
"They knew!" I exclaimed "They purposely left me and Kio alone!" I groaned "Was it really that obvious?"
I walked back to the bedroom and closed the door. "They left us!" I exclaimed. "They went to see a movie and 'give us some privacy!'" Kio laughed.
"That Soubi. He always was good at that," he said. "So. Shall we pick up where we left off?" I blushed.
"I...guess. I have to admit, I'm a bit nervous," I said. He smiled.
"Don't worry. I won't make you do anything you don't want to," he assured me.
"I want to. I...love you, Kio-san," I said. "Somehow, it feels like I've met you before. I don't know..."
Kio's POV
"Do you remember? Please, tell me you do. It was only two months, and it was so long ago, but it meant so much to me. I was truly happy for the first time in my life," I said. For a minute, recognition appeared in her eyes, but then she shook her head.
"I'm sorry, but I don't remember. I'm trying, really I am," she replied.
"I do. I remember everything. You were 14 and I was 15. (A/N: I changed the ages a bit, Kio's now 24 while in the anime he's only 20) You were ill and had come to stay with your aunt while you waited for a cure to be found. I was staying at my parents' summer house."
xXx-Flashback-xXx
"Oh my god I'm so bored! All of my friends are on vacation, and I'm stuck here." I groaned and flopped back, laying on the ground and looking at the sky. "There's no one to talk to out here." I closed my eyes, hoping to get a little rest.
"Itai!" I sat up in surprise. Or rather...tried to sit up, but found something was stopping me.
"Ah, g-gomen! I didn't see you there!" the cause of my discomfort said. A girl about my age propped herself up on her elbows and tried to get up.
"Sh-shinpai desu.(1) I'll be all right." I replied. "Just...who are you?"
"Oh! That's right. My name is Aya. Agatsuma Aya. Who are you?" she answered.
"My name is Kio. Kaidou Kio. Hajimemashite.(2)" I replied. I looked at her curiously. "Do you live around here?" I smacked myself mentally. Of course she does, baka! "For the time being, I'm staying with my aunt. I'm waiting for a cure," she said. Suddenly she got really quiet.
"What's the matter?" I asked. She shook her head.
"Betsuni.(3) I shouldn't have said anything," she replied. "You wouldn't want to hear about it anyway."
"I would like to, actually. I have plenty of time," I said. She sat down next to me and leaned back against a tree, staring at the blue sky.
"When I was young, I was diagnosed with a disease that no one had ever seen before, so naturally there was no cure. It's slowly killing me from the inside out. Without the cure I may not live the whole year. I came to live with my aunt while my family searches for a cure. Because of this, every time I meet someone I end up telling them about this because I feel it wouldn't be right to keep it from them. As a result, I don't have many friends." She paused. I could see the pain in her eyes.
"I'm sorry," I said. She put on a false smile and laughed like it was nothing.
"So that's about it. I'm here for another two months, if I live that long," she finished.
me: Well, I know at the beginning of this post I said I'd put up the whole thing, but I's 12:30 in the morning and I have school today. If I actually get up at 5 like I want to, I'll add more. The flashback was actually not part of the original post. I had something else that didn't make sense to me, but was a lot shorter I think I've added about two extra pages (handwritten) to the chapter. *sweatdrop* I promise I'll post the rest soon!
Kio: Yeah right! You say that every time!
Aya: Kio, be nice. She might decide not to pair us up.
me: Ah my characters are yelling at me...is this a sign that I'm going insane?
(1) Don't worry (about it)
(2) Pleased to meet you
(3) (it's) nothing
~Love is all I need~
Since chapter six is so long, I'm going to be posting it in two or three parts. This time I need to post a warning. This chapter has a *cough* bedroom scene, so anyone who doesn't like it, you've been warned. I blame critter! She wanted one!
Chapter 6
I raced into the bedroom to find Ritsuka holding his head. All I could do was comfort him, so I put my arms around him and held him until he stopped shaking.
"All right, that's way too much drama for one person to handle! I'm going to bed," Kio complained. He glanced at Aya, but when she turned he looked away. He left the room and we all stared at Aya.
"What?! Why're you all looking at me?" Aya asked, confused.
"Go follow him," I sighed. "We can all see that you want to." Aya blushed, but walked out and followed Kio to his room. I smiled at Soubi knowingly.
"Well. It seems my big sister might finally lose her ears!" Soubi remarked. Ritsuka laughed. I looked at him in surprise. I couldn't remember ever hearing him laugh like that.
"I heard that!" Aya shouted back at us. We shut up immediately, but as soon as we looked at each other we burst out laughing again.
"Ne, Ritsuka-kun. I heard they're showing a great movie tonight. Wanna go watch it, get our minds off of things?" I asked. Ritsuka frowned, then got it.
"Yeah sure. Soubi, you should come too. You know, as a chaperone?" Ritsuka replied slyly. Soubi's face lit up.
"You're just trying to give Aya and Kio some..." he began.
"Shhhh!" Ritsuka and I said in unison. Soubi went and got our jackets, we left a note and left silently.
Aya's POV
I knocked on Kio's door cautiously. I swallowed, not believing how nervous I was.
"Eto, ano...Kio-san? may I come in?" I asked. He didn't answer, so I opened the door and peeked in.
He was standing by the window, silloueted by the setting sun. I watched as he took his shirt off, then stared out the window for a few minutes before turning. I gasped and he saw me.
"Oi! What are you doing in here, Aya-kun? Why didn't you say anything?" he asked.
"Go-gomen nasaii, Kio-san. I knocked and called to you, but you didn't hear me," I apologised. In one swift movement, he crossed the room to my side. I gasped as his arms closed around me.
"Ky-Kio-san?" I asked. "What are you..." He put a finger over my lips to hush me.
"You've been a bad girl, sneaking into my room," he said teasingly. His finger and I started to speak, only to be cut off again when his lips replaced his finger. For a moment I froze, but then I realized what was happening and warmed to his touch.
Sorry the update's so short, it's 3 in the morning. I can't update later because I have to go grocery shopping and do other crap. To make up for it, I'll update my chapter either Tuesday or Wednesday. I hope you're enjoying it. I decided to put a break in the drama and add some everyday life to my story. *yawn* I need to sleep now...
Sorry it took me so long to get the next one up. I ended up starting another one so now I'm working on two. I might put the other one up after this one's done. Anyway, here's questions then Chapter 5.
1-Do you like my story so far?
2-Should I continue posting chapters?
3-Do you want to read my next one too?
Chapter 5
I winced as the water ran over the cuts. It stung like you wouldn’t believe.
“Jeez! What do have in that water, whiskey? Or is it pure alcohol?” I complained. “Oh yeah. I never asked you what your name is.” She smiled.
“My name is Agatsume Aya. I’m Soubi’s older sister,” she replied. My jaw dropped.
“You still have your ears, though. But, you’re older than your brother who doesn’t have his ears anymore?” I said, confused. Her ear twitched and her tail lashed.
“Just because I haven’t lost my ears to some guy yet doesn’t mean that I am any less mature than my younger brother! “ she shouted. Laughter burst out from behind the closed door. Aya marched over to the door and yanked it open. Soubi, his friend, and Ritsuka fell in.
“Naughty, naughty!” I laughed. “Don’t you know better than to eavesdrop on a girl’s conversation?” I waggled a finger at them. "Shame on you!” I winked at Ritsuka. “I might even have to punish you!”
“Aren’t you going a little easy on them?” Aya asked. “And who is this guy? You’re not...You’re not...involved with him, are you Soubi?” she demanded. The young man stepped forward.
“Forgive me for not introducing myself sooner,” he apologized. “My name is Kio. I go to the same school as Soubi.”
“College, you mean?” Aya asked him. “Soubi doesn’t go to school that I know of. Or could it be...” She glared at him. “After all I said, you still went? You still became a Fighter?” He looked ashamed.
“Yes. I am Koiishi, Beloved. My original Sacrifice died, so now I protect his younger brother Ritsuka,” Soubi answered.
Ritsuka’s POV
Whack! Aya’s hand slammed into Soubi’s face. I looked at her face, and tears were gathering at the corners of her eyes. Her cheeks were red and she was breathing hard.
“How could you?” she demanded, her voice dangerously low. “You promised me you’d stay away from that!” He bowed his head in apology.
“It was my fate. I could not deny it. However, I have now cut my ties with my sensei. Kio is my colleague in art school. Nothing more. Now I have pledged my life to Ritsuka. I will protect him!” Soubi said.
“Umm, hello? Injured girl lying NAKED on the bed back here,” Tori yelled. Stop ignoring me, people!” Aya turned to her.
“Soubi! Did you bring the clothes I asked for?” she demanded of him hotly.
“Yeah, I did. Here you go, some clothes for the lovely lady,” Soubi announced. Something suddenly came to me.
“Ummm, guys? What about my mom? Oh, she must be worried sick!” I exclaimed.
“It’s all right. We told her you would be spending a few days at a friend’s house,” Kio assured her.
Tori’s POV
Aya shooed everyone back out of the room so I could get dressed. As the light fabric touched my back, I gasped. It was still very sore. Even the slightest touch could make it bleed. Aya walked me to a full-length mirror to show me what I looked like. The dress was beautiful, a silvery material that made me feel as if I was wearing moonlight itself.
A thought struck me. Why would Soubi have a dress like this?! The first word that came to my mind was...PERVERT!! I twirled around, watching the bottom of my dress flow out around me. It was sleeveless, with a matching pair of silver gloves.
“I don’t want to ruin this beautiful dress,” I said. “What if I get blood all over it?”
“I don’t think he cares about that,” Aya laughed. “Oh, yes. He wanted to speak to you when you were ready.” I smiled and thanked her for all that she’d done for me.
“I owe you, Aya. You’ve taken good care of me,” I said. “I don’t know how to thank you enough.”
“You don’t owe me anything. I’m glad you’re okay now. When I first came, I was really worried,” Aya replied. She turned and left the room to give me some personal time. The pain in my back had finally settled down to a dull ache that had now managed to spread all over my back. I wondered if it would ever subside.
Soubi’s POV
A creak in the stairs alerted me that I was no longer alone. I turned and watched in awe as Tori made her way down from her room. I had been right in the dress I had chosen. It perfectly complemented her green eyes, made them shine as if the very stars had been captured in them.
“You wanted to talk to me?” she asked, interrupting my thoughts. Her voice was musical. I could see why Ritsuka had fallen for her. I smiled and touched the cair next to me.
“Come sit. You will want to be sitting for this, believe me,” I replied. She moved and sat down gracefully next to me.
“What is it?” she asked.
“I’m sure by now, you know of the word Loveless on our back,” I began cautiously.
“Yes. It seems that is the cause of my pain,” she answered. “What does it mean?”
“You remember Koe and Hasho? THey called Ritsuka Loveless as well,” I continued. “A Fighter and his/her Sacrifice share the same name. Seimei was Beloved, my Sacrifice, but he was killed. Since you and Ritsuka now share the name Loveless, you are now his Fighter.” I half expected her to be upset, but she sat there calmly and took it all in.
“So,” she finally said. I jumped, her voice echoing in the othewise silent room. “You mean I’m like you now?”
“Yes. It is now your duty to protect Ritsuka at all cost. My job has been completed. Seimei asked me to watch over Ritsuka until he found his Fighter. However, I think I’ll stick around a while longer. It seems all the interesting stuff happens to you guys,” I said, laughing. She smiled and laughed as well.
Tori’s POV
Kio came flying into the room, nearly plowing into my chair in his attempt to stop.
“Soubi! Tori! Come quick!” he gasped.
So there it is. Chapter 5. Sorry about the cliffhanger, I couldn't resist. And if enough people don't comment on it, I won't keep posting the rest. That is a warning people! I only got 3 comments on my last one and that makes me think people don't like it. So if you want to keep reading it, tell me now.
Just a litlle side thingy...If you signed my GB and I haven't gotten back to you yet, please let me know eithr through comment or pm. I have a lot on my moind, so sometimes things get away from me. Gomen nasaii!!! *bows head in apology*
About chapter four...sorry I didn't get it up Sunday. I was away the whole day except for the little time I got in the morning. But now, I finally have the time to get it up. So here it is, CHAPTER FOUR!!! ^^
Chapter 4
A few tears escaped my eyes as I watched her sleep. After all she’d gone through to regain consciousness, she’d fallen asleep. It had now been four days and I had not left her side once. I was very worried. She must have exhausted her strength fighting the pain. I’m sorry I didn’t get to you sooner, I thought. I could have lessened the pain.
Soubi came up behind me and put a gentle, calming hand on my shoulder.
“You’ve done all you can. Get some sleep. I’ll keep watch over her and let you know if anything at all changes,” he promised.
The door flung open. A woman about Soubi’s age and height with pure white ears and a pure white tail came barging through the door.
“Sou-chan! I finally found you after all these years!” she exclaimed happily.
“Aya...Aya...nee-chan?” Soubi asked in shock. “Is it really you? It’s been so long!”
“No, I’m the soul of our dead mother come back to haunt you. Of course it’s me, Soubi-chan,” Aya replied sarcastically.
Aya’s POV
Soft sobs were coming from behind me. I turned to see a young boy, about 16, crying over the body of a girl who looked to be about the same age. I walked over to him and put a hand on his shoulder.
“What’s the matter?” I asked him softly. “What happened to her?” He looked up at me with such pure grief in his eyes that I almost started crying myself.
“I couldn’t protect her from the pain. She was hurt so bad and I couldn’t do a thing.” I sat down and put a protective arm around him.
“I'm sure that you did all you could and that she appreciates it,” I assured him. “For now, you should get some rest. A lot of good you’ll be to her when she wakes up if you’re to tired to stand!”
“Who are you, anyway?” he asked me suspiciously. Soubi walked over and put a hand on his other shoulder.
“Don’t worry. This is my older sister, Aya-kun. She’s 23,” Soubi replied. He looked up in surprise.
“She’s older than you, but she’s still got her ears?” he asked. I coughed.
“Yes. Well,” I couldn’t think of a reply. I looked to Soubi for help, but found none.
“Well done, Ritsuka-chan! You’re the first person to make my sister speechless! I didn't think that was possible!” Soubi laughed.
“Quiet, SOU-CHAN,” I said. He grimaced. I smiled at him innocently.
“You KNOW I hate it when you call me Sou-chan!” Soubi yelled.
Ritsuka’s POV
The usually calm Soubi was actually angry! I’d never seen someone get such a strong reaction out of him in such a short amount of time. Tori moaned, and I was brought back to earth.
“Guys, stop! You’ll wake...her...up...” I said and fell asleep.
Tori’s POV
Was I dreaming? I was walking down a long corridor towards a light and a voice that was calling me forward. No matter how fast I ran, it never got any closer. A sinister growling came from the hall behind me, but I couldn’t go any faster. The creature reached me and opened it’s mouth to reveal seven crescent moons.
I sat up screaming. Ritsuka plowed past Soubi and an unfamiliar woman who had come to stand in the doorway. He collapsed on his knees next to the bed I was laying on.
“What happened? Are you all right?” Ritsuka inquired. I smiled. It felt so good to know someone actually cared.
“I was...dreaming. Something was chasing me. When it opened its mouth, I saw seven crescent moons,” I replied. Septimial Moons, thought Ritsuka. They’ve invaded even her dreams now.
From the look on his face, I could tell he knew something he wasn’t telling. I rolled over, and the sheet slipped down below my shoulder blades. I heard all three of them gasp. Ritsuka’s soft touch startled me as he ran his hand gently over my back.
“Loveless,” he whispered in awe. Pain seared through my back again. Then I realized something.
“I’M NOT WEARING ANY CLOTHES!!!!” I screamed. “PERVERTS!!!” I swung at Ritsuka, aiming to clobber him, but he ducked. Instead of hitting him, I over swung and my sheet fell away. Ritsuka blushed and looked away while the woman covered Soubi’s eyes. I grabbed at the sheets and when I was safely covered I threw a pillow at Soubi. “GET OUT!! BOTH OF YOU!!!”
The woman came into the room and shooed the two of them out.
“Sou-chan! Find her something to eat! Ritsuka...On second thought, Ritsuka, you get her some food, Sou-chan you find her something to wear!” she ordered. “Now get out!” She turned to me.
“Sorry about that. Now. How are you feeling?” Just then, Ritsuka came back in with some onigiri and dim-sum. The woman sent him out to get a tub of warm water and some rags.
“Clean ones, mind you!” she yelled after him.
“My back aches,” I said. “What did everyone gasp at?” She brought two mirrors over and instructed me to hold one. Something came into view. Carved into my back was the word Loveless. Blood trickled down from it.
Ritsuka knocked. “I’m coming in,” he warned. She covered me as Ritsuka came into view. He set down the tub and walked to the side of the bed. I reached out my hand and he grasped it, relief flowing through him. “You were asleep for three days! I was so worried...” Tears sprang up in his eyes and I reached up to brush them away.
“Please don’t cry, Ritsuka-chan. I’m fine, really,” I assured him, smiing. He dropped down onto the bed beside me. Holding my sheet close, I sat up. He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close.
“I was so afraid I’d lost you,” he sobbed. Tears came to my eyes and I began to cry. We just sat there holding each other sobbing for a little while.
School's back in session- for me 
Is it safe for me to come out? 
Chapter 6-finally! 
Next Chapter! Yay!